字幕翻译制作：goodliuwu
性、谎言和录像带
垃圾 Garbage.
我整个星期想的都是垃圾 All I've been thinking about all week is garbage.
我说，我就是不能停止想着它 I mean, I just can't stop thinking about it.
关于垃圾的什么样的想法？ What kind of thoughts about garbage?
我只是…我就是真的担心 I just... I've gotten real concerned over
有那么多的垃圾会怎么样 what's gonna happen with all the garbage.
我是说 我们有太多垃圾 I mean, we've got so much of it.
你知道 我们最终会腾不出地方来放这些东西的 You know? I mean, we have to run out of places to put this stuff eventually.
上一次我… The last time I...
我开始有这种感受是在… I started feelin' this way is when
那艘驳船搁浅的时候 that barge was stranded
你知道，它绕着那个岛转，没人声称是它的物主 and, you know, it was goin' around the island and nobody would claim it.
- 你记得那事吗 - 是的 我记得 - Do you remember that? - Yes, I remember.
你知不知道会是什么引发了这种忧虑吗？ Do you have any idea what may have triggered this concern?
是的 是的 Yeah. Yeah.
你看 那晚约翰去倒垃圾 You see, the other night John was taking out the garbage,
然后 他不停地让东西从装袋里掉落出来 and he kept spilling things out of the container,
那让我... and that made me...
我开始想象 I started imagining,
就像有个垃圾桶在生产垃圾 like, a garbage can that produces garbage.
而且它永不停歇 一直在产生垃圾 And it doesn't stop, it keeps producing garbage.
而且不断地外溢 And it keeps overflowing.
而你 你能做些什么 And, you know, what would you do
来阻止这样的东西 you know, to try to stop something like that?
安，你看出这里有什么模式了吗 Ann, do you see any pattern here?
你什么意思？ What do you mean?
哦，上周我们说起你… Well, last week we were talking about your
被空难家庭所困扰 obsession with the families of airline fatalities.
现在我们又在说你对垃圾问题的担忧 Now we're talking about your concern over the garbage problem.
是的…所以呢 Yeah... So?
那么，如果你想一下 Well, if you think about it,
我认为你会发现你困扰的对象 I think you'll see the object of your obsession
一成不变地是你无法控制的消极事物 is invariably something negative which you have no control over.
对 Yeah
但是，你以为会有多少人东奔西跑… but how many people do you think run around
被伟大的高兴的事物困扰呢 obsessing over how great and how happy things are?
你看，我是说，或许真有 You know, I mean, maybe they do,
不过我不觉得他们在做心理治疗 but I don't think they're in therapy.
总之，人在高兴时并不是全都好 Anyway... bein' happy isn't all that great.
上一次我真正高兴的时候 我胖了好多 I mean, the last time I was really happy, I got so fat.
我一定是增加了25磅 I must've put on 25 pounds.
我以为约翰会中风晕倒 I thought John was gonna have a stroke.
那么你在担心什么 So, what are you worried about?
我在看的是什么东西 是搞错了还是怎么样 What am I looking at here? Is it some mistake or what?
哦，取决于你的立场观点，我并不这么想 Depends on your point of view. I don't think so.
事实上 我要告诉你个小秘密 In fact, I'm gonna tell you a little secret.
一旦你戴上了结婚戒指 As soon as you get a ring on your finger,
你就开始从异性那里得到异乎寻常的关注 you start getting spectacular attention from the opposite gender
胡说八道 That's bullshit!
真的，老天，要是每次有小姑娘接近我 Seriously. God, I wish I had Super Bowl seats for every time
毫无防备地和我聊天时 some filly had come up and
我手里都有超级碗的票就好了 start talking to me without the slightest provocation.
这才是关键 太美妙了 It's critical. It's just marvellous.
这是你结婚之前发生的事吧 That happened before you got married.
不 不 不 我结婚前从没发生过这种事 No, no, no. It never happened before I got married.
早知道 我就在18岁的时候 If I'd known, I'd have bought myself a ring
自己买个戒指 给自己省下... when I was 18 and saved myself...
确实如此 Yeah, right!
大量的时间和金钱 A lot of time and money.
真希望有人提示过我 No, I wish somebody'd clued me in.
我告诉你 I'm tellin' you.
这太怪了 It's too weird.
该死，我得去一个地方 Oh, shit, I gotta be someplace.
- 是周四打壁球，对吧 - 七点半如何 - So, it's racquetball Thursday, right? - How about 7:30?
- 好的 到时见 再见 - 再见 - Yeah, fine. See you later. Bye. - Bye- bye.
- 什么事，先生 - 珍妮特 - Yes, sir? - Janet.
重新安排柯克兰到周五，一点半 Reschedule Kirkland for, uh, Friday, 1:30.
- 好的 先生 - 好的 - Yes, sir. - All right.
你的这些想法还是没告诉约翰吗 Are you still keeping these thoughts from John?
是的 Yeah.
你是害怕他的反应 发现你在傻傻地考虑这些事吗 Are you afraid of his reaction of finding you silly at thinking these things?
不 不是那样的 只是... No, it's not that. It's just...
- 我现在很生他的气 - 为什么 - I'm really angry at him right now. - Why?
他邀请了一个大学的朋友来我们家住，而… He invited this college friend of his to stay at our house and...
他连问都没问过我 well, he didn't even ask me.
我会说好，当然的，但是… I'm gonna say yes, of course, but...
你知道 要是事先问一声会好些嘛 you know, it just would've been nice to have been asked.
这件事让你生气的是什么？ What upsets you about that?
我猜让我生气的就是 我没有生气的正当性 I guess it makes me angry because I can't justify bein' angry.
这是他的房子 他付贷款 It's his house. He pays the mortgage.
是的 但是他要求你辞去工作的 Yes, but he asked you to quit your job,
而且你要做家务 and you do have housework.
是的 我要做家务 这是事实 Yeah. I have housework. That's true.
除了这位不速之客的事 This unexpected guest notwithstanding,
跟约翰之间的各种情形如何？ how are things with John?
哦，还不错，我是说，还不错 Oh, they're fine. I mean, they're fine.
只不过我好像正处于… Except for I'm kind of going through this thing
不想让他碰我的阶段 但是 where I don't want him to touch me, but...
你什么时候开始有这种感觉的 When did you begin having this feeling?
哦，上周 Well... last week.
我不清楚，我只是… I don't know, I just...
我有一种真的很奇怪的感觉 I got this really strange feelin', and... ugh...
就是不想让他碰我 just didn't want him to touch me.
在这种感觉之前 Prior to this feeling,
你和约翰之间的身体接触还自在吗 did you comfortable with your physical contact with John?
哦，是的，当然，自在 Oh, yeah. Sure. Yeah.
除了…呃 Except for... well...
我从来对性没那么感兴趣 I've never really been that much into sex.
我是说，我倒也喜欢它，不过… I mean, I like it and everything, but...
你看，我只是认为它没那么重要，而且… you know, I just don't think it's such a big deal, and...
我也不会去想它，你知道，就是这样 I wouldn't miss it, you know, kinda thing.
但是…最近我有点… But lately I've just...
有点好奇事情怎么就松懈下来了 been kinda curious about how things have slacked off.
也许他察觉到你被触摸时的犹豫 Perhaps he senses your hesitance at being touched.
对，但这就是奇怪之处 Yeah. But that's the weird thing,
因为，他开始不碰我，是在我有这种感觉之前 because he started not touching me before I started feelin' like that.
我是说，我肯定他也许是希望… I mean, I'm sure he probably wishes
我时不时会主动一下 that I would initiate things once in a while,
我是可以的 只不过我从没有动过这念头 and I would, except for it just never occurs to me, and...
少数几次我有这种感觉的时候我是独自一人 well, the few times I have felt like it I was by myself.
那你做什么了吗？ Did you do anything?
你什么意思？ What do you mean?
你手淫了吗 Did you masturbate?
天呐 没有 God, no.
没有 No.
我从你的反应看来 你从不手淫 I take it from your response that you never masturbate.
这个嘛 Well...
我试过一次 I tried once.
感觉就是好傻 It just seems so stupid!
我不知道 感觉是在做一件很蠢的事 I don't know! It just seemed like a dumb thing to do, and...
天 知道吗 然后我会开始担心 God, you know, and then I started worrying
我死去的祖父可能在看着我，知道吗，而且… that my dead grandfather was maybe watching me, you know, and...
我就是感觉好傻 I was just seemed so stupid,
你知道 特别是当你不知道该拿那些垃圾怎么办的时候 you know, especially when you don't know what to do with all the garbage.
哦，所以你是最近才尝试这种治疗的？ Oh, so it was recently when you tried this?
哦，差不多是最近，不过也没那么近 Oh, well, it was kind of recently, but not... real recently.
我只是不能胜任家里有客人 I am just not up to havin' a guest in the house.
我得走了 我得去办公室了 I gotta go. I gotta go to the office.
我得回办公室 I gotta get back to the office.
老天 Oh, my god.
我今天只有一次，天，好刺激 I only get one today? Gee, how exciting.
我已经逃了一个会了 得回去了 I already skipped one meeting. I gotta get back.
你看，约翰 Look, John
要是你想走 就走吧 if you wanna leave, leave.
我的生活不是围着这种小聚打转的 My life doesn't revolve around these little get-togethers.
我说你别臭美了 I mean, don't flatter yourself.
感觉你不像是要这么小心对待我嘛 Don't feel like you gotta treat me with kid gloves.
告诉我你的真实感受 Tell me how you really feel.
听着 我有个朋友到城里来了 Listen, I got a friend comin' in to town,
我一个老朋友 好多年没见了 an old friend of mine I haven't seen in years.
据我所知 他有些迷茫 From what I can tell, I think he's a little lost.
我想我可能得花些时间陪他 I think I may have to spend a little time with him.
意思是我们得冷一段时间？ Meaning we'll have to cool it for a while?
- 是的 - 好吧 - Yeah. - Yeah.
我希望你能辞了酒吧的工作 I wish you'd quit that bartending job of yours.
为什么 Why?
我讨厌想到那群家伙都在打你的主意 I hate the thought of all those guys hittin' on you.
我能对付 I can handle it.
我肯定 I'm sure.
再说 挣的钱多 Besides, the money is good,
有些男人还是挺帅 and some of the guys are cute.
而且你没有资格吃醋 And you are in no position to be jealous.
谁说我吃醋了 Who said I was jealous?
我说的 I did.
