《使女的故事》
第二季 第十集
《使女的故事》前情提要 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
我的境况变差了 My circumstances have been reduced.
我想我还算是幸运之人 I suppose I'm one of the lucky ones.
你 上车 You! Move!
上车 Move!
我的派驻就像受到了上帝的祝福 My posting's like a blessing from God.
真正的祝福是那颗炸弹 The real blessing was that bomb.
支持基列共和国的每一个人都该被炸飞 Anyone helping Gilead deserves to be blown apart.
我在想着把我们的屋子打扮打扮 I was thinking maybe I could spruce up our house?
-随便你吧 -赞美上帝 - Whatever you want. - Praise be.
我经常考虑我们的事 You know, I think about us.
我们能过上什么样的生活 What we could be.
我也常常想这件事 I think about it too.
奥芙弗雷德 我仔细考虑过了 Offred, I've given it some thought.
一旦宝宝生下来你就要离开这里 You'll be leaving the house as soon as the baby is born.
我想我们早已受够了对方了 不是吗 I think we've all had more than enough of one other. Don't you?
我知道我必须接受你将出生在这里的事实 I know I should accept the reality of you being born here.
乖乖的 make my peace.
但是 去他妈的 But fuck that.
你把它当成讨厌的工作来对待 You treat it like a job, an unpleasant job,
尽可能快的完成这份工作 to be gotten through as fast as possible.
禁止亲吻 Kissing is forbidden.
让这过程还可以忍受 This makes it bearable.
一个人抽离了自身 One detaches oneself.
另一个人操 One describes.
一种交配的行为 An act of copulation.
也可以说是受精过程 Fertilization perhaps.
对你来说不过如蜜蜂采花 No more to you than a bee is to a flower.
你自己要坚强起来 You steel yourself.
就好像你不在那里一样 不在肉体里 You pretend not to be present, not in the flesh.
你的灵魂出窍 You leave your body.
罗伊 Roy?
罗伊 Roy!
不 Oh, no!
去叫人帮忙 Get help!
事后躺着怀孕的几率会更高一些 Chances are better if I lay on my back afterwards.
什么 What?
桃瑞丝 叫救护车 Doris! Call the ambulance!
赞美上帝 Praise be.
-天呐 -可不是吗 - Oh, my God! - I know, right?
我听说他老婆不得不把他从那女的身上赶下来 I heard his wife had to get him off of her.
我听说他当时正和她做爱 I heard he was inside her.
当他们找到她的时候 我听别人说的 I know. That's what I heard when they found her.
我在想今晚做一个甜甜的奶油馅饼 I was thinking of making a sweet custard pie for tonight.
我觉得不错 Sounds good to me.
一顿浓汤或炖菜也会很不错 A bisque or a stew would be nice, too.
你还好吗 Hey, are you okay?
她很快就会去一个新的派驻家庭 She's going to a new posting soon.
也许这次不会那么糟糕了 Maybe it won't be as bad this time.
听我说 Hey! Listen.
我有好消息 I have news.
莫伊拉逃到加拿大了 Moira made it to Canada.
她成功了 她逃出去了 She made it, She got out.
赞美上帝 Oh, praise be.
也许某一天我们最终都能逃到加拿大 Maybe we could all end up in Canada one day.
你听到我说的了吗 艾米丽 Do you hear that, Emily?
你不能放弃 You cannot give up.
你会再见到你儿子的 You're gonna see your son again.
艾米丽 Emily.
我不再是他的母亲了 I'm not his mother anymore.
你当然是 Of course, you are.
你是他的母亲 你还爱他 You are his mother, and you love him.
你觉得他能感受到吗 You think he feels that?
能 Yes!
你他妈的到底是怎么了 What the fuck is wrong with you?
至少你的儿子在加拿大 他是自由的 At least your son is in Canada, He's free!
和你老婆在一起 With your wife!
你... You...
是宫缩吗 Contraction?
来人 她要分娩了 Help! She's going into labor.
赞美上帝 要生了 Praise be. It's time.
赞美上帝 Praise be.
退后 Stand back.
你还好吗 You okay?
我还好 Yeah, I'm all right.
我们上去吧 Let's go up.
我未将你造在腹中 就已认识了你 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee.
你未出母胎 我就将你分别为圣 And before thou camest out of the womb, I sanctified thee
派了你做列国的先知 and ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
我们成功了 奥芙弗雷德 We did it, Offred.
这是上帝的旨意 And this is the will of
我们应该要为此庆祝并感到高兴 God and we shall rejoice and be glad in it.
