1 00:00:18,101 --> 00:00:19,394 Previously on You: 2 00:00:19,477 --> 00:00:21,312 Henry Forty Quinn-Goldberg. 3 00:00:21,396 --> 00:00:22,396 We're a family. 4 00:00:22,439 --> 00:00:23,690 Now that the baby's here, 5 00:00:23,773 --> 00:00:26,776 at least our white picket purgatory feels logical. 6 00:00:26,860 --> 00:00:28,319 Hey, Natalie. Hi. 7 00:00:28,403 --> 00:00:30,363 My heart's not really in it. 8 00:00:30,447 --> 00:00:33,450 How could it be when you stole it? 9 00:00:34,993 --> 00:00:36,453 No. Husband, father. I can't. 10 00:00:36,536 --> 00:00:38,913 Sorry. I'm just looking for a friend. 11 00:00:38,997 --> 00:00:41,458 Everyone has to find their way in Madre Linda. 12 00:00:41,541 --> 00:00:43,710 Even around Sherry and her mafia? 13 00:00:43,793 --> 00:00:46,337 It'll be easier if you can get them to accept you. 14 00:00:46,421 --> 00:00:51,051 - I have this fantasy of opening a bakery. - There's a space available. 15 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:53,011 Call me if you wanna see it. 16 00:00:59,059 --> 00:01:01,936 Natalie. I wanted to see the place you were talking about. 17 00:01:02,020 --> 00:01:04,481 You can have this place up crazy fast. 18 00:01:04,564 --> 00:01:09,360 This place could be a raging success. So, what do you think? 19 00:01:09,444 --> 00:01:11,154 Hey, Love. Hey, you okay? 20 00:01:11,237 --> 00:01:14,032 Joe, I think we need to go to couples therapy. 21 00:01:27,712 --> 00:01:29,089 So, what brings you in? 22 00:01:37,722 --> 00:01:39,599 - What?! - Shh. Don't wake him up. 23 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:43,853 Love, what did you do? 24 00:01:50,568 --> 00:01:52,278 What did you do? 25 00:01:52,362 --> 00:01:53,446 We had a fight. 26 00:01:53,530 --> 00:01:56,616 Obviously. You wouldn't be here if you hadn't. 27 00:01:56,699 --> 00:01:58,868 Yeah. I caught him cheating. 28 00:02:00,495 --> 00:02:02,288 Good, we're diving right in. 29 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:06,543 It's okay, Henry. I won't let anything happen to you, I promise. 30 00:02:10,505 --> 00:02:12,590 Love, I told you, nothing happened. 31 00:02:12,674 --> 00:02:14,759 If anything, she came on to me. 32 00:02:14,843 --> 00:02:15,969 You kept a box. 33 00:02:17,095 --> 00:02:18,555 I know what that means. 34 00:02:18,638 --> 00:02:20,306 I know you. 35 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:21,766 So you kill her? 36 00:02:21,850 --> 00:02:25,186 Technically, I didn't cheat. 37 00:02:25,270 --> 00:02:26,271 "Technically"? 38 00:02:26,354 --> 00:02:29,482 I caught him about to cheat. It's the same thing. 39 00:02:29,566 --> 00:02:31,734 The difference is that I almost did a bad thing 40 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:33,570 and she did a terrible thing. 41 00:02:33,653 --> 00:02:36,322 I can't say what she did, so I'm the villain. 42 00:02:36,406 --> 00:02:38,116 I'm not saying I'm blameless. 43 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:40,743 But she went crazy. 44 00:02:41,411 --> 00:02:43,788 What does that mean, "crazy"? 45 00:02:43,872 --> 00:02:45,512 You're the shrink, that's your job. 46 00:02:45,582 --> 00:02:47,125 She flew off the handle... 47 00:02:48,042 --> 00:02:50,086 and broke a vase. 48 00:02:50,587 --> 00:02:52,172 A vase. 49 00:02:52,255 --> 00:02:54,549 - It was priceless. - Cheap and tacky. 50 00:02:54,632 --> 00:02:56,009 Impossible to undo. 51 00:02:56,092 --> 00:03:00,263 Don't fight, don't make it worse. There's no telling how she'll react. 52 00:03:01,389 --> 00:03:02,389 Okay. 53 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:04,726 I broke a vase. 54 00:03:05,768 --> 00:03:10,982 It's just, sometimes, I get passionate. 55 00:03:11,065 --> 00:03:12,066 What are you doing? 56 00:03:12,775 --> 00:03:15,236 Her phone, Love. Her trackable, traceable phone. 57 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:19,741 Did you even think about that before you buried an ax in our neighbor? 58 00:03:21,242 --> 00:03:24,037 No. No, I didn't plan it like some psychopath. 59 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:25,496 I... Fuck. 60 00:03:28,124 --> 00:03:29,417 There's this too. 61 00:03:30,335 --> 00:03:31,335 I, um... 62 00:03:32,128 --> 00:03:37,926 - I signed the lease for the bakery. - You signed a lease for our crime scene? 63 00:03:38,009 --> 00:03:39,302 Give me this. 64 00:03:40,929 --> 00:03:43,640 I thought it would be good, a reason I was here with her. 65 00:03:43,723 --> 00:03:47,143 I know there's a mess to clean up, but I couldn't leave 66 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:49,437 and let somebody come in here. And now we have... 67 00:03:49,520 --> 00:03:53,566 - You know, time to cover it up. - We have no time. There's no time. 68 00:03:53,650 --> 00:03:56,569 I'm not good at this. You backed me into a corner, 69 00:03:56,653 --> 00:04:00,114 - and I was trying to protect our family... - Let me focus! 70 00:04:00,198 --> 00:04:01,991 I got it! 71 00:04:08,039 --> 00:04:09,707 So you have a new baby? 72 00:04:09,791 --> 00:04:11,793 - Yeah. - Yeah, Henry. 73 00:04:12,627 --> 00:04:15,213 - Sometimes we call him Forty. - His name's Henry. 74 00:04:15,296 --> 00:04:17,966 A good therapist would dig into why our child is named 75 00:04:18,049 --> 00:04:20,093 after her dead addict brother. 76 00:04:20,176 --> 00:04:23,513 So, Joe, how have you found the transition to fatherhood? 77 00:04:23,596 --> 00:04:26,849 A tangle of dread and failure. Oh, and, also, murder. 78 00:04:26,933 --> 00:04:28,101 It's great. 79 00:04:36,442 --> 00:04:38,111 A little challenging. 80 00:04:38,903 --> 00:04:41,155 - For both of us. - For me more than him. 81 00:04:42,198 --> 00:04:44,701 He's been... and he'd admit... 82 00:04:45,827 --> 00:04:49,539 checked out, going through the motions. 83 00:04:50,123 --> 00:04:54,335 And it's like, "Why...? Why isn't his heart in it? 84 00:04:54,919 --> 00:04:57,547 And why won't he try?" 85 00:04:58,214 --> 00:05:01,426 - I have been trying. - You're saying you've been all in? 86 00:05:02,093 --> 00:05:05,430 When you're only truly present maybe 50% of the time? 87 00:05:05,513 --> 00:05:07,724 Textbook. She'd rather make it about me and Henry 88 00:05:07,807 --> 00:05:09,726 than look at her part in this. 89 00:05:09,809 --> 00:05:12,437 Okay. Love, we need a story. 90 00:05:13,062 --> 00:05:14,230 A reason she died. 91 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:18,693 She was unstable and unhappy, 92 00:05:18,776 --> 00:05:21,904 - and she killed herself. - With an ax? 93 00:05:21,988 --> 00:05:24,282 She fell off a cliff and hit her head. I don't know! 94 00:05:24,365 --> 00:05:26,075 She needs to disappear. 95 00:05:26,159 --> 00:05:27,994 Shh. 96 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:34,792 Never to be found, never to be autopsied. 97 00:05:34,876 --> 00:05:38,421 Her phone, her iPad, her car are impossible to hide. 98 00:05:38,504 --> 00:05:41,090 So we need to move her... 99 00:05:43,092 --> 00:05:46,971 things somewhere and her body somewhere else. 100 00:05:47,555 --> 00:05:48,555 Okay. Uh... 101 00:05:49,223 --> 00:05:50,223 Where? 102 00:05:51,309 --> 00:05:53,603 There's a state forest 103 00:05:54,312 --> 00:05:55,605 30 minutes from here. 104 00:05:56,564 --> 00:05:58,107 We bury her in the woods. 105 00:05:58,858 --> 00:06:00,902 That worked so well with Candace. 106 00:06:05,490 --> 00:06:10,912 I think, she's been holding my past relationships against me. 107 00:06:10,995 --> 00:06:13,039 Well, you do have a pattern. 108 00:06:13,122 --> 00:06:14,707 Don't bite, don't bite. 109 00:06:14,791 --> 00:06:15,958 And you don't? 110 00:06:16,042 --> 00:06:18,669 You wanna throw Candace in my face right now? 111 00:06:18,753 --> 00:06:22,673 Okay. Okay. All right. Let's talk about how we handled that. 112 00:06:22,757 --> 00:06:26,302 What did you do with her body? Or Delilah's, for that matter. 