你知道吗 我想什么时候在你房子里做一次 You know, I'd like to do it at your house sometime.
必须承认 一想到在我姐姐床上做 我就莫名地兴奋 I must admit, the idea of doin' it in my sister's bed gives me a perverse thrill.
真希望我能直接说出来 I wish I could just come right out
告诉每一个人 安的床技太烂 and tell everyone Ann's a lousy lay.
那个美丽的、受欢迎的安·贝肖普·马拉尼 The beautiful, the popular Ann Bishop Millaney.
可能有风险 Could be risky.
那要不我先传个流言？ How about I just start a rumour, then?
不不，我是说在我房子里做 No, no, I mean doin' it at my house.
怕被抓到吗 Afraid of gettin' caught?
是的 Yeah!
你是应该怕 You should be.
我能见见你这个朋友吗 Can I meet this friend of yours?
谁，格兰姆吗 Who, Graham?
我得告诉你 多年前我们关系很好 不过我 I gotta tell you, we were very close many years ago, but I...
我想我们现在大不一样了 I think we're very different now.
- 你是 - 安吗 我叫格兰姆·道尔顿 - Yes? - Ann? Uh, my name is Graham Dalton.
- 哦，对，当然 - 我能用下厕所吗 - Oh! Yeah, sure. - May I use your bathroom?
哦好，进来，进来 Uh- huh. Come on in. Come on in.
- 在哪里？ - 哦，走到头左转，抱歉 - Where is it? - Oh, stright back there to the left. I'm sorry.
你喜欢草莓吗 我给你带了些 Do you like strawberries? I brought you some.
哦，谢谢，你真客气 Thank you. That's real sweet.
你好 请找约翰·马拉尼 我是他妻子 Hi. Um, John Millaney, please. This is his wife.
呃 没事了 谢谢 That's all right. Thank you.
- 这么快 - 虚惊一场 - That was quick. - False alarm.
请坐 Have a seat.
抱歉 你看 我们屋里不能抽烟 I'm sorry, you know, we don't let people smoke in the house.
- 但你要想抽的话 - 不 不 不 - But if you'd like to, - Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
- 可以去室外 - 不用 不用 我 - we could go outside. - No, no. I...
我能等 我 I can wait. I'm...
- 你有其他东西吗？ - 有 - Do you have any other things? - Yes.
哦，你是说要带进来的？那没有 Oh, you mean to bring in? No.
我是有其他东西，不过我不… I do have some other things, but I don't...
这就是我住在这儿所需的所有物品了 This is all I need to stay here.
你上过电视吗 Have you ever been on television?
电视 没有 Television? No, no.
为什么问 Why?
我只是好奇 I was just curious.
格兰姆 是个不常见的名字 Graham. That's an unusual name.
对对，我…我猜也是 Yeah. Yeah, I, uh... I guess it is.
我母亲是个彻底的亲英派 My mother is a complete Anglophile.
任何有关英国的事物 Anything British you know,
都能让她像婴儿一样流口水 makes her drool like a baby.
所以她 我觉得… So she, you know, I think
她是从电影或是什么地方听到这名字的 she heard the name in a movie or something.
现在她是个公共电视台的囚徒 She's a prisoner of public television now.
你喜欢已婚生活吗？ How do you like being married?
我觉得还好 I like it just fine.
你喜欢它什么呢？我… What about it do you like? I...
我无意批判 I don't mean to be critical.
- 我只是好奇 - 不 不 没关系 - I'm curious. - No, no, no, no. That's OK. Uh...
嗯…你知道那些关于安全感的陈词滥调吗 Well... you know the cliche about the security of it?
那倒是事实 Well, that's true.
另外，我们拥有这幢房子 And, um, we own this house.
是幢漂亮的房子 还有… It's a nice house. And...
约翰刚当上初级合伙人 我很喜欢 John was just made junior partner, and I really like that.
你知道，我喜欢他并不是那个… You know, I like the fact that he's just not, you know,
自由职业者之类的 freelance or whatever.
是啊 Yes.
那么 你和约翰多久没见了？ So, how long has it been since you've seen John?
- 九年了 - 九年了？ - Nine years. - Nine years?
是的 我很惊讶他邀请我住在这里 Yeah. I was surprised he invited me to stay here
在我找到住处之前 until I found a place.
你不是…你不是跟他熟识吗？ Didn't you know him very well?
哦不，我是跟他熟识的 Oh, no, I knew him very well.
约翰和我... John and I...
曾十分相似 were very much alike.
真的吗 Really?
有点难以相信 That's kinda hard to believe.
你俩现在看起来截然不同 I mean, you just seem so different now.
是啊 可以想象我俩确实很不一样了 Yeah. Well, I would imagine we are pretty different now.
- 我终于还是得去洗手间了 - 好的 - I'm ready to use the bathroom, finally. - OK.
格兰姆 Graham.
我必须告诉你 I gotta tell you,
今天看见你时我差点报警 I almost called the cops when I saw you today.
我自己心里想 这不可能是以前那个 I thought to myself "this couldn't possibly be the same guy
曾经每周在小教堂后面 that once held private services
提供私人服务的小伙子 in the back of the chapel on a weekly basis".
你还干过那个 You did that?
人都有过去 我也不例外 所以… Well. Everybody has a past. That's mine, so...
所以这身打扮是怎么回事？ So, what's with the get-up?
有人死了还是… Somebody die, or...?
约翰 John!
对不起，是有… I'm sorry. Did...?
- 不 没有 - 抱歉 - No, no, no. - I'm sorry.
没人去世 Nobody died.
那么…我是说，怎么… So...I mean, what...
那个，我说… Well, I mean...
你觉得希腊人会咋想呢？你穿得这么阴郁 What do you think the Greeks'd think of this rather sombre attire?
我也不知道 I don't know.
晚餐好吃极了 Dinner was very good.
- 是啊 晚餐不错 亲爱的 - 谢谢，谢谢你 - Yeah, it wasn't bad, honey. - Thanks. Thank you.
通常安差不多把盐放到临界质量 Usually Ann achieves a kinda critical mass with the salt,
但是…今晚… but, uh, tonight was...
我一直和她说 不够总可以再加 I always tell her, you can always add more,
但放多了就拿不掉啊 but you can't take it away.
对，你说过，对吧 Yeah, you say that, don't you?
你在这里有家人吧？ So do you have family here?
有 母亲父亲 还有我姐妹 Mother, father, my sister.
- 姐姐还是妹妹 - 妹妹 - Sister older or younger? - Younger.
你们关系好吗 Are you close?
对不起 我又乱打听了 抱歉 I'm sorry. I'm... I'm prying again. I'm sorry.
你之前就乱打听了？ Were you prying before?
是啊 下午我一直追问安你俩的婚姻生活 Yeah, this afternoon I was grilling Ann about your marriage.
聊得怎样？ How'd it go?
哦，我…很好 Well, I... Very well.
刚说到你妹妹 So I was asking about your sister.
对 Yeah.
我们相处不错 只是... We get along all right, it's just that, uh...
哦，我觉得她是外向型人 Well, I think she's an extrovert.
我认为她太吵 I just think she's loud.
她可能不会同意 She probably wouldn't agree.
不 她绝对不会同意 No, I mean, definitely wouldn't agree.
那么，你打算见见伊丽莎白吗 So, listen, are you gonna see Elizabeth
趁你在这里 while you're here?
我…我不知道 I don't know.
谁是伊丽莎白？ Who's Elizabeth?
是格兰姆上学时的约会的女孩 A girl Graham dated in school.
在教堂那段插曲之后 Well, after the chapel episodes.
据我所知 她还住在这里 She still lives here, to the best of my knowledge.
格兰姆和我谈到了租房子的事 So Graham and I were talking about apartments today,
我和他说花园区有很多 and I told him that they've got lovely
非常可爱的小公寓 little apartments in the Garden District.
有些非常不错的带车库的公寓 And you know, they got really nice garage apartments...
花园区的治安不好，拜托 There's critical crime in the Garden District please.
约翰 拜托 别乱说 Oh, John, come on, that is not true.
我没乱说 那里 No. There are...
我不知道你在找什么样的地方 I don't know what kind of place you're lookin' for.
但别的地方也有很多可租的单身公寓 There're plenty of studio apartments available elsewhere.
- 我希望我不用住在什么地发 - 你说什么 - I wish I didn't have to live in any one place. - I'm sorry?
没什么 我只是...我现在有一把钥匙 No, I just... You know, right now I have one key,
我全部家当都在车里，我就是… you know, everything I own is in the car. I just...
我喜欢这样，知道吗，我是说… I like that. You know. I mean...
要是我租了房子 就有两把钥匙了 if I get an apartment, that's two keys.
要是我再找份工作 可能得开门锁门 If I get a job, you know, I might have to open or close.
就又多了几把钥匙 That's more keys.
买点东西 又担心被偷 I buy some stuff, I'm afraid it's gonna get ripped off,
于是钥匙就更多了，我… and I get more keys. I just...
你看 我就喜欢一把钥匙 拿着方便 You know, I just like having the one key. It's clean.
我总是担心丢钥匙 真是烦人 I'm always worry about losin' my keys. I hate that.
等你租到公寓就把车处理掉 Get rid of the car when you get the apartment.
- 不行 - 还是只有一把钥匙 - No. - Still one key.
我喜欢有那辆车，你知道 I like having the car. You know?
车很重要 要能说走就走 The car's important. You gotta be mobile.
以防你不得不紧急离开某地？ In case you have to leave someplace in a hurry?
对 或者要急着去某地 Yeah, or go someplace in a hurry.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
- 要帮忙吗 - 不用了 我自己就行 - Do you want some help? - No, no, really, I'm fine.
没多少要收拾的 There's not that much to do.
格兰姆 Graham
你交税吗 do you pay taxes?
交税？是啊，我交税啊，你这话什么意思 Pay taxes? Yeah, I pay taxes. Yeah, I pay taxes. What do you mean?
你不交税就成了骗子 我不是骗子 You don't pay taxes, you're a liar. I'm not a liar.
骗子是地球上第二差劲的人类 Liars are the second-lowest form of human being on the planet?
- 倒数第一是什么人 - 律师 - What's the first? - Lawyers.
哦，正是你，亲爱的 Oh. That's you, honey.
安妮 你何不陪格兰姆一起去找公寓呢 Annie, why don't you go with Graham to hunt for apartments?
带他看看这城市的变化 Show him how the city's changed.
- 你介意吗 格兰姆 - 不 我很乐意 - Would you mind, Graham? - No, I'd love that.