没人知道上帝是怎么想的 No one knows the things of God.
至少这是我最后一次 At least this is the last time
上这个该死的床了 I'll have to get into that fucking bed.
请排成一队 Single line, please.
重新放好枕头 毛巾放这里 Rearrange the pillows properly, towels here.
小宝贝 Hi, little one.
是时候出来咯 It's time to come out now.
勇敢点 别害怕 Be courageous and do not fear,
上帝与你同在 for God is with you.
他会给你力量 会帮助你 He will strengthen you, and help you.
上帝会用他正义之手支撑你 He will uphold you with His righteous hand.
受祝福的 光辉的一天 O blessed and glorious day!
放客厅里 谢谢 Sitting room, thank you.
我来拿吧 I will take these.
-放餐厅 -好 - Dining room. - Okay,
到庆祝的时刻了 谢谢 Time to celebrate, thank you.
很高兴见到你 来一支吧 Nice to see you. Please.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
让我们为成功祈祷 May we pray for success.
你家孩子怎么样了 And how is your little one?
她增长了184克 感谢上帝 She has gained six and a half ounces, thank the Lord.
赞美上帝 Praise be.
也要祝贺霍利斯大主教 Congratulations are also in order for Commander Horace,
刚因为夫人怀孕而得到了晋升 newly promoted upon his wife's pregnancy.
恭喜 Congratulations!
你没有使女吗 No Handmaid for you, then?
没有 No.
愿上帝能保佑所有大主教都和我们一样好运 May the Lord bless all future Commanders as he has blessed us,
失陪了 Excuse me.
赞美上帝 沃特弗德 Praise be, Waterford.
欢迎 Welcome.
我的使女都快要到期了 My Handmaid is about to reach her expiration date,
但我还没兴趣跟她开始 and she wasn't that much fun to begin with.
你的怎么样 How's yours?
她挺能生的 Well, she has proven fruitful.
长得也不难看吧 And not bad looking, either?
-你绝对值得拥有 -谢谢 - You so deserve this. - Thank you.
我来帮你好吗 Can I help you with that?
好 Yes.
去吧 到时间了 Here you are. It's time.
谢谢 Thank you.
绝佳的时机 Perfect timing.
你真美 You look so beautiful.
上帝与你同在 God goes with you.
好 就是这样 Good. Yes.
深呼吸 Deep breaths.
很好 很好 Good. Good.
赞美上帝 Praise be.
很好 Good.
深呼吸 Just breathe deep.
赞美上帝 Praise be.
真棒 赞美上帝 Good. Praise be.
上帝与你同在 God is here with you.
你做的真棒 You're doing so well.
沃特弗德夫人 Mrs. Waterford,
假临产骗了我们所有人 false labor fools the best of us.
你下次应该数一下宫缩时间 You might consider timing the contractions next time.
对不起 沃特弗德夫人 I'm sorry, Mrs. Waterford.
宫颈是闭合的 一指都没开 Well, cervix is closed and 0% effaced.
你的宝宝暂时不会降生 Your baby isn't coming anytime soon.
可是宫缩了 There were contractions.
假宫缩 Braxton-Hicks.
并不意味着会生产 They were not productive.
她今天就应该被催产 She should be induced, today.
考虑到怀孕早期的几次严重出血 Given the severe bleeding earlier in the pregnancy,
生产的风险已经很高了 we're already looking at a high-risk birth.
没有必要的话 We prefer not to introduce
我们不希望化学成分介入这个过程 chemicals into the process unnecessarily.
但是 考虑到宝宝的估重超过八斤 However, seeing as the baby's measuring over nine pounds
使女身材又娇小 and the Handmaid is petite,
我可能会考虑在一两周之内催产 I might consider inducing in a week or two,
以避免剖腹产 in order to avoid C-section.
在那之前 我们还是鼓励 Until then, we must encourage the baby
宝宝能够顺产 to come out the natural way.
多散步 多吃芒果沙拉 Vigorous walks, mango salad.
我知道一种辛辣的茶效果很好 I know of a spicy tea that works wonders.
茶 Tea?
有多辛辣 How spicy is it?
胃灼热可能会伤害到宝宝 'Cause heartburn could hurt the baby, you know.
我们都太心急了 We are all impatient.
我可以保证宝宝很快就能生出来 I can promise you that this pregnancy will end soon,
然后奥芙弗雷德就会去下一个派驻家庭 and Offred will be off to her next posting.
在一个新的地区 In a new district.
改变一下环境 A change of scene.