113 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:30,306 - Because you have never shared. - I told you, I took care of it. 114 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:33,434 And I am asking you how you took care of it. 115 00:06:33,518 --> 00:06:36,562 It's safer if you don't know, okay? 116 00:06:38,940 --> 00:06:40,650 Shit! Okay. 117 00:06:40,733 --> 00:06:43,820 You know, in L.A., there was this man named Jasper... 118 00:06:44,695 --> 00:06:48,282 who came after me because of Will Bettelheim's debts. 119 00:06:49,033 --> 00:06:50,952 And he needed to disappear. 120 00:06:51,035 --> 00:06:54,497 - What did you do? - I broke him down into smaller parts. 121 00:06:54,580 --> 00:06:56,791 - How? With, like, a saw? - Yes. 122 00:06:56,874 --> 00:07:00,002 Also, it was... You know, eventually, it had to be... 123 00:07:00,086 --> 00:07:03,256 In the end, a meat grinder was the way to get him in a bag. 124 00:07:03,339 --> 00:07:04,339 At Anavrin? 125 00:07:04,966 --> 00:07:08,386 - Yeah. - Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 126 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:11,139 Are you fucking kidding me? 127 00:07:11,222 --> 00:07:13,641 - I used that thing all the time! - What is your idea? 128 00:07:13,724 --> 00:07:15,768 Do you have a better one? Of course you don't 129 00:07:15,852 --> 00:07:18,146 because you murdered our neighbor in a fit of rage. 130 00:07:18,229 --> 00:07:20,731 No regard for the consequences. This, today, Love, look. 131 00:07:20,815 --> 00:07:22,275 This? You did this. 132 00:07:22,358 --> 00:07:24,944 You put our family in danger, Love. 133 00:07:26,654 --> 00:07:29,157 - Where are you going? - To take care of the baby. 134 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:32,994 You can deal with Natalie. You cared more about her than your own son anyway. 135 00:07:36,122 --> 00:07:39,459 - Shh! It's okay. It's okay. - I was wrong, Natalie. 136 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:42,044 I thought you were a threat to my marriage. 137 00:07:42,128 --> 00:07:46,924 But the real problem with my marriage is my fucking wife. 138 00:07:54,557 --> 00:07:59,604 - So we don't know where to go from here. - "You" don't know where to go from here. 139 00:07:59,687 --> 00:08:02,982 He may not know either, but when you speak in "we," 140 00:08:03,065 --> 00:08:07,069 you leave no room for his individual experience or yours. 141 00:08:07,153 --> 00:08:10,907 The "we" is codependence masquerading as love. 142 00:08:10,990 --> 00:08:11,990 I'm... 143 00:08:12,700 --> 00:08:13,868 - Sorry. - Don't be. 144 00:08:14,785 --> 00:08:16,913 If you don't know how to communicate healthily, 145 00:08:16,996 --> 00:08:18,915 it's because it was never modeled for you. 146 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:21,959 Oh, funny, it's already "blame-the-parents o'clock." 147 00:08:22,043 --> 00:08:23,461 I'll be honest with you. 148 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:27,882 I don't think this fight has anything to do with Joe's so-called cheating. 149 00:08:27,965 --> 00:08:29,008 She doesn't? 150 00:08:29,091 --> 00:08:30,927 - You don't? - Mm-mm. Not really. 151 00:08:32,428 --> 00:08:34,639 Do you know what it is about? 152 00:08:34,722 --> 00:08:37,266 Not yet. But keep talking. 153 00:08:40,561 --> 00:08:43,773 So why don't you tell me what you went through, alone, 154 00:08:43,856 --> 00:08:45,399 in the aftermath of the argument. 155 00:08:47,818 --> 00:08:49,320 - Well, I... - Actually... 156 00:08:49,987 --> 00:08:52,156 I'd like to hear from Joe first. 157 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:53,366 She would? 158 00:08:54,492 --> 00:08:56,744 Maybe she can sense the inequity here. 159 00:08:58,287 --> 00:09:02,875 Yeah, well, like I said, nothing was ever going to happen with this woman. 160 00:09:03,459 --> 00:09:05,836 But, after the fight, 161 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:07,547 I felt obligated... 162 00:09:09,173 --> 00:09:11,801 to get rid of her for good. 163 00:09:11,884 --> 00:09:13,094 "Obligated"? 164 00:09:13,886 --> 00:09:14,762 Forced. 165 00:09:14,845 --> 00:09:16,222 By your wife? 166 00:09:17,014 --> 00:09:18,014 Yes. 167 00:09:19,809 --> 00:09:21,435 How did that make you feel? 168 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:25,523 Fuck Love. Fuck her. Fuck this. 169 00:09:25,606 --> 00:09:27,024 Fuck whoever made these bags. 170 00:09:27,108 --> 00:09:30,278 Where is that little perforated line? Which end is it? 171 00:09:34,574 --> 00:09:38,160 I should let Love take the fall for this. But, no, she knows what I've done. 172 00:09:38,244 --> 00:09:40,037 She knows me. Fuck marriage! 173 00:09:47,503 --> 00:09:49,046 All right, Natalie. 174 00:09:49,505 --> 00:09:52,466 This is the story of your disappearance. 175 00:09:52,550 --> 00:09:54,218 You show my wife the bakery. 176 00:09:54,302 --> 00:09:55,761 She signs a lease. 177 00:09:55,845 --> 00:09:59,140 An hour later, you text your husband. 178 00:09:59,682 --> 00:10:03,686 No emoji, no emotion, like the rest of your texts with Matthew. 179 00:10:03,769 --> 00:10:05,104 It's terse, all business. 180 00:10:05,688 --> 00:10:07,940 The rental in question is a cute cabin you manage, 181 00:10:08,024 --> 00:10:10,901 30 minutes out on the border of the state forest. 182 00:10:10,985 --> 00:10:13,571 Your car, phone, iPad, 183 00:10:13,654 --> 00:10:16,824 and all their invasive location-tracking technologies will take 184 00:10:16,907 --> 00:10:19,076 a scenic drive to the property. 185 00:10:21,495 --> 00:10:25,916 Your body is headed somewhere else but more on that in a moment. 186 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:28,377 Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck my life. 187 00:10:28,461 --> 00:10:31,339 No, no, stop. Reel it in. Think of Henry. 188 00:10:31,922 --> 00:10:33,341 I cannot get this wrong. 189 00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:35,509 The point is, Natalie, 190 00:10:35,593 --> 00:10:39,138 although your stuff will make it to the cabin, you simply disappear. 191 00:10:39,221 --> 00:10:43,476 Your last text will be to your sister, suggesting you are deeply unhappy, 192 00:10:43,559 --> 00:10:46,103 leaving plenty of room for interpretation. 193 00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:49,315 Rumor: Did you leave your cold and distant husband? 194 00:10:49,398 --> 00:10:53,361 Were you abducted? Assume a new identity? Who can ever say for sure? 195 00:10:55,488 --> 00:10:58,574 And in the event there are traffic cameras in town... 196 00:11:01,077 --> 00:11:05,665 So you put an end to the other woman and you feel... 197 00:11:07,041 --> 00:11:08,292 Emasculated. 198 00:11:13,589 --> 00:11:16,300 Here's the problem my wife left us to clean up. 199 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:18,969 Natalie, your trackables and your body need to part ways 200 00:11:19,053 --> 00:11:21,972 somewhere a person would reasonably pull over if they were alive. 201 00:11:22,056 --> 00:11:26,143 And then, well... Then I need to find some magically perfect place 202 00:11:26,227 --> 00:11:27,853 to leave you forever. 203 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:34,235 Burying you in the woods is the best I've got. 204 00:11:34,860 --> 00:11:37,260 If she wanted it her way, she should have done the hard part. 205 00:11:39,907 --> 00:11:41,742 This isn't me though. 206 00:11:42,326 --> 00:11:44,161 I put this behind me. 207 00:11:44,245 --> 00:11:46,664 I changed... You know what's funny? 