我也乐意 那就一起去吧 I'd like that, too. Let's do that.
行 明天怎么样 All right. How about tomorrow?
- 好极了 - 好 - That'd be great. - Good.
一把钥匙？ One key, huh?
了不起 Great idea.
- 喂 - 辛迪，我是约翰 - Yeah. - Cindy, John.
一个小时后准时在我房子见 Meet me at my house in exactly one hour.
你这人渣 You are scum.
我会去的 I'll be there.
如你们所见 这里足够两个人的空间 As you can see, there's plenty of room for two.
不 就我一人住 No, it'll just be me.
你是学生吗 Are you a student?
不是 No.
还有 And...
你可以在浴室里挂个浴帘 You can hang a shower curtain in the bath.
记得在浴盆里铺个垫子 这样不会滑倒 Make sure you put somethin' in the tub so you won't fall.
- 对 - 好 - Yeah, - Okay.
你是说三百五？ You said about 350?
对 还要预付第一个月和最后一个月的租金 Yeah. And, uh, plus the first and the last months' rent.
- 好吧 你愿意按月租吗 - 三百五可不行 - All right. Will you lease month to month? - Not for 350.
四百怎么样 How about 400?
我可以接受 我可以接受 I could live with that. I could live with that.
- 好 就这么定了 - 好 - OK. It's a deal. - All right.
- 好了？ - 好 - Ready? - Yeah.
约翰 John?
在里面 In here.
好一幅画面 Well, ain't you a picture?
你喜欢吗 Well, do you like it?
很可爱 给我的吗 It's lovely. Is it for me?
嗯 给你的 Yeah, it's for you.
这是我的吗 Is that for me?
对 是你的 Yeah, that's for you.
你真是个尤物 亲爱的 You're amazing, dear.
我能和你说点私事吗 Can I tell you something personal?
这要看你了 我能和你说点私事吗 It's up to you. Can I tell you something personal?
好啊好 Yeah, yeah.
你得先说 Well, you gotta go first.
好吧 OK.
我认为… I think that, um...
我认为性被高估了 I think that sex is overrated.
我认为人们把性的地位放得过于重要 I think that people place far too much importance on it.
而且我认为 女人像男人一样想要的说法 是胡扯 And I think that stuff about women wantin' it just as bad as men is crap.
我是说，我认为女人是想要 I mean, I think that women want it
我只是不认为她们想要的原因 是男人以为那样 I just don't think they want it for the reason men think they do.
我很困惑 I'm getting confused.
- 我…你明白不明白我说的… - 明白 - I'm...Do you understand what I'm...? - Yeah.
我记得在哪里读到过，说… You know, I remember reading somewhere that...
男人学会去爱能吸引他们的人 men learn to love the person that they're attracted to,
而女人会变得越来越… and that women become more and more attracted
被她们所爱的人吸引 to the person that they love.
天哪，这话…说得真动人 God, that's... that's beautiful.
真的很动人 That's really beautiful.
我喜欢它 I like that.
我只是引用罢了 Oh, I'm just quoting.
你要告诉我点私事吗 So, are you gonna tell me something personal?
- 你想要我说吗？ - 是啊是啊 我想 - Do you want me to? - Yeah. Yeah, I do.
我是说，我不想听什么恶劣的，人生伤疤什么的 I mean, I don't want it to be something gross, about some scar or something.
我想听真正的私事，关于你自己的 I want it to be something really personal, about yourself.
好吧 All right. OK.
我阳痿 I'm impotent.
你什么？ You're what?
阳痿 Impotent.
是吗？ You are?
对，我是说，我不能… Yeah. I mean, like, well, I can't...
我不能勃起 I can't get an erection...
当着别人的面就不行 in the presence of another person.
所以，实际上来看，我就是阳痿 So, for all practical purposes, I'm impotent.
那样困扰你吗？ Does that bother you?
没有 No.
它会让你觉得不自在吗？ Does it make you feel self-conscious?
通常不会 Not usually.
不 No.
是的，我是会不自在 Yeah, I'm self-conscious.
不是…我不是…可是并不像你那样的 Not...I'm not...so...no in the same way that you are, though.
- 我？我？你觉得我不自在吗？ - 呃… - Me? Me? You think I'm self-conscious? - Well...
我一直在观察你 I've been watching you.
你看，我一直在观察你 You know, I've been watching you.
我观察你吃饭，观察你讲话 I watch you eat, you know, I watch you speak
观察你的行动，而我… watch you move, and I
我看到的是一个人… I see somebody
她极其容易意识到别人在看着她 who is extremely aware of people looking at you.
你看，我的心理医生 You know, my therapist...
你在做心理咨询吗 You're in therapy?
你没有吗？ Aren't you?
不 我没有 No. I... No, I'm not.
我的心理治疗糟糕透了 I was a miserable failure in therapy.
所以你不相信心理咨询吗 So you don't believe in therapy?
不，我…我相信对有些人有用 No, I...you know, I believe in it for some people.
我…我也说不清，就是，我觉得很傻 I don't know, it was, you know, silly for me.
参加进去让我困惑 I was confused going in.
所以我形成了自己的一套理论，就是… So I just formed my own theory that..
你永远不应该接受私下跟你不亲密的人的意见 you should never take advice from someone that doesn't know you intimately.
我和我的心理医生私下熟识 Well, I know my therapist intimately.
你跟你的心理医生有性关系？ You've had sex with your therapist?
没有 No!
没有，没有 No. No.
哦，不，抱歉，我刚才就是这意思，就是… Oh, no, I'm sorry. That's what I meant. Somebody...
跟你有过性关系的人 Somebody you've had sex with.
我…我不明白，怎么… I'm... I don't understand. What...
我是说……你怎么会知道的？ I mean, how would you know?
我… I...
我是说 你怎么... I mean, you know. How...?
哦，不，我不是…我并不是一直阳痿 No. I'm not...I wasn't always impotent.
哦，哦，好的 Oh, OK.
所以，我看看，你刚说… So, let me see. You said...
你刚是说我永远不该接受… You said that I should never take advice
没有过性关系的人的建议，对吧？对吗？ from someone that I haven't had sex with, right? Right?
- 基本上是的 - 对 - Basically. - Right.
那我们没有发生过关系 And, uh, we haven't had sex.
- 对吗 - 没有 - Right? - No.
所以根据你的建议 So I guess from your own advice,
我不该听你的建议 I shouldn't take your advice.
- 换我也不会 - 你不会吗 好吧 - I wouldn't. - You wouldn't? OK.
好吧 All right.
- 开车小心 - 好的 - Drive safely. - Yeah, right.
你的周末怎么样？ How was your weekend?
还可以 It was OK.
你有没有为客人的事和约翰闹别扭？ Did you confront John about the visitor?
客人 The visitor?
约翰的朋友 要暂住你家的那个人 The friend of John's that was staying at your house.
- 格兰姆 - 格兰姆 - Graham. - Graham.
对，我是说，没有 Yeah. I mean... No.
实际上结果还挺有意思的 That actually turned out to be interesting.
你知道，我本以为他就和约翰一样 You know, I was expecting him to be just like John.
因为他们一起上的大学什么的 You know, cos they went to school together and everything.
说起一起喝醉的事情 You know, talking about getting drunk together
秘密握手信号还有… and secret handshakes and...
结果他还真有…个性 He turned out to be really this... character.
他有点装艺术范儿 He's kind of arty.
不过还好 But OK.
他还住在你房子里吗 Is he still at your house?
不 不不 他搬走了 No. No. No. He's gone.
他是哪里人？ So where's he from?
不知道 I don't know.
他以前住过纽约和费城 He, uh, used to live in New York and Philadelphia.
他应该算是四处旅行吧 I think he just kinda travels around.
一定很好 Must be nice.
那他人怎么样？像约翰那样吗？ So, what's he like? Is he like John?
不，我觉得约翰不再喜欢他了 No. I don't think John likes him any more.
说他觉得他变奇怪了 Says he thinks he's gotten kinda strange.
是吗？我是说他奇怪吗？ Is he? Strange, I mean?
不 No.
我是说，如果我在街上看到他，可能会这么想 I mean, if I saw him on the street I might think so
但见过他，跟他谈过之后 but after meetin' and talkin' to him,
我只会说他有点不寻常 I'd just say he's kinda unusual.
那他长得怎么样？ So, what's he look like?
为什么问 Why?
我只是想知道他长什么样而已 I just wanna know what he's look like, it's all.
为什么 为了去追他吗 Why, so you can go after him?
老天，安，别瞎想 Jesus, Ann, get a life.
我不过是问他长得怎么样 I just asked what he looked like.
再说了 Besides
就算我决定跟他干个昏天黑地 even if I decide to fuck his brains out,
又关你什么事？ what business is that of yours?
你干嘛要那么说？ Why do you have to say that?
说什么 Say what?
明知故问，你那么说就是想激怒我 You know what. You say it just to irritate me.
我这么说只是描写一下 I say it because it's descriptive.
他让我觉得不是会掺和那类事情的那种人 He doesn't strike me as a kind of person who would go in for that kinda thing anyway.
安，你总是看轻我 Ann, you always underestimate me.
你说为什么呢？ I wonder why.
我认为你是害怕我俩共处一室的话 I think you're afraid to put us in the same room together.
我认为你是害怕他不可否认地被我吸引 I think you're afraid he'd be undeniably drawn to me.
说真的 辛西娅 他不是你的菜 Really, Cynthia, I don't think he's your type.
我的菜？你怎么知道我要的是什么菜？ My type? How would you know what my type is?
我了解得很 Oh, I have a pretty good idea.
安，你一点都不了解 Ann, you don't have a clue.
瞧，我都不明白我们干嘛要讨论这个 Look, I don't even know why we're discussin' this.
我说，我跳过这步亲自给他打个电话好了 I mean, I'll just go over and call him myself.
他没有电话 He doesn't have a phone.
那我就等他有了再打 Well, I'll call him when he does.
他不会有的 He won't.
你说什么 What are you talkin' about?
他不喜欢在电话上说话 He doesn't like to talk on the phone.
他不会装电话的 He's not getting a phone.
拜托 Oh, please.
那把这位禅师的地址给我 OK, so give me the Zen master's address.
我找个理由顺路去看看 I'll think of a reason to stop by.
拜托，还是先让我跟他说一下 Please, just let me talk to him first.
为什么？把该死的地址给我就好了 Why? Just gimme the address.
你都不必掺和进来 You won't even have to be involved.