没错 沃特弗德夫人 You're right, Mrs. Waterford.
我们处得挺好 It's been lovely,
但我们还是 but I think it's probably best
不要再见面比较好 if we don't ever see each other again.
很晚了 It's late.
我知道 I know.
他们很快就会让我离开这里 They're going to make me leave this house very soon.
是的 Yes.
赛丽娜想把我 Serena wants to send me
送去新的区域 to a new district.
是吗 Does she?
换个环境 她说 A change of scene, she said.
那 And,
你自己不想吗 that's not what you want?
你对我挺好的 You have been kind to me,
比其他所有大主教都要好 more than other Commanders would have been,
而您也即将成为一个父亲 and you're going to be a father yourself soon.
我需要您的帮助 I need your help.
什么帮助 What is it?
我已经失去一个孩子了 I've already lost a child,
而且很快就要失去第二个 and I'm about to lose another one.
如果我能被调去我女儿住的街区 It would help if I could be moved
这对我会很有帮助 to my daughter's district.
拜托了 Please.
这完全在您的权力范围之内 if it is at all, within your power to do that.
我的权力范围是什么 Who are you to tell me
轮不到你来告诉我 what's within my power?
我知道这不是寻常小事 I understand that it's unusual.
我绝不会接近她 I would never approach her,
她也绝不会看到我 she would never even see me.
我向您保证 I can promise you that.
我一直都对你太宽容 I've been too lenient with you,
太放纵了 too indulgent.
什么 What?
我把你惯坏了 I've spoiled you.
出去 Get out.
出去 Get out!
我就不该指望你能明白 I shouldn't have expected you to understand.
你完全不懂 You have no idea what it is like
拥有亲身骨肉 to have a child
是什么感觉 of your own flesh and blood,
永远也不会懂了 and you never will.
今天工作如何 How was work?
挺... Oh, it was a...
挺有挑战的 challenging day.
宝宝诞生前的每一天 All the days will be challenging
都会充满挑战 until the baby arrives.
我觉得奥芙弗雷德挺高兴孩子没出生 I think Offred was happy that the baby didn't come,
你觉得呢 do you?
是啊 我觉得她乐在其中 Yes, I think she enjoyed it.
她已经忘记了自己的身份 She has forgotten her place.
医生拒绝引产 The doctor refuses to induce.
我们能做的只有等待孩子出生 there's nothing we can do but wait for the baby to come.
你真的这么想吗 Do you really think so?
我想还有其他 I suppose there are ways
能让孩子早点出生的方法 a baby might come out sooner.
我认为最好的方法就是最自然的方法 I think the best way is the most natural way.
听我的声音 Listen to my voice,
这是你的妈妈 this is your mother.
我爱你 I love you,
我会永远爱你 and I always will.
沃特弗德夫人想见你 Mrs. Waterford wants to see you.
我会把你的事告诉宝宝 I'll tell the baby about you.
请进来坐 Please come and sit.
我们希望孩子能够顺产 We need to help the baby come out naturally.
不 拜托了 No, please.
自然的方法就是最好的 The natural way is the best way.
-这会伤害到宝宝 -不 这样对宝宝最好 - It could hurt the baby. - No, it's what's best for the baby.
赛丽娜 听我说 Serena, listen to me.
你不需要这样做 You don't have to do this.
住嘴 奥芙弗雷德 Stop it, Offred.
请不要这样做 Please don't do this!
-别说了 -不一定非要这样 - Stop it! - It doesn't have to be this way!
奥芙弗雷德 不要反抗了 Offred, you need to stop it.
-您不用... -别说了 - You don't have to... - Stop it.
不要 求您了 Don't! Please!
不 不 No! No!
-躺下 -不 不要 - Lie down! - No! Don't!
拉结说 我的使女 And she said, "behold my maid,
辟拉 Bilhah,
进入她的身体 使她于我膝下怀胎 go in unto her, and she shall bear upon my knees,
我便因她也得孩子 that I may also have children by her."
不 住手 No! Stop!
"拉结就把他的使女辟拉给丈夫为妾 "And she gave him her handmaid to wife,
雅各便与她同房" and Jacob went unto her."
请不要这样 Don't do this! Please!
不 No!
不 求求你们 停 停下 No, please, stop! Stop! Stop!
停下 求你们 停下 不要 停 Stop it! Please, stop! No, stop!
赛丽娜 不 拜托 停下来 Serena! No, please, stop!
停 不要这样 停下 Stop! Stop it! Stop! No!