208 00:11:46,747 --> 00:11:48,249 For Love. For her. 209 00:11:48,332 --> 00:11:52,169 Because I wanted to be good enough for her. And look at me now. 210 00:11:56,924 --> 00:11:58,592 I'm worried about Henry. 211 00:12:00,386 --> 00:12:02,304 I don't recognize Love anymore. 212 00:12:06,225 --> 00:12:08,269 I don't even recognize myself. 213 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,777 Maybe you were on to something, Natalie. 214 00:12:19,864 --> 00:12:21,782 Kids aren't handcuffs. 215 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:28,706 When I'm done cleaning up Love's mess, I am packing my bags, 216 00:12:28,789 --> 00:12:32,251 taking Henry and getting the fuck out. 217 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:35,588 You were going to leave me? 218 00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:38,591 - Are you insane? - Uh-uh. 219 00:12:38,674 --> 00:12:39,674 No. 220 00:12:40,509 --> 00:12:41,594 You must listen. 221 00:12:41,677 --> 00:12:44,388 I am listening, every word. How...? 222 00:12:44,472 --> 00:12:47,141 There's a difference between a reaction and a response. 223 00:12:47,224 --> 00:12:50,561 The latter is thoughtful, the former, impulsive. 224 00:12:50,644 --> 00:12:53,189 Why does everybody think I'm impulsive? 225 00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,399 Who is "everybody"? 226 00:12:55,483 --> 00:12:57,151 You know, she's good. 227 00:12:58,903 --> 00:12:59,737 Uh... 228 00:12:59,820 --> 00:13:01,860 Does someone else make you feel like this? 229 00:13:06,285 --> 00:13:08,287 Good morning. Hello? 230 00:13:08,370 --> 00:13:09,370 Hey, Mom. 231 00:13:12,041 --> 00:13:13,041 Hey. 232 00:13:15,169 --> 00:13:17,087 Sleepy Forty. 233 00:13:17,171 --> 00:13:19,131 Aren't you a little gift? 234 00:13:19,215 --> 00:13:21,425 Why didn't you answer my calls? 235 00:13:21,509 --> 00:13:22,885 Oh, I've been busy. 236 00:13:22,968 --> 00:13:26,514 I signed a new lease on a cute little bakery in town. 237 00:13:26,597 --> 00:13:27,932 - A bakery? - Yeah. 238 00:13:28,015 --> 00:13:30,267 I need to head to the market. Can you watch him? 239 00:13:30,351 --> 00:13:33,729 He should be down for a nap. I need to start stocking the shop. 240 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:35,231 Hold on. A bakery? 241 00:13:35,314 --> 00:13:39,235 - In a town that's peak keto? - Yeah, yeah. I will convert them. 242 00:13:39,318 --> 00:13:42,488 I told you that Quinn family finances were in flux. 243 00:13:42,571 --> 00:13:44,156 We'll figure it out. 244 00:13:45,491 --> 00:13:46,491 As in, 245 00:13:47,076 --> 00:13:51,831 I can't guarantee I can help you with a lease, financially. 246 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:56,085 Mom, that is very different than vaguely mentioning "flux." 247 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,004 It's a three-year lease with a huge deposit. 248 00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:02,007 I would have told you if you'd taken the time to ask. 249 00:14:02,091 --> 00:14:04,510 Is this another one of your episodes? 250 00:14:05,803 --> 00:14:06,846 "Episodes"? 251 00:14:06,929 --> 00:14:10,516 You know, it all feels a tad impulsive. 252 00:14:11,767 --> 00:14:13,519 So, what is it about these... 253 00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:17,606 labels that are so hurtful? 254 00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:23,028 Well, it's like... 255 00:14:24,154 --> 00:14:25,447 nobody gets me. 256 00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:28,450 Why I do things, how I do them. 257 00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:33,205 It's like, I just wanna be a good role model for my child. 258 00:14:33,914 --> 00:14:35,583 And that means doing more. 259 00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:38,502 Stay with the feeling. "Nobody gets you." 260 00:14:40,254 --> 00:14:46,051 Shit. It's hard to stay angry when she's so... But what's not to get? 261 00:14:46,135 --> 00:14:49,013 She's relatable except for the part where she's an ax murderer. 262 00:14:49,096 --> 00:14:52,224 Is that gettable? Is it my fault if I don't want to get that? 263 00:14:52,308 --> 00:14:53,308 Um... 264 00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:57,938 I just remembered this moment at the... 265 00:14:59,773 --> 00:15:01,275 at the store. 266 00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:06,071 - Fuck. - I got you. 267 00:15:06,739 --> 00:15:09,199 - There you go. You need a...? - Thank you. 268 00:15:09,283 --> 00:15:11,577 - Need a hand with any of this? - No, I'm good. 269 00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:12,660 All right. 270 00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:18,333 Shameless. 271 00:15:19,543 --> 00:15:20,669 Yeah. 272 00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:24,924 I'm a fem-gen major if that's any comfort at all. 273 00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:28,719 It's Feminist Gender and Sexuality Studies. 274 00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:30,846 So I aim to be fluent. 275 00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,014 - Nice. - Yeah. 276 00:15:33,432 --> 00:15:36,101 I'm Theo, by the way. What's your name? 277 00:15:38,687 --> 00:15:41,982 I'm married. And half these groceries are for my baby. 278 00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:45,736 Yeah, yeah, if there's one thing I know about babies, 279 00:15:45,819 --> 00:15:47,196 they really love yeast. 280 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:49,239 They just guzzle the stuff. 281 00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:52,534 - That's for the bakery I'm opening. - Oh, shit. Where is it? 282 00:15:54,036 --> 00:15:57,498 - Um, off Main Street, near Town Square. - Okay. 283 00:15:57,581 --> 00:16:00,084 - Oh, where Sweet Dreams used to be. - Yeah. 284 00:16:00,167 --> 00:16:02,127 Before that, it was Curry Home for Dinner. 285 00:16:02,211 --> 00:16:04,380 So the pun name is a requisite. 286 00:16:04,463 --> 00:16:05,547 - Okay. - Yeah. 287 00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:07,967 - You're from here? - I am, I am. 288 00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:10,344 And you are new in town. 289 00:16:10,427 --> 00:16:14,139 They haven't converted you to full-time athleisure yet. 290 00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,224 Congratulations. 291 00:16:15,307 --> 00:16:16,392 Oh. 292 00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:18,936 Yeah, L.A. runs strong in these veins. 293 00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:20,771 Damn, girl. 294 00:16:21,563 --> 00:16:25,150 So you got a new town, new baby, 295 00:16:25,234 --> 00:16:27,987 new bakery, banging body. 296 00:16:29,989 --> 00:16:31,657 You're just doing it all. 297 00:16:33,742 --> 00:16:34,868 It's a tax. 298 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:43,794 What were you feeling when this stranger paid you so much attention? 299 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,006 Guilty. 300 00:16:48,632 --> 00:16:50,050 'Cause it felt so good. 301 00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:53,762 And then really sad 302 00:16:54,388 --> 00:16:57,433 'cause I didn't want that from a stranger. 303 00:16:57,516 --> 00:16:59,309 I wanted that from my husband. 304 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:03,439 And just like that, she's the victim again. Masterful. 305 00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:05,399 How does that sit with you? 306 00:17:08,402 --> 00:17:09,402 I'm flattered. 