我觉得这样不对，就这么把地址给你 I don't feel right just giving you the address
让你去过去那边，然后… so you can go over there and...
- 然后什么 - 让你为所欲为 - And what? - Do whatever it is you do.
"让你为所欲为" 听听你的语气 "Do whatever it is you do"? Listen to the way you talk.
很正常啊 I talk fine.
谢了，那支烟我还抽呢 Thank you, I was still smoking that.
你丢了什么？ What'd you lose?
该死的珍珠耳环 That goddamn pearl earring.
花了我他妈好一笔钱 It cost me a fucking fortune.
我一定是放在哪儿了 I must've left it somewhere.
你给妈妈准备了什么生日礼物 So, what are you gettin' Momma for her birthday?
不知道 可能送张贺卡什么的 I don't know. I'll get her a card or somethin'.
她的五十岁生日就一张贺卡？ A card for her 50th birthday?
对，那又有什么问题？ Yeah, what's wrong with that?
哦，那个女人生了你 Well, the woman gave birth to you.
我觉得 你至少应该给她… I think, you know, you might be givin' her something like...
能闭嘴吗？老天 Will you stop? Jesus.
我只是觉得也许你… I just thought that, you know, maybe...
好了，安，好了 OK, Ann. OK.
这样如何？ How about this?
你给她买个好东西 You get her something nice,
我出一半的钱 and I'll pay for half.
- 好吗 - 行，行 - All right? - Fine. Fine.
- 行吗？ - 行 - Fine? - Fine.
好了，现在，恕我失陪 OK. Now, if you'll pardon me,
我得去上班了 I have to go to work.
你手淫的场所中 What is the most unusual location
最不寻常的地方是哪里？ you've ever masturbated in?
哦 Well.
我 I, um...
有一次我坐飞机从洛杉矶去… One time I was flying from Los Angeles to, um...
去纽约 to New York.
我是在…你知道 And I was...you know,
飞机上人很多，我… it was a really crowded flight and I was...
我坐在中间，你知道 I was sitting in the middle, you know.
既不靠窗又不靠过道 I didn't get a window, I didn't get an aisle.
真的挺好笑的，我就是…我就是无聊 It was really funny, and I was... I was just bored.
我的杂志挺无聊 My magazines were just boring.
我记得我有一本女性杂志 I think I had, like, a woman's magazine there.
里面涉及了很多性相关的内容，于是我… And they touch on a lot of sexual issues and stuff like that, and I...
我脑袋里有个声音在说 And I was thinking to myself
“老天，这正是我需要的，我需要一点… "God, that's what I need. I need a little...
“让我的注意力从旅行中转移的事情” something to take my mind off this trip."
所以我就，你知道，就是想飘了，然后我就… So, I was just, you know, just thinking away, and then I just...
就在飞机上做了 I just did it on the plane.
就在那两个人中间 Just between these two people.
但没人发觉，我说 But nobody knew. I mean.
你是怎能够把事情败露给你旁边的人的？ How were you able to not betray what was going on to the people around you?
要知道 我四肢很发达 Well, you know, I have really strong muscles.
门开着 It's open!
- 你好 - 你好 安 - Hi! - Hello, Ann.
- 没打扰到你吧 - 没 没有 - I hope I'm not botherin' you. - No, no.
我应该先打个电话的 你在忙吗 I would've phoned. You busy?
不忙 一会儿再做不迟 No, no. I can finish later.
我只是想来看看 I just wanted to come by to see what
这个公寓摆上家具是什么样 the apartment looked like with furniture.
哦，我恐怕没太多可看的 Yeah, well, I'm afraid there's not much to see.
我有些培养这种极简主义的氛围 I'm sort of cultivating this minimalist vibe.
你可以摆个书架 You could use a bookshelf.
是吗？你是这么想的？ Yeah? Yeah, you think so?
我说不好，你看，那都是图书馆的书 I don't know, they're... you know, they're all library books.
这些是什么？ What are these?
都是录像带 Those are videotapes.
我能看得出来 I can see that.
是关于什么的？ Of what?
是我一直在搞的私人项目 It's a personal project I've been workin' on.
哪种私人项目 What kind of personal project?
- 什么？ - 哪种私人项目？ - What? - What kind of personal project?
跟别人做的那种私人项目差不多 Personal project like anyone else's personal project.
我这个就有点更为…私人，我觉得 Mine's just a little more...personal, I guess.
唐娜是谁？ Who's Donna?
- 什么 - 唐娜 - What? - Donna.
带子上写着唐娜 It says "Donna" here on the tape.
唐娜是我在弗罗里达认识的一个女孩 Donna was a girl I knew in Florida.
哦，你…你跟她约会过？ Oh, you went...you went out with her?
不，倒算不上 No, not really.
为什么这些带子上都有女人的名字在上面？ Why do these tapes all have women's names on 'em?
比起男人来 我更喜欢采访女人 Well, I enjoy interviewing women more than men.
- 是冰茶 - 谢谢 - It's iced tea. - Thanks.
你要…抱歉，你要加点柠檬吗 Do you want...I'm sorry, do you want some lemon?
不用，这样很好，这样很好 No, this is perfect. This is perfect.
所以这些都是…采访录像带吗 So, all of these are... are interviews, huh?
- 是 - 我能看一个吗？ - Uh, yes. - Can we watch one?
不，我会…不行 No, I'd... No.
为什么不行 Why not?
这个嘛，我向每一个采访对象保证过 Well, I promised each of the subjects that...
谁也不会看到这些录像带，除了我 no one would see the videotapes except for me.
是关于什么的采访 What are the interviews about?
是关于性的采访 The interviews are about sex.
性？ Sex?
性的哪方面？ What about sex?
呃，性的各个方面 Uh, everything about sex.
比如什么？ Like what?
她们曾经做过的，她们平时做的 What they've done, what they do,
她们想要做但害怕去要求的 what they want to do but are afraid to ask for,
她们即便被要求也不会去做的 what they wouldn't do even if asked.
凡是我能想到的 Anything I can think of.
哦，你的冰 Oh, your ice.
你只是问她们问题吗？ You just ask them questions?
是的 Yes.
她们就回答吗？ And they answer 'em?
对，呃… Yeah. Uh...
大部分是，有时候她们会做一些事 Mostly. Sometimes they do things.
对你做吗？ To you?
不，对…是为录像 No, to...uh... for the camera.
格兰姆，这真是太… Graham, this is just so...
我很抱歉说到了这些，我…我… I'm sorry this came up. I...I...
不，我才抱歉，抱歉提起这个，还有… No, I'm sorry. I'm sorry this came up, and...
- 我…我得走了 - 给我，我来拿 - I'm... I'm gonna go. - Here, I'll take it.
- 慢走 - 再见 - OK. Yeah. All right. - Bye.
他不想要你过去 He doesn't want you to come over.
什么叫“他不想要我过去”？ What do you mean "He doesn't want me to come over"?
你跟他说我的事了吗？ Did you tell him about me?
- 不，我没有 - 为什么不提？ - No, I didn't. - Why not?
- 听着，辛西娅，我没时间说 - 为什么？ - Look, Cynthia, I didn't have time. - Well, why?
约翰说的没错 他很奇怪 John's right. He's very strange
你不会想跟他搅到一起的 and you don't wanna get involved with him.
喔喔，发生了什么？ What happened over there?
- 他占你便宜了？ - 没有 - Did he make a pass at you? - No.
那是有什么事情？ Well, what's the story then?
怎么突然说“奇怪”这种话？ What's this "Strange" bullshit all of a sudden?
他淹死了条狗吗 Is he drownin' puppies?
不是那种事好吗 It's nothin' like that, OK?
那是什么？他很危险吗？ Well, what? Is he dangerous?
不是，不是人身方面的 No. Not physically.
那是怎么了 Well, what, then?
我不想谈论此事 I don't wanna talk about it.
那你干嘛给我打电话？ Then why did you call me?
我不知道 I don't know.
- 你好 - 辛西娅，是约翰 - Hello? - Cynthia, John.
今天不行，我另有计划 Not today. I've got other plans.
哦，那什么时候呢？ Oh. Well, when, then?
邀我过去吃晚饭怎么样？ How about inviting me over to dinner?
你知道我的意思 You know what I mean.
对，我知道你的意思 Yeah, I know what you mean.
门开着 It's open.
嗨 Hi.
你好 Hello.
你是…我… Do you...I...
- 有何贵干？ - 我是辛西娅·贝肖普 - Can I help you? - I'm Cynthia Bishop.
抱歉，我认识你吗？我没… I'm sorry. Do I know you? I don't...
我是安·马拉尼的妹妹 I'm Ann Millaney's sister.
外向的那个 The extrovert.
她说这话时一定心情不错 She must have been in a good mood when she said that.
平时她都说我很吵 She usually calls me loud.
对，她也这么说你了 Yeah, she called you that, too.
那么…你来这做什么？ So, uh, what are you doin' here?
你要我走吗？ You want me to leave?
不，我只想知道你来这做什么 No, I...no, I just wanna know why you're doing here.
哦，我说过的，安是我姐姐 Well, like I said, Ann is my sister.
姐妹聊天，其它的你可以想象了 Sisters talk. You can imagine the rest.
不，我认为也最好还是… No, I think it's probably better
不去分析那场对话 if I don't characterise that conversation
我又没听到 that I didn't hear.
我... I, um...
我真的没有头绪 I don't have any idea, really,
你和安会谈到我或别的些什么 what you or Ann said about me or anything else.
- 要喝冰茶吗 - 当然 - Do you want some iced tea? - Sure.
我没柠檬了 I don't have any lemons.
我上次见到安 The last time I saw Ann
她很迷惑地离开了，要我说的话，还不安 she left here very confused, I'd say, and upset.
她现在还是 She still is.
你来是想让我为让她难受而难受吗 So, are you here to make me feel bad for makin' her feel bad?
不是 No.
- 她有告诉你为什么不安吗 - 没有 - She didn't tell you why she was upset? - No.
谢谢 Thanks.
所以我不明白 So, I don't understand
是什么让你想来这里 what made you wanna come here.
我想象不到安会把我描绘成 很讨人喜欢的样子 I can't imagine Ann painted a very flattering portrait of me.
对，你看，呃… Yeah, well, see, um
在男人这方面，我并不全听安的 I don't really listen to Ann when it comes to men.
我是说，看看约翰，老天啊 I mean, look at John, for Christ's sake.
但你跟他一起上的学，不是吗？ But then, you went to school with him, didn't you?