不 求你们 不要 No! Please, don't!
求你们了 不 不 Please! No! No!
把这当成自己的工作 You treat it like a job,
将灵魂从肉体中抽离 one detaches oneself...
不要 No.
对你来说不过如蜜蜂采花 No more to you than a bee is to a flower.
这不是我 Not me,
不是我的身体 not my flesh.
我不在这儿 I'm not here.
真浪费 It's such a waste.
我妈以前总让我爸去倒垃圾 My mom always made my dad take out the trash.
我知道了 I got it.
停下 Stop!
请原谅我 我不知道自己在做什么 Please forgive me, for I know not what I do.
我的罪孽背叛了你和上帝 我请求宽恕 I have sinned against you and God and I beg for mercy.
别担心 Don't worry about it.
我们若认自己的罪 If we confess our sins,
神是信实的 是公义的 必会赦免我们的罪 He is faithful and righteous to forgive us
洗净我们一切的不义 and to cleanse us of all unrighteousness.
你不在意吗 Don't you care?
你为什么不在意 Why don't you care?
没事的 我不会怪你 It's okay, You're not in trouble.
你都不正眼看我一下 You don't look at me!
不到迫不得已的时候 你都不碰我 You don't touch me unless you have to.
你从来都没亲过我 You've never kissed me.
今晚前我从未被吻过 I've never been kissed until tonight!
我是你的妻子 I'm your wife!
你刚刚逮到我偷情 You just caught me cheating on you!
你应该介意的 You should care!
是那个使女 It's the Handmaid.
伊顿... Eden...
你喜欢她 You like her.
你为什么喜欢她 Why do you like her?
你在无理取闹 You're not making any sense.
告诉我 Just tell me!
伊顿 我绝不会和一个使女有什么的 Eden, I would never get involved with a Handmaid.
那无异于自杀 It'd be suicide.
所以你就是不爱我 是吗 So, you just don't love me?
我很抱歉 Look, I'm sorry.
请你别哭了 Please stop crying.
我为你准备了个惊喜 I've planned a surprise for you,
你应该会喜欢 I think you'll like it.
三小时内回来 不然赛丽娜该发现你出去了 Be back in three hours before Serena notices you're gone.
他们在等你 They're expecting you.
这是你应得的 You deserve this.
别让其他人看见你们 Don't let anyone else see you.
琼 June?
发生了什么 What happened?
他做了什么 What'd he do?
琼 June.
告诉我 Talk to me.
说句话好吗 Please, say something.
这边 Here.
十分钟 Ten minutes.
她长得有点像我 She kind of looks like me.
我能看看她吗 Can I see her?
我喜欢她的头发 I like her hair.
要是我这么梳呢 What if I turn it like this?
我的宝贝 Oh, my baby.
汉娜小可爱 Hi, my Hannah Banana.
还记得我们说过今天要见谁吗 Remember, we talked about who you were gonna see today?
汉娜 Hannah.
艾格尼丝 Agnes.
她现在叫艾格尼丝了 Her name is Agnes now.
我很抱歉 亲爱的 I'm sorry, honey,
我不是故意要吓你的 我只是 I didn't mean to scare you, I just...
我只是太想你了 I just missed you so much.
你还记得我吗 Do you remember me?
我亲爱的汉娜 Oh, my Hannah Banana.
疼吗 Did it hurt?
什么疼吗 宝贝 Did what hurt, baby?
他们打你头的时候 When they hit you on the head.
我没事 I was okay,
我当时只是睡了一会儿 没事的 I just went to sleep for a little while, but I was okay.
你试着找过我吗 Did you try to find me?
我找过 I did,
我拼了命的找 I tried so hard.
爸爸也是 Daddy did too.
你为什么不再努力一点呢 Why didn't you try harder?
宝贝 我完全理解你生我的气 Baby, it's okay for you to be mad at me.
我等了你很久 I waited for you.
我知道 I know.
很对不起 我没能在 And I'm so sorry I couldn't be there
你的身边 for you...
保护你 and to protect you.
我是想要保护你的 I wanted to.
没关系了 我现在有新的父母了 It's okay, I have new parents now.
过来 宝贝 Come here, baby.
过来挨着我坐 Come sit with me,
没关系 It's okay.
能和我讲讲他们吗 Okay, well, you tell me about them, All right?
你喜欢他们吗 Do you like them?
他们对你好吗 Are they nice to you?
是吗 那就好 Yeah? Good,
他们会惩罚你吗 Do they punish you?
他们打过你吗 Do they ever hit you?