307 00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:11,529 Mm. 308 00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:14,074 Your face tells a different story. 309 00:17:14,908 --> 00:17:16,452 If anything, you seem repulsed. 310 00:17:16,535 --> 00:17:18,203 Dumb, back-stabbing face. 311 00:17:18,287 --> 00:17:19,872 No. What...? No. 312 00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:24,960 No, no, no. Look, I haven't been as present as I would like... 313 00:17:26,378 --> 00:17:27,421 lately. 314 00:17:27,504 --> 00:17:29,214 Parenthood is an adjustment. 315 00:17:31,008 --> 00:17:32,134 But I'm... 316 00:17:32,926 --> 00:17:36,013 - I'm here, right? - True. 317 00:17:36,096 --> 00:17:38,515 Maybe being here is already a radical concession, 318 00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:40,893 given you were on the verge of leaving for good. 319 00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:44,521 So why didn't you? 320 00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:46,439 Leave her? 321 00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:54,490 Maybe I'll take Henry some place like this lovely rental cabin of yours. 322 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:56,033 Pretty, quiet. 323 00:17:56,700 --> 00:18:02,081 You could have helped me vanish, Natalie. But now... it's time to vanish you. 324 00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:04,666 Your husband won't suspect you're missing for a day. 325 00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:07,002 All that remains is a cryptic text to your sister, 326 00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:12,341 then I gotta hike ten miserable miles, catch a ride home and start packing. 327 00:18:13,133 --> 00:18:14,343 Oh, what's this? 328 00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:18,680 "Tell me I shouldn't fuck the boring neighbor"? 329 00:18:19,807 --> 00:18:21,642 "Boring neighbor"? 330 00:18:23,977 --> 00:18:26,313 Is that all I was to you? 331 00:18:27,397 --> 00:18:28,982 Is that all you were? 332 00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:34,196 A restless housewife? A stereotype? Maybe Love was right about you. 333 00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:39,785 No, no, no. She had no right to kill you. Still, things could've gotten messy fast. 334 00:18:39,868 --> 00:18:43,789 Maybe I would've made a mess. Maybe Love was right. No, she wasn't. 335 00:18:43,872 --> 00:18:46,625 - Shit. - It's not a trick question. 336 00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:49,294 Why didn't you run? 337 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:55,050 Well, because... 338 00:18:58,220 --> 00:19:03,142 I couldn't convince myself that Henry would be better off. 339 00:19:05,102 --> 00:19:06,478 He needs both of us. 340 00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:11,859 So you stayed for the child, not for your wife. 341 00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:19,741 Unfortunately, that's our time for today. 342 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,243 I'm giving you homework. 343 00:19:24,496 --> 00:19:25,539 "How to talk." 344 00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:30,794 The reflective listening exercise will help structure difficult conversations. 345 00:19:31,461 --> 00:19:33,714 Slow down, respond... 346 00:19:34,506 --> 00:19:36,675 - instead of react. - That's Love's homework. 347 00:19:36,758 --> 00:19:39,428 Mine is to prevent her from murdering this therapist. 348 00:19:39,511 --> 00:19:42,222 And I'd like to see you as soon as possible, 349 00:19:42,306 --> 00:19:46,185 given we are in a bit of a triage situation. 350 00:19:46,768 --> 00:19:47,686 Is it that bad? 351 00:19:47,769 --> 00:19:50,647 You want me to tell you whether or not you should be together. 352 00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:57,487 The truth is, the easiest thing is to end this marriage. 353 00:19:57,571 --> 00:20:00,824 Either one of you have the power to do it tonight. 354 00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:04,828 You must choose to stay together every minute from now until death, 355 00:20:04,912 --> 00:20:06,538 and that takes a lot of will 356 00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:09,041 and something both of you are willing to fight for. 357 00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:13,086 So far, I've only heard you fight to be right. 358 00:20:14,379 --> 00:20:15,964 You need a deeper purpose. 359 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,926 Henry. If nothing else, Love and I... 360 00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:20,802 And don't say "Henry." 361 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:23,639 If children were enough reason to stay married, 362 00:20:23,722 --> 00:20:26,016 we'd have no divorced parents. 363 00:20:26,099 --> 00:20:27,099 Shit. 364 00:20:34,566 --> 00:20:36,818 What's the only thing worse than couples therapy? 365 00:20:37,361 --> 00:20:38,695 Coming home afterward. 366 00:20:40,447 --> 00:20:44,409 Dr. Chandra's "How to talk" worksheet is mostly about how to listen, 367 00:20:44,493 --> 00:20:46,995 which may be useful if we ever talk again. 368 00:20:47,788 --> 00:20:50,832 Okay, so Sherry's wedding cake was lemon-raspberry. 369 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:55,462 So I think that gluten-free, sugar-free, 370 00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:59,716 fucking happiness-free cupcakes, that should be a safe bet. 371 00:21:01,426 --> 00:21:03,303 Andrew and Jackson's kid's party. 372 00:21:03,387 --> 00:21:06,473 We're still going to that? Don't you think that...? 373 00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:08,767 Wait. Do you have some packing and running to do? 374 00:21:11,061 --> 00:21:15,983 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Let me try it again. I'm sorry. 375 00:21:22,906 --> 00:21:26,576 What I'm hearing is that you think 376 00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:29,997 that Natalie and us should be the only people 377 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:34,001 who mysteriously don't attend today's party. 378 00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:35,711 Not better. 379 00:21:35,794 --> 00:21:38,297 - That's not what I'm saying. - No? 380 00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:42,134 What I'm hearing is that you would really like some alone time. 381 00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:45,387 So I'm gonna go take Henry and let you work in peace. 382 00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:50,058 Not what I said. 383 00:22:05,365 --> 00:22:06,950 You two again. 384 00:22:07,034 --> 00:22:08,493 Yes, us again. 385 00:22:09,202 --> 00:22:10,329 There you go. 386 00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,165 That was a quick read. 387 00:22:13,248 --> 00:22:15,876 Need me to find another beautiful woman to recommend the next one? 388 00:22:15,959 --> 00:22:17,544 I already found one. 389 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:21,256 I was hoping you could show me the rare books section. 390 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:23,175 What makes you think we have one? 391 00:22:23,258 --> 00:22:25,427 A dumbwaiter indicates a basement 392 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:28,305 where a mole-rat person looks after the valuable books. 393 00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:29,639 But I'm guessing... 