你们可能是朋友什么的 You're probably friends or somethin'.
不是 No.
不，我认为约翰是个骗子 No, I think John is a liar.
我认为你说得对 I think you're right.
好了，我大老远跑来 So come on, I came all the way over here
就是想知道是什么把安吓成那样 to find out what got Ann so spooked.
不如你告诉我发生了什么 Why don't you tell me what happened?
吓到了？那些… "Spooked"? The...
录像带就是吓坏了安的东西 The videotapes are what got Ann so spooked.
我想我明白了 I think I get it.
是吗？你明白什么了？ Oh, yeah? What do you get?
要是这些把安吓到了的话 If Ann got freaked out by these,
肯定是和性有关的 they must be somethin' sexual.
这些录像带是你跟这些女孩子的性爱过程吗？ Are these tapes of you havin' sex with these girls?
不，不算是 No, not exactly.
要么是要么不是，到底是什么？ Either you are or you aren't. Which is it?
你干嘛不让我给你录一次？ Why don't you let me tape you?
- 要做些什么？ - 说话 - Doin' what? - Talking.
关于什么？ About what?
关于性 About sex.
你的性经历，性爱偏好 Your sexual history, sexual preferences.
你凭什么认为我会跟你说那些？ What makes you think I'd discuss that with you?
没什么 Nothing.
而你只想要问我一些问题吗？ And you just wanna ask me questions?
我只想问你一些问题 I just wanna ask you questions.
- 就这样吗？ - 就这样 - That's all? - That's all.
你是用这些打发时间什么的吗 Is this how you get off or something?
录下女人谈论她们的性经历 Tapin' women talkin' about their sexual experiences?
是的 Yes.
会有其他人看这录像带吗？ Would anyone else see the tape?
绝对不会，除了我没有别人看这些录像带 Absolutely not. Nobody else sees the tapes except for me.
要花多久？ How long will it take?
那取决于你自己，有个女人只用了三分钟 Well, that depends on you. One woman used up only three minutes.
另一个却用掉了三卷两小时的录像带 And another used three two-hour tapes.
我们怎么开始？ How do we start?
我打开摄像机你开始说就行 I turn on the camera and you start talking.
我是坐着还是站着？ Do I sit or stand?
你喜欢怎样？ What do you prefer?
我喜欢坐着 I'd prefer to sit.
你准备好了吗 Are you ready?
好了，我在录了 OK, I'm recording.
告诉我你的名字 So tell me your name.
辛西娅·帕特里斯·贝肖普 Cynthia... Patrice... Bishop.
- 像平时一样说话就行 - 好的 - You can speak in a normal voice. - OK.
跟我描述一下你的第一次性经历 So, describe for me your first sexual experience.
我第一次性经历还是我第一次性交？ My first sexual experience or first time I had intercourse?
- 第一次性经历 - 性经历 - First sexual experience. - Sexual experience.
我当时 八岁 I was... uh... eight.
这种事算... 好吧 And, uh... is this the kinda thing that...? Yeah, OK.
我当时八岁 I was eight years old, and,
迈克尔·格林 他也是八岁 um, Michael Green, who was also eight,
问我他能不能看我撒尿 asked if he could watch me take a pee.
我说可以，只要他让我也看他尿 And I said he could if I could watch him take one, too.
所以我们去了我家后面的树林 So we went to the woods behind my house.
我觉得他临阵退缩了 And I got this feeling he was chickenin' out
因为他一直喊着“女士优先” cos he kept sayin' "Ladies first!"
所以我脱了小内裤开始撒尿 So I pulled down my little panties and urinated,
我还没尿完他就跑了 and he ran away before I even finished.
那之后这是不是成了你们之间谈话的一个话题？ Was it a topic of conversation between you after that?
没有 他之后整个暑假都有些躲着我，然后他… No! He kind of avoided me for the rest of the summer, and then his...
他们家就搬走了 family moved away.
搬去克利夫兰了 To Cleveland, actually.
真可惜 What a shame.
你最终是什么时候见到阴茎的？ When did you finally see a penis?
在我十四岁的时候 When I was 14.
那你有什么感觉 So, what'd you think?
是你期待中的样子吗？ Was it what you expected it to be?
不，不太一样，我… No. Not really. I...
我没有…我算是想象过它的样子… I didn't... I sorta pictured it, um...
我没想到它上面会有… I didn't think it would have
血管或皱褶 或者别的 veins or ridges or anything.
我以为它会很光滑，像一支试管 I just thought it would be smooth, like a test tube.
挺奇怪的，现在想起来 It's weird, thinking about it now.
那个… The...
…器官本身看起来像是… ...organ itself seemed like a...
一件独立的东西，在我看来是个独立实体 a separate thing, a separate entity to me.
我是说，他终于把它掏出来时 I mean, when he finally pulled it out
我可以看着它、触摸它 and I could look at it and touch it,
我完全忘了还有一个男人跟它相连 I completely forgot that there was a guy attached to it.
我记得那男的开口跟我说话时我的确吓着了 I remember literally being startled when the guy spoke to me.
他说什么了？ What did he say?
他说我的手感觉不错 He said my hand felt good.
然后发生了什么？ Then what happened?
接着 And...
然后我开始移动我的手，他就不说话了 then I started movin' my hand, and then he stopped talkin'.
- 怎么 - 约翰 是辛西娅 - Yeah? - John, Cynthia.
你怎么打进来的？ How'd you get through?
我跟珍妮特说我是安 I told Janet I was Ann.
啊，她就信了 Ah. She bought it?
可不是吗 Well, obviously.
你看，我想见你 Look... I want to see you.
- 什么时候？ - 就现在 - Ah. When? - Right now.
我不知道行不行 还有个客户等着我呢 I don't know if I can do that. I got a client waiting.
我已经跟他改过一次时间了 I've already rescheduled him once.
我得很努力地腾挪一下才行 I'd have to do some pretty heavy-duty juggling.
那就把蛋掏出来再把你的屁股挪过来 Then get those balls in the air and get your butt over here.
- 什么事，先生？ - 珍妮特 - Yes, sir? - Janet.
听着，我要你跟柯克兰重新约时间 Listen, I want you to reschedule Kirkland.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
看他能不能周一过来，任何时候 See if he can come in Monday, any time.
告诉他 告诉他 Tell him, uh... tell him, uh...
- 家庭危机 家庭危机 - 好的 - Family crisis. Family crisis. - OK.
- 我从后门溜出去 - 好的，先生 - I'll slip out the back. - Yes, sir.
好的 拜 All right. Bye.
想要我把裙子脱掉吗 Would you like me to take my skirt off?
如果你想的话 If you wish.
你没有穿内裤 You're not wearing any underwear.
你喜欢我这样子吗 Do you like the way I look?
喜欢 Yes.
你觉得我漂亮吗？ Do you think I'm pretty?
漂亮 Yes.
比安漂亮吗 Prettier than Ann?
不一样 Different.
约翰和安不再有性生活了 John and Ann don't have sex any more.
他这么告诉你的吗 Is that what he tells you?
他用不着告诉我 He doesn't have to tell me.
你今天真是欲火焚身啊 You're on fire today.
是啊 Yes.
你现在可以走了 You can go now.
只是问了我一些问题 Just asked me questions.
什么样的问题 What kind of questions?
关于…性…的问题 Questions... about... sex.
他具体问了些什么 Well, what did he ask, exactly?
哦，我不想告诉你具体问了些什么 Well, I don't wanna tell you, exactly.
你让一个完全陌生的人录下了你的性生活 You let a total stranger record your sexual life on video tape,
却不愿意告诉你的亲姐姐 but you won't tell your own sister?
的确如此 Apparently.
他要你脱衣服了吗 Did he ask you to take your clothes off?
他要我脱衣服了吗？不，他没有 Did he ask me to take my clothes off? No, he didn't.
- 那你脱衣服了吗 - 是的，我脱了 - Did you take your clothes off? - Yes, I did.
- 辛西娅 - 怎么了？ - Cynthia! - What?
- 你为什么那么做？ - 因为我就是想 - Why did you do that? - Because I wanted to.
- 你为什么想 - 因为我想让他看我 - But why did you want to? - Because I wanted him to see me.
你疯了 他也许会通过卫星电视直播呢 You're crazy. He could be bouncin' it off some satellite.
没准南美某个饥渴的老男人当时在看着呢 Some horny old men in South America could be watchin'.
安，他不会那么做的 Ann! He wouldn't do that.
你也不能肯定 You don't know that for sure.
说什么都晚了，不是吗？ Well, it's too late now, isn't it?
- 他摸你了吗 - 没有 - Did he touch you? - No.
- 你摸他了吗 - 没有 - Did you touch him? - No.
有谁摸了谁吗 Did anybody touch anybody?
这个，有 Well, yes.
别告诉我 Don't tell me.
别告诉我，别告诉我，你没有 Don't tell me. Don't tell me. You didn't.
- 我做了 - 你没有 - I did. - You didn't.
- 我做了 - 你没有 - I did! - You didn't.
我做了 I did!
天哪 辛西娅 Oh, my God. Cynthia!
你有麻烦了 You're in trouble.
听听你说的，跟妈妈一样，你在说什么呢？ Listen to you. You sound like momma. What are you talkin' about?
天哪 辛西娅 God, Cynthia.
我连在约翰面前都做不到呢 I couldn't even do that in front of John.
你根本做不了 经期 You couldn't even do it, period.
你知道我的意思 你甚至都不认识他 You know what I mean, you don't even know him.
我感觉像是认识 I feel like I do.
你不认识 你怎么能相信他 You don't. You can't possibly trust him.
他就是个性变态 He's perverted.
你看，安，我不知道为什么这事让你这么抓狂 Look, Ann. I don't understand why this freaks you out so much.
你没做 是我做的 You didn't do it, I did
如果我没有困扰，你为什么要困扰呢？ and if it doesn't bother me, why should it bother you?
- 我不想说了 - 好啊 那就不要说了 - I don't wanna talk about it. - OK, then, don't.
你是个刺客吗 Are... are you an assassin?
- 什么？ - 你不过是个跑腿的 - Excuse me? - You're just an errand boy,
杂货店派来收账的 sent by the grocer to collect the bill.
那是我演白兰度，相当不错，不是吗 It's my Brando. That's pretty good, isn't it?
马龙·白兰度 Marlon Brando.
棒极了，稍等 It's great. Pardon me.
好的 我正想着我们需要分开一会儿呢 OK. I was thinkin' we needed time apart.
