hope I'm on my way I'm
coming
don't don't lose faith in me I know
you've been
waiting know you've been praying for my
soul
oh oh
30 years you been draging your feet
telling me I'm the re and we're
stagnant 30 years You' been claiming
your honest and promising progress for
where die I don't want you to feel like
a
failure I know this
hurts but I gave you your chance to
deliver now it's my turn don't get me
wrong nature great
right right it's time to give the people
something
different so without further Ado
I like to introduce my
My Hope
what's my definition of
success listening to what your heart
says standing up for what you know is
right well everybody else is talking
between their
legs what's my definition of
success creating something no one else
can being brave enough the dream big
gring when you're told to just quit
giving more when you got nothing left
person let don't take a chance something
that talk can never happen it's a person
that can see the bright side through the
dark times when there ain't one it's
when someone who ain't never had nothing
ain't afraid to walk away from more
popping cuz they rather do something
that they really love and take the pay
cut it's a personing that would never
waiver or chain through they are just to
try and gain some credibility so they
can feel accepted by a stranger it's a
person that can take the faes in their
life and turn them into motivation it's
belie in yourself when no one else does
it's amazing what a little bit of Faith
can't do if you don't even believe in
you why would you think or expect
anybody else that's around you to I
didn't did things that I regret I didn't
said things I can't take back was a lost
soul at a crossroad who had no hope but
I changed that I spent years of my life
holding on the things I never should
have kept full of hatred years of my
life carrying a lot of baggage that I
should have walked away from years on my
life wishing I was someone different
looking for some validation years on my
life trying to feel
a they did
it
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they get it a necessary evil difficult
to go through is but beneficial some
having a mental breakdown is a negative
thing which I want I agree but on the
other hand it was the push I needed to
get help and start the healing process
see if I didn't never hit Mar bottom
would I be the person that I am today I
don't believe so I'm a pro example of
what happens when you choose to not
accept thefeed fa your demons took me 30
years to realize that if you want to get
the opportunity to be the greatest
version of yourself sometimes you got to
be someone you're not to hear the voice
of reason having kid will make you
really take a step back and look in the
mirror at least for me that's what it
did wake up every day and pick my son up
hold him in my arms and let him know
he's love love standing by the window
questioning if that is ever going to
show up up isn't something he's going to
have to worry about don't get it twisted
that was in a shop mama I forgive you I
just don't want him to grow thinking
that he'll never be enough 30 years of
running 30 years of searching 30 years
of hurting 30 years of pain 30 years of
fearful 30 years of anger 30 years of
empty 30 years of Shame 30 years of
broken 30 years of Anguish 30 years of
hopeless 30 years of 30 years of never
30 years of maybe 30 years of later 30
years of f 30 years of H 30 years of
Sorrow 30 years of Darkness 30 years of
day 30 years of bage 30 years of sadness
30 years of staging 30 years of change
30 years of patience 30 years of
suffering 30 years of Torment 30 years
of 30 years of bitter 30 years of only
30 years of pushing everyone away you
never reol I know I can change we are
not enough we are not the same you don't
have the heart you don't have the
strength you don't have the will you
don't have the FI you never Bel loved
you never be safe might as well give up
not running away you don't have to gut
you're the one afraid I'm the one in
charge I'm thinking
up
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