394 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,683 We don't have anyone down there right now. 395 00:22:31,767 --> 00:22:32,809 Okay, yeah. 396 00:22:32,893 --> 00:22:35,437 Well, maybe you could escort us. 397 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,105 We'll be very quick. 398 00:22:38,398 --> 00:22:39,398 I promise. 399 00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:49,117 And here we are. 400 00:22:50,827 --> 00:22:52,996 Yikes. These poor books. 401 00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:55,540 You looking for anything specific? 402 00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,753 You know what, I think I'll know it when I see it. 403 00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:01,046 Mind if I take a look? 404 00:23:01,129 --> 00:23:02,381 - Please. - Okay. 405 00:23:09,721 --> 00:23:11,848 I thought you said no one worked down here. 406 00:23:11,932 --> 00:23:15,394 Oh, I do, sometimes. 407 00:23:15,977 --> 00:23:17,396 When it's slow upstairs. 408 00:23:17,479 --> 00:23:19,356 Interesting. Keep her talking. 409 00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:22,109 So... you're an artist. 410 00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:24,861 I'm a librarian who draws. 411 00:23:24,945 --> 00:23:26,571 Looks like more than that to me. 412 00:23:26,655 --> 00:23:30,033 Anything other than Victorian science books down here? 413 00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:31,368 Okay, nosy. 414 00:23:31,451 --> 00:23:34,037 I illustrate books sometimes. 415 00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:37,332 - It's just a side hustle though. - Bingo. 416 00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:44,673 So is there anywhere that I can see your work, like online maybe or...? 417 00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:46,299 Why? 418 00:23:46,842 --> 00:23:50,470 - You write a kids' book? - No, I'm just a connoisseur. 419 00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:51,554 Here we go. 420 00:23:54,307 --> 00:23:56,476 Wildflowers of New York. 421 00:23:57,644 --> 00:24:02,065 Do you need a 100-year-old gardening book instead of a new one upstairs? 422 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:04,943 Nothing beats the classics. I can have this back in a few days. 423 00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,279 No. You're not supposed to take these ones home. 424 00:24:07,362 --> 00:24:09,072 Okay. I can read it upstairs. 425 00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:11,992 I think he should calm down in just a bit. Right, Henry? 426 00:24:12,075 --> 00:24:13,702 That's okay. Just take it. 427 00:24:14,578 --> 00:24:16,830 - Thank you, thank you. - Yeah, sure. 428 00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:18,665 Glad someone's got my back. 429 00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:23,753 Less than ideal to steal, of course. 430 00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:27,507 But Ellie needs cash, and I can't touch Quinn funds 431 00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:30,343 for fear of them finding out where she is. 432 00:24:32,387 --> 00:24:36,057 And let's be honest, it feels good to fix something. 433 00:24:37,601 --> 00:24:40,145 Especially when everything else feels so unfixable. 434 00:24:40,854 --> 00:24:43,231 Oh, shit. I knew it, we're late. 435 00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:45,400 What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? 436 00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:47,903 - Is this really the life I want? - Hi. 437 00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:50,280 - Welcome. - The only thing worse than a kid's party 438 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:51,448 is a rich kid's party. 439 00:25:02,417 --> 00:25:03,793 A little bit to the right. 440 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,004 One more. 441 00:25:06,087 --> 00:25:07,631 Oh, you're early. 442 00:25:08,340 --> 00:25:09,508 Hi. Yeah, I... 443 00:25:09,591 --> 00:25:12,052 - We thought that... - Oh, it's fine. Fine. 444 00:25:12,135 --> 00:25:14,137 Most of the gang's here to help set up. 445 00:25:15,222 --> 00:25:16,222 Um... 446 00:25:16,765 --> 00:25:20,060 Yeah, I'm gonna... I'm gonna put these somewhere. 447 00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:23,647 Hey, boys! Look who's here. 448 00:25:25,023 --> 00:25:27,776 - Hey! - Yo, Joe! Let's get you drunk! 449 00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:30,028 Stop. But seriously... 450 00:25:31,321 --> 00:25:34,407 - how drunk do you wanna be for this? - Love! 451 00:25:34,491 --> 00:25:36,618 - We didn't think we'd see you today. - Oh. 452 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:40,288 - You left in such a hurry the other night. - Oh, yeah, I'm sorry for ghosting. 453 00:25:40,372 --> 00:25:43,500 My mom was watching the baby, and Dottie has an expiration time. 454 00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:45,502 Alcohol? Pills? 455 00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:50,257 It's no judgment. I could only imagine what she's been through. Oh! 456 00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:54,678 I could cry right now. Being a mom of twins... 457 00:25:54,761 --> 00:25:58,723 Losing one would be like... losing both. 458 00:26:00,183 --> 00:26:01,768 I made cupcakes. 459 00:26:01,851 --> 00:26:03,520 - You made those? - Gorgeous. 460 00:26:03,603 --> 00:26:08,358 Yes. I am also opening a bakery. A cute little spot on Main Street. 461 00:26:08,441 --> 00:26:10,443 I love that. 462 00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,320 So brave. 463 00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:15,323 You've heard that spot hasn't had much success, 464 00:26:15,407 --> 00:26:17,242 - but it's never had you, mama. - Yeah. 465 00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:20,287 I was hoping you lovelies would be my guinea pigs. 466 00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:27,377 Don't worry, they're organic and, like, everything-free. 467 00:26:28,753 --> 00:26:29,879 They're lemon-raspberry. 468 00:26:29,963 --> 00:26:34,926 You know, I'm not really a fan of lemon or raspberry. 469 00:26:37,095 --> 00:26:39,431 - Already hit my macro. - I'm fasting. 470 00:26:39,514 --> 00:26:40,599 Oh! 471 00:26:40,682 --> 00:26:42,892 We should get our kids in their costumes. 472 00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,063 Screw your liver. 473 00:26:47,147 --> 00:26:50,150 Seventy percent of G-clearance happens in the peripheral tissue. 474 00:26:50,233 --> 00:26:54,321 This is what fun looks like in Madre Linda: glorified productivity. 475 00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:57,365 I want the best for my son. No denying, this beats a group home, 476 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,201 but there's gotta be a third bowl of porridge. 477 00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:01,828 Bottom line, 45-minute orgasm. 478 00:27:01,911 --> 00:27:04,456 - No way. - Sick. I'll invest. 479 00:27:04,539 --> 00:27:06,583 Things I've learned in the past ten minutes: 480 00:27:06,666 --> 00:27:11,379 ejaculating too much can deplete focus, so Cary patented "injaculating." 481 00:27:11,463 --> 00:27:14,633 Sherry started nicknaming me "The Stallion." 482 00:27:14,716 --> 00:27:17,677 And Gil is only a hair less outsider than me. 483 00:27:17,761 --> 00:27:22,015 Judging by the gasps he gives every time Cary says the word "ejaculate," 484 00:27:22,098 --> 00:27:24,309 I'd guess that Gil waited till marriage. 485 00:27:24,392 --> 00:27:27,062 - Daddy! Daddy! - Thank you, tiny intruder. 