也许你该去那边待一会儿 Maybe you should be there for a while.
嗨，你怎么就不弄个答录机呢？ Hi. So, why don't you get an answering machine?
- 这里有电话 - 占线呢 - There's a phone here. - It's busy.
你怎么不一直试？ Well, why don't you keep tryin'?
好吧 Ok.
- 看这个 - 这是什么 - Well, here it is. - What is it?
- 这是条背心裙 - 看起来像块桌布 - It's a sundress. - Looks like a tablecloth.
- 才不像 - 她怎么会想要一条背心裙 - It does not. - Why would she want a sundress?
她肩上都是斑还有静脉曲张 She's got spots on her shoulders and varicose veins.
挑剔小姐 有一天你也会这样的 Well, Missy Thing, so will you someday.
等我到那个样子 我就不会穿背心裙 When I do, I won't wear sundresses.
- 天哪 辛西娅 - 等会儿 - God, Cynthia... - Hold on.
- 海湾酒吧 - 辛西娅 是我 约翰 - Bayou. - Cynthia, John.
打的真是时候 你妻子在这里 Well, this is timely, your wife is here,
要跟她说话吗 would you like to speak with her?
她在那里干什么 What's she doin' there?
她过来给我看礼物 She came by and show me a present
我跟她一起买给你岳母的 that she and I are buying for your mother- in- law.
哦 Oh
那么我什么时候能见你？ Well, so, when can I see you?
我不知道 我不确定 I don't know. I'm not sure
我还能复制我那天那种强度 I can duplicate the intensity I had the other day.
试一试又没错 Nothin' wrong with trying.
我觉得我姐姐不会同意 I don't think my sister would agree.
要我别再打电话了吗 Do you want me to stop calling?
- 我会打给你的 好吗 - 知道了 - Look, I'll call you. Ok? - Roger.
这也太巧了 我穿着红衣服 This is too much. I'm wearing red,
你也穿着红衣服 真太巧了 你怎么看 you're wearing red. That's quite a coincidence, what did you say?
- 听好，我结婚了 - 真的吗 - Look, I'm married. - Really?
结得彻底吗 Are you very married?
结得足够了 Married enough.
我知道了，那也不该阻止我们… I see. Well, that shouldn't stop us...
我只是来找我妹妹的，好吗 I'm just here to see my sister. OK?
真的吗？谁是你妹妹？ Oh, really? Who's your sister?
她结婚了吗 Is she married?
那么，这衣服我该出多少钱？ So, um, what's my share of the dress?
- 三十二块五 - 这条裙子不错 - 32.50. - It's a nice dress.
谢谢你 我也是这么想的 Thank you. I thought so, too.
看起来像块桌布 Looks like a tablecloth.
- 不用找了，还有，安 - 很好 - Keep the change. And, Ann, - Very nice.
不要担心裙子 我相信她一定会喜欢的 don't worry about the dress. I'm sure she'll like it.
对，我认为它会…你要，你要走了吗？好吧 Yeah. I think it'll...you'll... you have to go? Okay.
再见 Goodbye.
回见 我会打给你的 I'll see you later. I'll call you!
拜 Bye.
约翰 John?
上周一我给你打了电话 I called you last Monday
三点半打的，他们说你不在 at 3:30 and they said you weren't in.
你记得你当时在哪吗 Do you remember where you were?
周一吗 On Monday?
呃…上周一 Uh... last Monday?
我午饭吃得晚了 Oh, I had a late lunch.
那你跟谁一起吃的午饭？ So, who'd you have lunch with?
我一个人吃的 I ate by myself.
怎么了 Come on.
有什么不对的吗？ Is there somethin' wrong?
你是不是有外遇了？ Are you havin' an affair?
我的天哪 Jesus Christ!
我一个人吃了顿晚午饭 就成了我操了别人了吗 I have a late lunch by myself and now I'm fuckin' somebody?
- 那你有吗 - 不，我没有 - Well, are you? - No, I'm not.
天哪，这种指控冒犯了我，得了 God, I'm offended at the accusation. Come on.
如果我说对了 我想要知道 If I'm right, I wanna know.
我不想你撒谎 我是会很生气 I don't want you to lie. I'd be upset,
但如果你跟我说谎 我会更生气 but I'd be more upset if you lied to me.
没什么可知道的 Well, there's nothin' to know.
你不知道如果你骗了我我会多生气 I can't tell you how upset I'll be if you lie to me.
这是偏执妄想 This is paranoia.
我是说… I mean...
如果有谁要偏执妄想，也应该是我 if anybody should be paranoid, I should be.
每次我想碰你的时候 Here, every time I try to touch you,
你表现得好像我蘸过屎一样 you act as if I'm dipped in shit.
我想外面会有很多女人很高兴拥有一个… I think there are a lot of women out there that'd be glad to have
年轻直男，挣钱过着相当不错的生活 a young, straight male makin' a pretty good living
此外在床上还能…还能坚挺相伴 beside 'em in bed with a... with a hard-on.
- 我妹妹就是一个 - 天啊 安 - My sister, for one. - For God's sake, Ann.
- 是她吗 - 安，我没有 - Is that who it is? - Ann, I'm not,
我没有操你妹妹 I'm not fucking your sister.
首先我觉得她没那么有魅力 I don't find her that attractive, for one thing.
- 这算是安慰我吗 - 不，我就这么一说 - Is that supposed to comfort me? - No, I'm just saying.
我只是说我可没在 I'm just saying I didn't get
你不想跟我做爱的时候出现妄想 paranoid when you didn't wanna make love to me.
我是说 我可以很轻易地假设 I mean I could have easily assumed
你不想做是因为你有外遇 that you didn't want to because you were having an affair.
我没有 I'm not.
好啊，我也没有，行了吧 Well, I'm not either. Now, come on.
那我为什么不相信你？ Then why don't I believe you?
哦，瞧，这太荒唐了 Oh, look. This is ridiculous.
- 或许当你找到证据时 - 证据？还有证据？ - Maybe when you have evidence... - Evidence? There's evidence?
不不，我不是那个意思 No. No. That's not what I'm saying.
我只是说，我们就永远不该谈话 I'm just saying that we shouldn't not ever talk,
别对我妄加推测或做直觉判断 just don't give me conjecture and intuition.
- 总是律师口吻 - 对极了 - Always a lawyer. - Goddamn right.
我说，你想象一下 “法官大人 I mean, can you imagine? "Your Honour,
“我确定这人有罪" I'm just positive the man is guilty."
- “我无法证明他在现场” - 好吧 - "I can't place him at the scene..." - All right.
- 够了 - “也没有动机 - All right. - "...Don't have a motive."
- “但我有种强烈的预感” - 够了 - "But I have this strong feeling..." - All right.
你明确表达观点了 知道了 You made your point. OK.
好吧 All right.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
柯克兰的这事让我压力很大 I'm just under a lot of pressure with this... this Kirkland thing.
这是我升到初级合伙人后的第一个大案子 I mean, you know it's my first big case as junior partner.
我整天工作，回家后 I work all day and I come home.
盼望着能见到你 I look forward to seeing you.
你这样指控我 让我很伤心 It hurts that you'd accuse me like that.
对不起 I'm sorry.
什么？过来 What? Come on.
我就是手里有太多空闲时间，就坐在那里… I've just got all this time on my hands, and I just sit around
开始发明这些错综复杂的情节 and start inventing these, like, intricate scenarios.
然后我又不想让时间白费 And then I don't want to have wasted all my time,
所以我相信了这些情节 so I wanna believe 'em.
心理治疗没有帮助吗 Isn't therapy helpin' at all?
哦 约翰 我不知道 Oh, John, I don't know.
我只是觉得好傻 I just feel so stupid
坐在那儿谈论自己的小毛病 sittin' talkin' about my little problems
同时我知道那些穷苦孩子在挨饿 when I know those poor children are starving.
放弃你的治疗也不会… Quitting your therapy's not gonna...
不会喂饱埃塞俄比亚的孩子 not gonna feed the children in Ethiopia.
我知道 I know.
你从来不习惯说“操”这个词 You never used to say the word "Fucking".
操 Fuck.
这真是太蠢了 真不敢相信你这么做了 It's so stupid, I have a hard time believing you did it.
- 有什么好蠢的 - 你... - What's so stupid about it? - Well, you...
- 你甚至都不了解那个人 - 你了解他 - You don't even know the guy. - Well, you know him.
他是你的一个朋友 你认为他可以信赖吗？ He's a friend of yours. Do you think he can be trusted?
我不知道 I don't know.
我不知道，从你告诉我的来看，我不知道 I don't know. From what you've told me, I don't know.
当他穿得像个艺术界的承办人一样 I shoulda known when he showed up dressed like
出现在我面前时我就该想到的 some undertaker for the art world.
我喜欢他的穿着 I like the way he dresses.
如果这录像流入坏人之手呢 What if this tape gets into the wrong hands?
“坏人之手”？ "The wrong hands"?
约翰，我们谈的不是什么军事机密 John, we are not talking about military secrets here.
那只不过是他录下的带子，可以让他坐下来打发时间而已 They're just tapes he makes so he can sit around and get off.
他没跟她们任何人发生过性关系吗 And he doesn't have sex with any of them?
他们只是谈话？ They just talk?
他们只是坐在一起聊天 They just sit around and talk.
如果他们发生了关系 我倒是差不多能理解 I could almost understand it if he had sex with them.
我是说差不多 I mean, almost.
他为什么不干脆买些杂志 Why doesn't he just buy some magazines
或色情电影之类的 or some porno movies or somethin'?
那没用 他得了解那些人 Doesn't work. He has to know the people.
他得能够和她们互动 He has to be able to interact with them.
互动？ Interact?
管他是什么意思呢 Whatever that means.
你有必要在他面前手淫吗？ Did you have to masturbate in front of him?
我感觉该这样，该死的 I felt like it. Goddamn.
你和安把这事看得太重了 You and Ann make such a big deal out of this.
- 你告诉安了 - 对，她是我姐姐 - You told Ann about this? - Oh, yes, she is my sister.
- 我几乎什么事都告诉她 - 我希望你没说 - I tell her almost everything. - I wish you hadn't done that.
为什么不 Why not?
这件事我宁愿她还是不知道的为好 It's just something I'd prefer she didn't have to know about.
- 她是个成年人，她能处理 - 安 - She's a grown-up. She can handle it. - Ann...
- 安是个非常… - 爱操心 - Ann is just very... - Hung up.