我干坏事的时候打过 Only when I'm bad.
只打过两次 Only twice.
你又要有一个孩子了 You're having a baby.
不用再叫我宝贝了 You don't get to keep it.
是啊 No.
你是对的 我不用 No, you're right, I don't.
但是你知道吗 But you know what?
你是我的第一个孩子 You are my first baby.
你永远都是我的宝贝 You'll always be my baby.
我们现在必须走了 We have to go right now.
-时间到了 -不 - Time to go. - No.
-我很抱歉 亲爱的 -等等 - I'm sorry, dear. - Wait.
现在说再见吧 Say goodbye now.
不 等等 No, wait.
请等一下 Wait, please.
拜托了 等一下 就 Please, wait, please, just...
拜托给我点时间 Just gimme a second, please.
求你了 过来 宝贝 Please, come here, baby, come here.
我就是想告诉你 I just wanna tell you
我永远都是你的妈妈 that I will always be your mommy.
你知道吗 You know that?
爸爸和我永远爱你 And Daddy and I will always love you.
永远 永远 一直爱你 Always, always, always.
妈妈 Mommy.
我知道的宝贝 没事 I know, baby. It's okay.
听我说 Listen to me.
我需要你为我做件事 好吗 I need you to do something for me, okay?
你在听吗 You listening?
享受你的生活 Enjoy your life.
爱你的父母 And love your parents,
并且按照他们说的去做 and you do whatever they tell you.
因为我需要你小心 Because I need you to be careful,
并且我需要你 需要你保证自己的安全 and I need you...I need you to keep yourself safe.
你替我照顾好她 You just take care of her for me.
请保护好她 You just protect her, please.
我会的 I will.
替我爱护她 Just love her for me.
我保证 I promise.
-妈妈 -怎么啦 亲爱的 - Mommy? - Yes, sweetie?
我还能再见到你吗 Am I ever gonna see you again?
你知道吗 You know what?
我会尽我所能的 I'm gonna try.
我们走 Let's go.
没关系的 宝贝 我爱你 It's okay, baby, I love you.
-走吧 -没事的 亲爱的 - Come on. - It's okay, sweetie.
妈妈 Mommy!
-走吧 -不 - Come on. - No!
一切会好起来的 亲爱的 It's gonna be okay, sweetie.
-好吗 -妈妈 - Okay? - Mommy!
-我们走 -不 - Come on. - No!
-在屋里待着 -不 妈妈 - Stay inside. - No!
放开我 妈妈 Let me go! Mommy!
我不想走 I don't wanna go!
不 不 妈妈 No! No, Mommy!
宝贝 没事的 没事 Baby, it's okay. It's okay,
-在屋里待着 别出去 -不 请让我出去 - You've gotta stay inside. Stay inside. - No, please, let me go.
-别出去 -拜托了 让我出去 - Stay inside. - Please, let me go!
妈妈 Mommy!
汉娜 Hannah!
汉娜 过来 宝贝 Hannah, come here, baby.
过来 Come here.
-过来宝贝 -妈妈 - Come here, baby, come here. - Mommy!
没事的 It's okay.
没关系 It's okay.
没事的 It's all right.
现在你得走了 好吗 I need you to go now, okay?
我要你变得勇敢一点 好吗 宝贝 I need you to be brave, okay, baby?
你现在要做的是 So, what you're gonna do
牵着马大的手 is you're gonna take your Martha's hand.
坐进这辆车 You're gonna get in the car.
然后回家 And you're gonna go home.
过来 Come here.
我爱你 I love you.
现在走吧 Now go.
琼 没事的 June. It's okay.
琼 June.
琼 我们得走了 June, we gotta go.
来 站起来 Come on. Gotta get up.
琼 我们得走了 June, we gotta go.
回到屋里去 Get back in the house.
进来 Just get inside.
好的 就待在这里 Okay, just, just stay here.
在这藏起来 Stay here and hide.
我很快就回来 I'll be back.
你在这干什么呢 What are you doing here? Hey!
我只是 I was just, uh...
只是检查一下大主教的房子 确保一切正常 just checking the Commander's house, making sure it's clear.
看起来没什么问题 正准备锁门 Everything looks good, just gonna lock up the house right now.
你在撒谎 You're lying.
这里应该没有人才对 No one's supposed to be here.
该死 起来 Shit! Come on!
把他抬进车里 Get him in the car!
拿上他的车钥匙 Get his keys!
你搞定他了吧 You got him?
开车跟着我 Follow me.
不 No!
不 No.