486 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:29,230 Hey. Having fun? I want you to meet someone. 487 00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:32,067 This is Joe. Joe, this is Zoe. Zoe, Joe. 488 00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:35,362 I've seen you at the library. I read to the kids there. 489 00:27:35,445 --> 00:27:37,155 You and Henry should join. It's fun. 490 00:27:37,238 --> 00:27:38,531 - We can carpool. - Maybe. 491 00:27:38,615 --> 00:27:41,868 Rather lose another finger than carpool with Mormon Neville Longbottom. 492 00:27:41,951 --> 00:27:45,038 So far, nothing about this place worth fighting for. 493 00:27:45,121 --> 00:27:48,166 - Oh, my God! - Uh-oh. Sherry's siren song. 494 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:50,251 Duty calls, men. 495 00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:53,129 Don't eat sugar! Honey, no! 496 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:55,006 Go ahead. I can watch the little guy. 497 00:27:55,090 --> 00:27:56,841 Yeah? Okay. Thank you. 498 00:27:56,925 --> 00:27:59,010 - Sure, no problem. - Nice guy. 499 00:27:59,094 --> 00:28:01,721 Maybe I'm still looking for reasons to run. 500 00:28:01,805 --> 00:28:04,766 Get that... No, baby. Oh, baby girl, no! 501 00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:08,561 You have completely spiked their blood sugar, Love. 502 00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:12,065 - No, they're sugar-free. - There's sugar in raspberries. 503 00:28:12,148 --> 00:28:15,068 - We don't let them eat fruit. Come on. - Oh. 504 00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:17,821 Let's go, babies. This way. 505 00:28:19,572 --> 00:28:20,782 Cary, I am so sorry. 506 00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:22,867 That's fine. They're kids. 507 00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:27,831 Hey, I'll give the wife a little you-know-what later, 508 00:28:27,914 --> 00:28:30,792 and she'll just lose all memory of this. 509 00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:35,338 Don't worry. I got the twins wearing those Vital Rings of Matthew's. 510 00:28:35,422 --> 00:28:36,423 Matthew... 511 00:28:38,758 --> 00:28:39,592 See? 512 00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:42,220 Heart rates and blood sugar, totally normal. 513 00:28:43,972 --> 00:28:45,598 Does this have GPS? 514 00:28:45,682 --> 00:28:48,351 Oh, yeah. Leave it to Matthew. 515 00:28:48,435 --> 00:28:51,771 He could give a shit about your health, he's just horny for the data. 516 00:28:51,855 --> 00:28:54,983 It's pretty spotty, but it gives you the general idea. 517 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:58,069 - We all wear them. - No. 518 00:28:58,153 --> 00:28:59,696 No, no. 519 00:28:59,779 --> 00:29:03,950 If Matthew has access to Natalie's ring, he'll be able to see exactly where she is. 520 00:29:04,033 --> 00:29:07,036 Do you think they could see that her heart stopped? 521 00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:09,200 - I didn't invent the fucking ring. - Stop! 522 00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:12,333 Hey. Hey, man. 523 00:29:12,417 --> 00:29:15,754 No, listen to me. We need to stop production, then. 524 00:29:15,837 --> 00:29:18,517 He hasn't put it together yet, but it's only a matter of time. 525 00:29:18,548 --> 00:29:22,886 Natalie's been gone over 24 hours. Our window is rapidly closing. 526 00:29:33,313 --> 00:29:36,691 - What? Are you bringing him? - Wanna leave him in the car? 527 00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,485 That's Bad Parenting 101. 528 00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:44,032 Witnessing us dig up a body isn't? 529 00:29:44,657 --> 00:29:48,077 He has barely any depth perception, which you should know. 530 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:54,709 What I'm hearing is, even as I am doing everything in my power to save my child, 531 00:29:54,793 --> 00:29:57,003 my parenting skills aren't up to your standards. 532 00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:58,838 Is this important right now? 533 00:30:13,061 --> 00:30:14,145 Oh, fuck! 534 00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,651 Why does she look like that? 535 00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,487 I had to remove her teeth. 536 00:30:24,781 --> 00:30:27,659 Right. Dental records. Yeah. 537 00:30:29,744 --> 00:30:31,412 Where did you put them? 538 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:35,542 The teeth? Don't wanna find them in a hidey-hole in my house. 539 00:30:35,625 --> 00:30:38,586 You won't. It's safer if you don't know. 540 00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:51,516 - What? - Might want to wait in the car with Henry. 541 00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:53,726 I can handle it. Just fucking do it. 542 00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:55,769 We'll see. 543 00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:12,078 It's cracked. Maybe that's good. 544 00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:15,415 Could've just broken when... In the bakery when she fell. 545 00:31:15,498 --> 00:31:16,541 But what if it didn't? 546 00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:20,670 Still have to move it. The body can't be where the ring died. 547 00:31:20,753 --> 00:31:22,130 - So just... - Yeah. 548 00:31:45,403 --> 00:31:48,615 I put the ring on the sink so it looked like she washed her hands. 549 00:31:51,743 --> 00:31:52,743 What now? 550 00:31:54,370 --> 00:31:55,496 I know where to go. 551 00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,843 You said we needed a permanent solution. We're on the edge of town. 552 00:32:08,927 --> 00:32:10,887 They're pouring a foundation tomorrow. 553 00:32:12,388 --> 00:32:14,557 Under a slab of cement is permanent. 554 00:32:14,641 --> 00:32:17,226 - How did you know we'd rebury her? - I didn't. 555 00:32:17,852 --> 00:32:21,481 I drove past it yesterday, so I looked into it. A backup plan. 556 00:32:23,691 --> 00:32:25,526 How many of those do you have? 557 00:32:26,277 --> 00:32:29,489 Do you just drive around making mental notes 558 00:32:29,572 --> 00:32:32,784 of good places to disappear people? 559 00:32:32,867 --> 00:32:35,703 Considering who I'm married to, yeah. 560 00:32:36,371 --> 00:32:38,081 I kind of have to. 561 00:32:38,164 --> 00:32:39,666 Oh, I'm the psycho. 562 00:32:39,749 --> 00:32:43,086 How did you get rid of her so fast? How did you know where to go? 563 00:32:43,169 --> 00:32:46,839 - What were you planning for? - What are you insinuating? 564 00:32:56,057 --> 00:32:59,727 Why is she doing this now? We have a body to take care of. 565 00:32:59,811 --> 00:33:02,563 If this is a partnership, I'm better off alone. 566 00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:05,984 - Love? - Why don't you love me anymore?! 567 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:09,612 - You know why, you just won't say it. - I don't know what you're talking about. 568 00:33:09,696 --> 00:33:12,824 You had a hook to my throat. And then I said I was pregnant. 569 00:33:13,574 --> 00:33:16,494 And then we just went on and pretended like it didn't happen. 570 00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:20,456 No, no, no, we didn't! It was a bad moment. For both of us. 571 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:23,918 - It was a bad moment a lifetime ago. - Fuck you. Fuck you. 572 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:26,587 You act all pure and noble, 573 00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:29,757 like you have reasons for what you do when you do it. 574 00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:31,968 But when I do it, I'm crazy, right? 