- 这么做就是不聪明 - 我的天 - It just wasn't a smart thing to do. - Oh, God!
你有没有签什么文件 Did you sign any sort of paper,
或者他有没有给你一份合同 or did he have a contract with you
规定他不许传播这些东西 saying that he wouldn't broadcast these things?
没有，先生 No, sir.
你意识到你没有合法追索权吗？ You realise you have no recourse legally?
这不好笑，这不好笑，辛西娅 It's not funny. It's not funny, Cynthia.
这些录像可能会在任何地方出现 These tapes could show up anywhere.
不会的，我信任他 They won't. I trust him.
你信任他？真可笑 You trust him? That's funny.
对，我信他，比我对你的信任大得多了 Yeah, I do. A hell of a lot more than I trust you.
你什么意思？ What do you mean?
就是我说的 Just what I said.
比起你 我更信任他 I'd trust him before I'd trust you.
天，你对我说这话很伤人 God. It hurts that you say that to me.
拜托，约翰，你操了你老婆的妹妹 Come on, John. You're fucking your wife's sister.
你是个骗子，但至少我知道你是骗子 You're a liar. But at least I know you are a liar.
我知道我知道，第二差劲的人类 I know, I know. Second-lowest form of human being.
而第一呢 And the first.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
没什么 Nothing.
照这么说，你也对安撒谎了 By definition, you're lying to Ann, too.
对，没错，但我并没有起誓… Yeah, right, but I didn't take a vow
上帝和众人面前起誓对安忠诚 in front of God and everyone to be faithful to Ann.
我们还做不做了 Look, are we gonna do it or not?
实际上 不了 Actually... no.
我改变主意了 我不应该打电话给你 I've changed my mind. I shouldn't have called.
哦，但我已经来了 Well, I'm here now.
我需要做点什么 I need to do somethin'.
你愿意帮我整理房间吗 Would you like to help me straighten up?
天啊 Jesus!
这地方有没有一把椅子是好的？ Is there one chair in this place that works?
你何不去别处坐呢 Well, why don't you go sit somewhere else?
拜托，约翰，你应该高兴 Come on, John. You should be happy.
我们维持了这么久都没被安发现 We've gone this far without Ann findin' out.
我真的是给你留面子了，你就快走吧 I'm makin' it real easy on you. Just walk out of here.
是他让你这么做的吗？ Did he put you up to this?
- 谁？ - 格兰姆 - Who? - Graham.
不，他没有让我这么做 No, he didn't put me up to this.
天啊 我不需要别人告诉我该做什么 Jesus, I don't need people to tell me what to do.
我只是一直在考虑，仅此而已 I've just been thinkin', that's all.
现在，请离开 Now just... leave.
也许我不想走呢？ Maybe I don't wanna leave.
也许我想谈谈呢 Maybe I wanna talk.
约翰，我们没有什么可谈的 John, we don't have anything to talk about.
对，你说得对 Yeah, you're right.
事情越来越复杂了 Things are gettin' complicated.
不，是越来越简单了 No, they're gettin' real simple.
门开着 It's open!
你好 Hello.
想喝点什么吗 Want something to drink?
好啊 谢了 Yeah, thanks.
抱歉 没有冰茶了 I'm sorry, I don't have any iced tea left.
谢谢 Thank you.
约翰和辛西娅一直在…搞 John and Cynthia have been... fucking.
对，我知道 Yes, I know.
你知道？ You know?
对 Yes.
你怎么知道的？ How did you know?
她在录像里说了 She said it on her tape.
多谢告知 感激不尽 Thanks for telling me. I really appreciate it.
我一直没见到你 Well, I... I haven't seen you.
我觉得就算见到你了 我也不会告诉你的 And I don't think I would've told you even if I had seen you.
为什么？ Why not?
因为这真的不是我的地盘 Because it's not really my place.
我的生活一团糟 My life is shit.
真是糟糕透了 It's just shit.
没有一件事是我以为的那样 Nothing's what I thought it was.
约翰是个杂种 John's a bastard.
我们来拍录像吧 Let's make a videotape.
不，我… No, I...
我不认为这是个好主意 I don't think that's a good idea.
为什么？ Why not?
因为我认为这不是你在平常心情下会做出的选择 Because I don't think it's a choice that you'd make in a normal frame of mind.
你怎么知道平常心情下是什么样子的 And what would you know about a normal frame of mind?
问得好 That's a good question.
那么你需要做什么准备？ So, what do you have to do to get ready?
放进磁带 打开摄像机 Load a tape and turn on the camera.
做吧 Do it.
那么…你从哪里弄到的钱 So, where do you get your money from,
支付房租 录像之类的东西呢 for rent, and tapes, and stuff like that?
从在我床垫下面 Underneath my mattress.
那钱花完之后怎么办 And what are you gonna do when this money runs out?
不会花完的 It won't.
你坐那里可以吗 Are you comfortable there?
是，可以的 Yeah, I'm comfortable.
好的 我开始录了 OK, I'm recording.
告诉我你的名字 Tell me your name.
安·贝肖普·马拉尼 Ann Bishop Millaney.
玛格利特 你好 我是约翰 Margaret. Hi, it's John.
对了 我很好 Listen... Fine.
你今天见过安吗 Listen, have you seen Ann at all today?
今天下午吗 This afternoon?
不，我只是... Uh... Well, no, I just...
她回家了，再见 She's home. Bye- bye.
一切都好 谢谢 再见 Everything's fine. Thanks. Bye.
感谢上帝 你让我担心死了 Thank God. You had me worried sick.
我回到家，门开着，车不见了，我… I come home, the door is open, the car is gone. I...
我还以为你被哪个变态绑架了 I thought you'd been abducted by some mad fucker.
- 你还好吗 - 我想结束这段婚姻 - Are you all right? - I want out of this marriage.
什么？ What?
我想 结束 这段婚姻 I... want... out... of this marriage.
为什么？ Why?
你还问我为什么 You're asking me why?
我跟你结婚了，你想结束这场婚姻 I'm married to you and you want out of this marriage.
我想你能告诉我吧 I think you could tell me that.
他妈的 操你妈 Fuck you. Fuck you.
好吧 All right.
能告诉我你去哪了吗？ Can you tell me where you went?
我开车四处转，然后去了格兰姆家 I drove around. Then I went over to Graham's.
格兰姆家？ Graham's?
格兰姆 Graham.
该死的狗杂种 Goddamn that son of a bitch!
这个背后捅刀子的狗杂…哦，正直先生？ The backstabbin' son of a... Oh, Mr. Honesty, huh?
真理信徒先生 Mr. Apostle of Truth!
哦，我知道你没操他 Well, I know you didn't fuck him.
你也拍那些该死的录像了吗？ Did you make one of these goddamn videotapes?
安妮，回答我，该死的 Annie... answer me, goddammit.
该死的，回答我，你拍了吗？ Goddammit, answer me. Did you?
对，我拍了 Yes, I did.
老天 God!
你不准动他 Don't you touch him!
好 我要... OK. I'm gonna...
什么？ What?
有人吗 Hello?
约翰，你怎么…你在这里搞什么鬼？你在干吗？ John? What're you? What the hell are you doing here? What are you doing?
安 1988年8月22日
好的 我开始录了 OK, I'm recording.
告诉我你的名字 Tell me your name.
安·贝肖普·马拉尼 Ann Bishop Millaney.
你想聊些什么 So, what do you wanna talk about?
- 你们一般聊什么 - 性 - What do you usually talk about? - Sex.
好啊 那我们就聊聊性 OK. Let's talk about sex.
你有过性爱吗？ Do you have sex?
不经常，不 Not very often, no.
那你做的时候，通常是谁先开始的 When you do, who usually initiates it?
他先 He does.
这种性爱还满意吗？ Is the sex satisfying?
我不知道 I don't know.
不知道 我不知道你是什么意思 I don't know. I don't know what you mean.
你有性高潮吗 Do you have orgasms?
我想没有 I don't think so.
我是说，我猜想既然我并不确定，那应该从来没有过 I mean, I guess, since I'm not sure, that I've never had one.
你有没有想过要 Have you ever thought about having sex
和除你丈夫以外的男人做爱 with someone other than your husband?
来了 Here we go.
- 我们不如停止？ - 不 - Why don't we stop? - No.
我不想停止 I don't wanna stop.
你有没有想过要 Have you ever thought about having sex
和除你丈夫以外的男人做爱 with someone other than your husband?
我曾经想过 I've thought about it.
- 你付诸行动了吗 - 没有 - Did you act on it? - No.
为什么没有？ Why not?
因为那是辛西娅会有的想法 Because that's how Cynthia thinks.
我很讨厌自己和她有相同的感觉 I hate it when I have feelings that she has.
我一想到男人就会很苦恼 It bothers me when I think about men,
因为我知道那是她的想法 because I know that's the way she thinks.
你想到过哪些男人呢 What other men have you thought about?
我想到过你 I thought about you.
- 你想到过我吗 - 有 - Have you thought about me? - Yes.
你怎么想的？ What did you think?
我想过你高潮的时候是什么样子 I thought about what you would look like having an orgasm.
我也想知道我高潮时会是什么样 I'd like to know what I look like havin' an orgasm.
你能做吗？给女人高潮？ Can you do that? Give a woman an orgasm?
可以 Yes.
你能给我做吗？ Could you do that for me?
不能 No.
为什么呢 Why not?
因为我不能这么做 Because I can't.
- 不能还是不想 - 因为不想，所以不能 - Can't or won't? - I can't because I won't.
你说过你并非总是阳痿的 You said you weren't always impotent.
不是，当然，没错 No. Yeah, that's correct.
- 这么说你有过性爱 - 是的 - So you have had sex. - Yes.
所以，是出了什么事？是太糟导致你不举，还是？ So, what happened? Was it so bad it turned you off, or...?
不是的 不是那问题 No, that wasn't the problem.
那是什么问题？ What was the problem?
问题在于我自己 I was the problem. I was a...
我曾经是个病态撒谎者 I was a pathological liar.
或者我应该说现在也是 Or I am, I should say.
说谎这件事… The lying is...
说谎就像酗酒，你总是不断地重复 Lying is like alcoholism, you're continually recovering.
就这些吗 So that's it?
你说了谎 You lied?
这只是其中一部分 That was part of it.
那还发生过别的什么？ So, what else happened?
嗯，那时候，呃，我… Well, at that time, uh... I...
我曾经用非语言方式表达自己感觉 I used to express my feelings nonverbally,
常常吓坏那些 and often scared people
与我亲近的人 that were close to me.
你还像那样吗？ Are you still like that?
不了 No.
不会了 No.
所以你再也不打算做爱了是吗 So you're never gonna make love again?
我没…我没定过什么计划，所以… I don't... I haven't made any plans, so...
如果你当时爱上了我，你还会吗？ If you were in love with me, would you?
我没有爱上你 I'm not in love with you.
- 但如果呢？ - 喂，我没法回答 - But if you were? - I can't answer that.
- 为什么不行 - 我告诉过你 - Why not? - I told you.
可我还不明白 But I don't understand.
安，我说撇开性爱不谈，我… Ann,I mean forget about the sex, you know? I...
我不是曾经的我，半点都不是，你知道吗 I'm not the same person that I was... even remotely, you know.
我在许多方面都不一样了 I'm different in so many ways.
这对我与他人的关系有深刻的影响，沟通啊… It'd have a profound effect on the way that I relate to other people, communicate.
我是说，就比如说，她跟我那样聊天 I mean this, for instance. The way she and I are talking,
是…那会是…本来是根本不可能的 it's...that would be...it could never have been possible.
“她”？“她跟我那样聊天”？ "She"? "The way she... she and I are talking"?
- “她”？她是谁？ - 对不起 - "She"? Who's "She"? - I'm sorry, I was...
我…那个…我要说的不是… I...would...That isn't what I was...
她是伊丽莎白吗？是她吗？ She's Elizabeth? Is that who it is?
是约翰说过的那个女孩吗？是她吗？ Is that the girl that John talked about? Is that who it is?
我猜是吧 I guess. I...
- 所以你现在和她还有联系？ - 抱歉我… - So, you're still in contact with her? - I'm sorry.
- 和伊丽莎白 - 没有 - With Elizabeth? - No. I'm...
你觉得伊丽莎白会怎么看待这些录像带 What do you think Elizabeth is gonna think about all these videotapes?
我想象不出她会很通情达理 I can't imagine her bein' too understanding.
可你还是会告诉她的 是吧 But you're gonna tell her about them, right,
因为你不再说谎了 since you don't lie any more?
我说过了，我不…知道我会具体做什么 As I said, I don't know what I'm gonna do, exactly.
也许我什么都不会做，我不… I mean... perhaps I won't do anything. I don't...
所以你回到这里是为了让自己考虑清楚吗 So, you just came back here so that you could think about it?
不是 我搬回来是为了… No, I moved back here for some...
一种完结的感觉，你知道吗 a sense of closure, you know?
表达决心之类的 Resolution of some sort.
我曾想要那个对我至关重要的人 能够理解我 I wanted somebody who was very important to me to understand that.
那可，真是可悲 That's...That's pathetic.
我是说，你都不敢… I mean, you can't just...
老天，格兰姆，你… Oh, my God, Graham. You...
你都不敢走向她，给她看看你的变化 You just can't walk up to her and show her you've changed
就当是给她的礼物 like it's some gift or somethin'.
瞧瞧你变成了什么 And look what you've changed into.
九年，九年时间你就想出这么点东西 Nine years. Nine years. And this is what you come up with.
你想余生一直这样过下去吗？ Is this what you wanna be the rest of your life?
你为什么要这么做呢？ Why are you doin' this?
你能告诉我吗？ Can you tell me that?
你为什么要这样对自己？ Why are you doin' this to yourself?
- 你会回答我吗？ - 拜托你别这样 - Are you gonna answer me? - Please, don't do that.
- 为什么不行？ - 不要拍我 - Why not? - Don't do that.
为什么不？我只是想问你几个问题 Why not? I wanna ask a few questions,
比如说你为什么要录制女人谈论性爱的视频 like why do you tape women talkin' about sex?
为什么这么做？你能告诉我为什么吗？ Why do you do that? Can you tell me why?
说啊 不然我会问个没完的 Come on. I'm just gonna keep askin'.
我不觉得你这反客为主很有趣 I don't find turning the tables very interesting.
我觉得有趣，告诉我为什么，格兰姆 Well, I do. Tell me why, Graham.
- 为什么？ - 什么？ - Why? - What?
怎么？你想让我告诉你什么？“告诉我为什么”？为什么？ What? What do you want me to tell you? "Tell me why?" Why?
安，你都不知道我是谁 Ann, you don't even know who I am.
你对我是谁连半点概念都没有 You don't have the slightest idea who I am.
难道我应该把人生中 Am I supposed to recount
迄今为止的所有片段都找出来 all the points in my life leading up to this moment
只求它们能连贯起来 and just hope that it's coherent,
来向你解释前因后果吗 that it makes some sort of sense to you?
我都无法理解这一切 It doesn't make any sense to me. You know, I was there.
我都不清楚自己是什么样的人 I don't have the slightest idea who I am,
你让我如何向你解释呢 and I'm supposed to be able to explain it to you?
何况是为什么 你来告诉我为什么 And why? You tell me why.
为什么我要解释给你听呢 Why do I have to explain myself to you?
因为没准我可以帮你 Because maybe I can help you.
- 帮我什么 - 解决你的问题 - Help me with what? - Your problem.
我的问题 我有什么问题 My problem? Do I have a problem?
我来到这座小城 看到约翰 I look around me in this town
辛西娅和你三个人之间的事 and I see John and Cynthia and you, and I...
我觉得自己比你们正常多了 I feel comparatively healthy.
你真的有问题 You've got a problem.
你说的没错 You're right.
我有很多问题 I've got a lot of problems.
但那都属于我 But they belong to me.
你以为那属于你，但不是 You think they're yours, but they're not.
每一个走进这道门的人都是你问题的一部分 Everybody that walks in that door becomes part of your problem.
还有每个与你接触的人 Anybody that comes in contact with you.
我不想这样 但已然如此 I didn't wanna be part of your problem, but I am.
我要离开我丈夫 I'm leavin' my husband,
也许那是迟早的事 and maybe I would have anyway,
但事实是 我现在就要离开 but the fact is that I'm doin' it now.
部分原因是因为你 And part of it's because of you.
你给我的生活带来了影响 You've had an effect on my life.
这些本来不该发生 This isn't supposed to happen.
我用了整整九年 I've spent nine years
来塑造我的人生 好让这种事不会发生 structuring my life so that this didn't happen.
你知道吗 我从没告诉过你这件事 You know, I never told you this,
因为我知道会让你崩溃 cause I knew it'd crush you.
不过现在… But now...
我操了伊丽莎白 I fucked Elizabeth.
在你们分手之前 甚至在你们出问题之前 Before you broke up. Before you were havin' trouble, even.
她不是什么圣人 She's no saint.
她床上技术很好 She was good in bed.
也能保守秘密 She could keep a secret.
这差不多就是关于她我能说的所有了 That's about all I can say about her.
- 我得打个电话 - 没问题 - I gotta make a call. - Yeah, sure.
布莱恩·柯克兰办公室 Brian Kirkland's office.
我是约翰·马拉尼 找布莱恩·柯克兰 John Millaney for Brian Kirkland.
- 请您稍等一会 - 好的 - Just one moment, please. - All right.
就像我常说的 工作至关重要 Anyway, as I've always said, work is critical.
没有婚姻我依然可以过得开心 I can be happy without a marriage,
但如果你拿走我的工作 那就不一样了 but if you take away my work, that's different.
如果安无法处理 And if Ann can't handle that...
那是她的问题 Well, that's her problem.
- 马拉尼先生 - 什么事 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah.
迪佛斯特先生请您去他办公室 Mr. DeForest would like to see you at his office.
好的，一会就去，我这还有一位客户 All right. In a minute. I'm on with a client.
- 他说马上过去 - 好的 老天 - He said immediately. - All right. Jesus.
- 马拉尼先生 - 是我 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah?
柯克兰先生让我告诉您 Mr. Kirkland has asked me to inform you
他已经在别处得到了代理人 he's obtained representation elsewhere,
如果您有什么事 and that if you have a message
我可以代您转达给柯克兰先生 for Mr. Kirkland to leave it with me.
谢谢你 Thank you.
- 没有了 - 好的 马拉尼先生 - No message. - All right, Mr. Millaney.
谢谢 Thank you.
傻子 Fool!
都不知道自己在干什么 Hope he knows what he's doin'.
- 马拉尼先生 - 怎么了 - Mr. Millaney? - Yeah?
- 迪佛斯特先生还在等您 - 知道了 - Mr. DeForest is waiting. - All right.
告诉他我马上过去 Tell him I'll be in in a minute.
老天 这老头总以为 Jesus, the old man thinks
整个世界都围着高尔夫球转了 that the world revolves around a game of golf.
回头咱们在法院碰头吧 I'll catch up to you at the courts.
我先去和迪佛斯特谈谈 I'd better go talk to DeForest.
没问题 Sure.
好的 OK.
干 Fuck.
给我一瓶就够了 谢谢 Oh, no, just one's fine, thanks.
我最喜欢看你爬吧台了 This is my favourite part.
知道我在想什么吗？我在想咱们第一个孩子起名叫鲁斯蒂如何 You know what I was thinking, I was thinking we should name our first child Rusty.
你觉得这名字怎么样 What do you think of that name?
好吧 我在你这花了好多钱 OK. You know, I spend a lot of money in here.
至少让我知道你的名字吧 I should at least know your name.
给你带了这个 我知道是你生日 I brought you this. I knew it was your birthday.
- 谢谢 - 这草长得不错 跟桌布似的 - Thanks. - It's a nice plant. Looks like a tablecloth.
我不能多呆 我得走了 Look, I can't stay. I gotta go.
我可以打电话给你吗 Can I call you?
你有我公司电话吗 Do you have my work number?
没有 No.
有没有笔 Got a pen?
瞧 你穿着蓝衣服 我也穿着蓝衣服 OK, now, you're wearing blue, I'm wearing blue.
真的只是奇怪的巧合吗 Is this some sort of weird coincidence?
不 咱们一定是有缘 I don't think so. I think it's something more.
- 你住这附近吗 - 不 我只是路过 - Do you live here? - No. I'm just passing through.
三点到五点之间别打电话 那会儿我很忙 Look, don't call between three and five, cos I get real busy, OK?
- 好 - 好 - OK. - OK.
回见 See ya.
- 拜 - 再见 - Bye. - Bye.
我喜欢她 她真是个好女孩 I like her. She's a very nice girl. Very nice.
这天看来要下雨 I think it's gonna rain.
已经开始下了 It is raining.
是啊 Yeah.