575 00:33:32,051 --> 00:33:34,012 I'm some manic nutjob. 576 00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:35,388 "But, oh, wait! Oh, wait! 577 00:33:35,471 --> 00:33:38,433 She's a mom now, I guess I can't slit her throat." 578 00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:44,981 He... is the only reason I'm alive. 579 00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,485 How do you think that makes me feel? I can't trust you. 580 00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:52,780 I can't trust you either! 581 00:33:52,864 --> 00:33:54,323 I was trying to... 582 00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:57,535 Yes, yes. Yes, I did things. 583 00:33:58,286 --> 00:34:02,707 But I've worked hard to be better and I am not that person anymore. 584 00:34:02,790 --> 00:34:03,790 But now, 585 00:34:04,375 --> 00:34:07,795 I will be burying bodies until I'm 70 years old! 586 00:34:08,671 --> 00:34:12,008 Because if I'm not 100% into you all of the time, 587 00:34:12,091 --> 00:34:15,386 you will keep killing people! 588 00:34:15,470 --> 00:34:19,390 If I'm not enough for you, you'll kill me. 589 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:21,267 You said that out loud? 590 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:25,438 I want you to listen closely. 591 00:34:25,521 --> 00:34:29,942 Fifty percent of my married clients want to kill each other. 592 00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:31,069 It's normal. 593 00:34:31,152 --> 00:34:33,112 And here's the better news, 594 00:34:33,196 --> 00:34:35,198 neither one of you is gonna kill your spouse. 595 00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:38,326 You're many things, but you are not murderers. 596 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:44,165 The intensity here is a very good sign. 597 00:34:44,248 --> 00:34:48,044 You're not fighting to be right, you're fighting for your lives. 598 00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:50,338 Deeper. Right? 599 00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:53,466 - Scarier. - Joe. 600 00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:57,887 Can you think of any times when you felt as violent as you did 601 00:34:57,970 --> 00:34:59,639 toward Love in your fight? 602 00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:04,184 A few. 603 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:06,062 No, I'm pregnant! 604 00:35:07,688 --> 00:35:09,232 I'm not a violent person. 605 00:35:10,441 --> 00:35:13,986 What if sometimes you are? What if that's normal? 606 00:35:18,699 --> 00:35:20,284 Stop. Stop! 607 00:35:21,828 --> 00:35:24,622 I don't wanna hurt anyone. 608 00:35:24,705 --> 00:35:26,165 I believe you. 609 00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:29,544 So, what's the feeling under the rage? 610 00:35:33,214 --> 00:35:34,465 Fear. 611 00:35:34,549 --> 00:35:36,425 Fear that...? 612 00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:42,765 Joe, stay with the violent thoughts. 613 00:35:44,225 --> 00:35:46,519 You're broken. I could never love you. 614 00:35:46,602 --> 00:35:47,854 You're crazy! 615 00:35:47,937 --> 00:35:50,815 What did you do? What did you do? 616 00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:53,401 If someone... 617 00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:56,195 sees me... 618 00:35:56,279 --> 00:35:58,990 - Why does she look like that? - I had to remove her teeth. 619 00:35:59,782 --> 00:36:01,576 If someone sees the real me... 620 00:36:05,663 --> 00:36:06,664 they'll go away. 621 00:36:07,665 --> 00:36:08,665 For good. 622 00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:21,053 What about you, Love? 623 00:36:23,389 --> 00:36:26,642 When else have you felt the way that Joe makes you feel? 624 00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,194 When I feel... 625 00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:40,907 - protective. - What are you fighting to protect? 626 00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:44,160 - My family. - Why specifically family? 627 00:36:44,744 --> 00:36:45,828 That's what you do. 628 00:36:47,955 --> 00:36:50,208 What do you get from your family? 629 00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:51,584 I don't know. 630 00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:57,840 A family is supposed to... 631 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:00,760 love you unconditionally. 632 00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:02,720 Why is that so important? 633 00:37:02,803 --> 00:37:05,973 Why does love have to be unconditional? 634 00:37:10,144 --> 00:37:11,354 Because if anyone... 635 00:37:14,523 --> 00:37:15,523 saw... 636 00:37:18,694 --> 00:37:22,823 how ugly I can be... 637 00:37:25,993 --> 00:37:28,329 They'll go away for good. 638 00:37:43,386 --> 00:37:45,930 Fair to say one of the things you have in common 639 00:37:46,013 --> 00:37:52,311 is fear of abandonment so deep, it feels downright kill-or-be-killed. 640 00:37:52,395 --> 00:37:54,355 Metaphorically speaking. 641 00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:56,774 When our patterns line up like this, 642 00:37:56,857 --> 00:38:00,111 it's very, very hard to see the other person 643 00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:03,322 because it's dangerously close to looking in a mirror. 644 00:38:03,406 --> 00:38:08,119 We're talking about the worst things, so why do I feel relief? 645 00:38:08,202 --> 00:38:10,204 So how are we, um... 646 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:12,331 I'm sorry. Joe and I. 647 00:38:12,415 --> 00:38:15,459 ...supposed to make this work? 648 00:38:17,378 --> 00:38:19,005 That's the perfect word. 649 00:38:19,088 --> 00:38:21,424 "Work." Because that's what it takes. 650 00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:24,468 Let go of unconditional. There's no such thing. 651 00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:27,305 There's agreeing to show up the best we can. 652 00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:29,849 In the best marriages, 653 00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:32,810 each partner challenges the other every day 654 00:38:32,893 --> 00:38:34,979 to be a better version of themselves. 655 00:38:35,062 --> 00:38:37,315 - Sounds like a lot of fighting. - Sure. 656 00:38:38,107 --> 00:38:39,567 But is all fighting bad? 657 00:38:40,526 --> 00:38:43,362 Maybe this isn't two opponents in a ring. 658 00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:46,782 Maybe this is two on the same team 659 00:38:46,866 --> 00:38:49,243 fighting for the same thing. 660 00:38:52,204 --> 00:38:53,205 That sounds good. 661 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:58,711 Having someone on my... team. 662 00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:01,963 Yeah. 663 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,175 Yeah, that sounds nice. 664 00:39:08,512 --> 00:39:09,764 There you go. 665 00:39:13,100 --> 00:39:15,811 You know what else they don't tell you about teammates? 666 00:39:15,895 --> 00:39:17,521 The sex is better. 667 00:39:17,605 --> 00:39:21,692 Like, "Don't bother to describe it to your unmarried friends" better. 668 00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:24,487 The passion fueled by the deepest trust. 669 00:39:24,570 --> 00:39:27,156 And it's fucking primal. 670 00:39:38,250 --> 00:39:39,251 A team. 671 00:39:39,335 --> 00:39:43,130 Is that what this could be? It does sound really nice. 672 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:49,345 Love knows me better than anyone ever has. 673 00:39:49,428 --> 00:39:53,182 I'm starting to understand why that's so terrifying. 674 00:39:54,266 --> 00:39:56,268 Joe. Joe! 675 00:39:58,729 --> 00:40:00,189 - Hey. - What, what, what? 676 00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:01,940 Look. 677 00:40:04,443 --> 00:40:05,569 Oh. 678 00:40:05,945 --> 00:40:07,238 Oh. Wow. 679 00:40:07,321 --> 00:40:08,781 I think they're the Shermans'. 680 00:40:08,864 --> 00:40:11,367 They put up "lost bunny" signs the other day. 681 00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:14,370 Look, the mom is protecting her babies. 682 00:40:14,453 --> 00:40:18,541 Look at the bunnies, Henry. Henry, look at the bunnies. 683 00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,674 Must've gone through there. I had no idea there was a hole. 684 00:40:27,925 --> 00:40:28,968 Henry... 685 00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:32,096 Do you like that? 686 00:40:39,311 --> 00:40:42,064 And just like that, there you are. 687 00:40:43,858 --> 00:40:46,694 The girl... The woman I fell in love with. 688 00:40:47,820 --> 00:40:53,826 Warm, playful, honest, and beautifully, radiantly maternal. 689 00:40:55,661 --> 00:40:59,331 I'm such a fool. I've been distant, cruel. 690 00:40:59,415 --> 00:41:01,125 How can you ever forgive me? 691 00:41:01,834 --> 00:41:04,420 I'm so sorry about what I said. Um... 692 00:41:04,962 --> 00:41:07,548 Of course you love our son. 693 00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:10,468 Of course that you are all in with him. 694 00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:11,886 It's not just him. 695 00:41:13,929 --> 00:41:15,514 It's not just our son. 696 00:41:23,689 --> 00:41:25,191 This is new. 697 00:41:26,066 --> 00:41:27,066 Exciting. 698 00:41:27,526 --> 00:41:29,278 The joy of being a team. 699 00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:33,574 And I'd be remiss if I didn't admit, 700 00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:36,243 we have an excellent therapist. 701 00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,943 I have to tell you something. 702 00:42:12,404 --> 00:42:14,823 I would absolutely kill for you. 703 00:42:21,872 --> 00:42:25,459 Love, I would kill for you too. 704 00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:29,088 And Henry. 705 00:42:29,171 --> 00:42:30,631 Okay, so... 706 00:42:33,634 --> 00:42:35,886 I promise to do everything I can... 707 00:42:37,972 --> 00:42:40,307 to make sure you never have to do that. 708 00:42:42,101 --> 00:42:43,477 I promise too. 709 00:42:47,898 --> 00:42:49,066 Never again. 710 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,068 Thank you. 711 00:42:58,492 --> 00:42:59,492 Love. 712 00:43:00,452 --> 00:43:05,874 There are going to be things out of our control, so... 713 00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:09,044 I'm thinking about a way we can... 714 00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:13,966 help each other to make sure we never go there. 715 00:43:15,259 --> 00:43:17,803 We can make a safe space. 716 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:19,763 A safe space? 717 00:43:23,142 --> 00:43:24,560 It's very therapized. 718 00:43:24,643 --> 00:43:25,643 Mm. 719 00:43:28,731 --> 00:43:30,357 What'd you have in mind? 720 00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:37,865 Even with therapy, our wounds may take a long time to heal. 721 00:43:37,948 --> 00:43:40,284 We can't just erase our worst impulses. 722 00:43:41,285 --> 00:43:43,078 But maybe we can control them. 723 00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:50,252 ♪ My heart belongs to only you ♪ 724 00:43:51,086 --> 00:43:57,259 ♪ I've never loved as I love you ♪ 725 00:43:57,801 --> 00:44:03,557 ♪ You've set a flame Within me burning... ♪ 726 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,644 We can't be sure what or who might come at us, 727 00:44:06,727 --> 00:44:10,773 but I know from experience, this gives us options. 728 00:44:10,856 --> 00:44:16,236 This offers us time to slow down, reflect and respond. 729 00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:21,575 It feels nice trusting you with this part of me. 730 00:44:24,536 --> 00:44:31,085 ♪ I'll always be your slave, my darling ♪ 731 00:44:31,585 --> 00:44:34,546 ♪ Through the coming years... ♪ 732 00:44:34,630 --> 00:44:35,714 For the most part. 733 00:44:38,175 --> 00:44:44,264 ♪ There were some times When I was doubtful ♪ 734 00:44:44,890 --> 00:44:50,562 ♪ Of this new love affair ♪ 735 00:44:51,605 --> 00:44:56,276 ♪ But now my mind is no more doubtful ♪ 736 00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:59,029 ♪ I've found my heaven ♪ 737 00:44:59,113 --> 00:45:04,201 ♪ With the help of a prayer... ♪ 738 00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:09,498 We're putting down roots, building a future for our son. 739 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,962 ♪ A melody... ♪ 740 00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:18,048 You'll dominate your little corner of this town. 741 00:45:18,132 --> 00:45:19,132 And I... 742 00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:22,094 I'm gonna find mine. 743 00:45:23,387 --> 00:45:24,387 It's time. 744 00:45:28,976 --> 00:45:31,979 - This gonna become an everyday thing? - I hope so. 745 00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,078 What did you do? 746 00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:52,624 I couldn't help but notice your rare books need some attention, so... 747 00:45:53,834 --> 00:45:56,462 I have expertise in that area. 748 00:45:56,545 --> 00:45:58,338 Oh, so you want a job. 749 00:45:59,465 --> 00:46:03,177 Well, you know you need a Master's to work in a library, but... 750 00:46:03,260 --> 00:46:04,428 Do you though? 751 00:46:06,346 --> 00:46:07,973 I will think about it. 752 00:46:09,391 --> 00:46:10,434 Thanks. 753 00:46:41,632 --> 00:46:43,050 Cement is set. 754 00:46:44,092 --> 00:46:45,260 We're in the clear. 755 00:46:47,763 --> 00:46:50,474 - Anything from next door? - Not that I can see. 756 00:46:51,892 --> 00:46:53,727 She's been gone for days. 757 00:46:53,811 --> 00:46:55,229 He's gotta know by now. 758 00:46:56,647 --> 00:46:58,398 I wish I knew what he was thinking. 759 00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:13,247 Hmm. You. 760 00:47:15,415 --> 00:47:16,625 What are you doing here? 761 00:47:16,708 --> 00:47:18,919 I own the place. 762 00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:20,963 Hang on a second. Theo, who's there? 763 00:47:22,631 --> 00:47:24,967 - Oh, hi, Love. - Hi, Matthew. 764 00:47:25,050 --> 00:47:26,760 Uh, Natalie's not here right now. 765 00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:31,306 Oh, no, I came here to see you. I came here to see both of you. 766 00:47:31,390 --> 00:47:34,434 - I did. I brought you some cupcakes. - Thank you. 767 00:47:34,518 --> 00:47:36,353 Love, this is my son, Theo. 768 00:47:37,563 --> 00:47:40,482 - I didn't know you had a son. - Stepson from my first marriage. 769 00:47:40,566 --> 00:47:43,026 Thank you, but we're dealing with something right now. 770 00:47:43,652 --> 00:47:44,652 Let's go. 771 00:47:45,696 --> 00:47:46,697 - Enjoy. - Yeah. 772 00:47:47,281 --> 00:47:48,365 Have a good night. 773 00:48:07,301 --> 00:48:08,135 So? 774 00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:17,144 So... they know. 775 00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:19,563 Shit's about to hit the fan. 776 00:48:22,858 --> 00:48:25,611 We've got this. Together.