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我从来没想过 有一天要面对失去你这件事 The thought of losing you wasn't something I thought I'd ever have to face.
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你不用面对 跟我回家吧 You don't have to. Just come home with me.
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我再也不能相信你了 I will never be able to trust you.
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-你把我伤得很深 -你不幸福 - You hurt me so bad. - You weren't happy.
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我当然幸福 Yes, I was!
在我知道我的捐赠人之前 It's weird that I'm gonna meet Carrie's family
去见凯莉的家人很奇怪 before I know about my donor.
我们答应过他 他不用露面 We had an agreement that he would remain anonymous.
-他... -我之前做过一次基因测试 - He was... - I did one of those DNA tests,
就能了解到自己的遗传谱系 and they tell you all about your ancestry.
现在什么情况 What's happening right now?
我们现在只需要想好 想请谁来 We just got to figure out who we want to invite.
-来做什么 -我们的牌局 - To what? - Our poker game.
我是汤姆·莫尔茨比 I'm Tom Maultsby.
书的编辑 The editor to the book.
我只是有些东西需要再加工 I just want to rework some things,
让你再深入挖掘一点 get you to dig a little deeper.
蒂娜和我都认为 T and I don't think it's a good idea
基因检测不是个好主意 for you to do that genealogy test.
-想要这个吗 -想 - You want this? - Yes.
这游戏叫做德州扑克 The game is Texas hold'em.
这主意真不错 This is such a great idea.
应该常办这活动 You should do this often.
-是这么计划的 -我好像是多元恋 - That's the plan. - I think I'm polyamorous.
你跟我说你爱我 只爱我 You told me you loved me. Only me.
如果我能不这样 我也愿意 If I could be any other way, I would be.
如果你需要 我一直都在 If you need anything, I am here for you, always.
我明天一早就离开这里 I'm gonna be out of here first thing in the morning.
别走 我希望你留下 Don't go. I want you to stay.
好 Okay.
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好了 Okay.
安吉莉卡 一位亲人向你发送一条消息 "你好 我叫凯拉·艾伦伍德" 用户: 凯拉艾伦伍德030 年龄: 保密 位置: 保密
"你好 我叫凯拉·艾伦伍德"
天啊 Holy shit.
我的天啊 My God.
所以你从没尿过裤子 Dude, so, you're telling me you never shit your pants?
天啊 My God.
我在便利店会尿裤子 Dude, I shit my pants in a CVS.
-不是吧 -在自己床上也尿过裤子 - No, you didn't. - I've shit my pants in my own bed.
对 我有毛病 不然为什么我总是 Yeah, I have problems. Why do you think I'm coming in here
急急忙忙进来 in such a fucking hurry all the time?
千万别让我给你洗衣服... Don't ever let me do your laundry...
你听这个 我在家的时候 You'll like this one. When I was home,
我表弟去捉弄特别老的祖父母 my cousins pranked my very old grandparents.
半只脚都进棺材了的那种 You know, they're, like, on their fucking deathbed, right?
可怜的外公 然后呢 Poor Grandpa. What?
他们把外公洗澡的肥皂 They took a block of mozzarella cheese
换成了一马苏里拉奶酪 And swapped it for the bar of soap in my grandpa's shower.
他洗完出来 全家都在 My God. He came out, the whole family's over.
他光着屁股跑出来 到处跑 He came out ass-naked just, like, running around,
拿着奶酪就扔到我表弟头上 threw the block of cheese at my cousin's head.
天啊 真的太好笑了 My God. It was fucking hilarious.
玩得真疯 That's crazy.
-我家人就是这样 -对 - Those are my people, though, you know? - Yep.
还有咖啡吗 Is there, more coffee?
有 我泡了一壶 Yeah. I made a whole pot.
谢谢 Thank you.
天 God.
我们能聊聊吗 Can we talk?
还太早了 It's too soon.
好吧 Okay.
-好的 我... -我去上班了 - Yeah. Copy that. I... - I got to go to work.
他们终于把路边的枯树搞走了 You know, they finally got rid of that, dead tree near the road.
-是吗 -对 - Yeah? - Yeah. Yeah.
他们肯定把树砍成小块 I mean, they must have chopped it up into smaller pieces
用卡车就运走了 and used a truck.
可能用了好几辆车 Might-Might've needed multiple trucks.
树那么大 要砍多少... That was such a huge tree. Like, how many pieces...
为什么要聊一棵树 Why are we talking about a tree?
因为我昨晚和别人上了床 有点尴尬 Because I slept with somebody else last night and it feels weird.
但假装聊树 就更尴尬了 Well, yeah, but the whole tree rant is just making it weirder
完全不用这样 and it, you know, doesn't have to be.
谢谢 Thanks.
好 Great.
所以... 怎么样 So... how was it?
还可以 Good.
真好 That's great.
对 比我想象的要好 Yeah, it was actually better than I thought it would be.
那很好啊 不是吗 Well, that's great, right?
对 Yeah.
你知道吗 这多亏了你 A-And, you know, it's-it's all thanks to you, you know?
谢谢你看懂我 让我去做自己 Thank you for seeing me and allowing me to be who I am.
你高兴我就高兴 Well, you know, it makes me happy to see you happy.
这就是我想要的 And, that's all I really want for you.
所以我们才这么合拍 Okay, see? Yes. This is why we work.
我也希望你高兴 You know, that's all I want for you, too.
我想你了 And I missed you.
我应该先说这句话的 我很想你 I should have led with that. I missed you so much.
-是吗 -对 - Yeah? - Yeah.
-你健身了吗 -对 - Did you exercise? - Yeah.
没有 我准备去 刚刚分神忘记了 Well, no. But I was going to. I just got distracted.
你看起来很性感 Well, you look really hot.
你... Well, did you-did you...
抱歉 你做完洗澡了吗 Sorry. Did you, shower after?
洗得干干净净 All clean.
要不... I think mayb...
能再洗一次吗 Could you take another one?
-可以 -就... - Sure. - Just to, like...
好 Sure.
还有事吗 Yeah. Anything else?
今晚不行 No, I can't tonight.
要去蛙镇艺术走廊 Going to the Frogtown Art Walk.
这样吧 告诉艾萨克 All right, you know what? Tell Isaac
我午饭前能来一小时 that I can come in for an hour before lunch,
但下午有两个工作室要参观 but then I have two studio visits in the afternoon.
好主意 那可以 That's a great idea. Yeah, that works.
谢谢 再见 Thanks. Bye.
今天我得去趟画廊 Have to show my face at the gallery today.
去吧 我可以 Go. I'll be fine.
你肯定可以的 I'm sure you will.
别让她爸对你太霸道 Just don't let her father run roughshod over you.
好 Okay.
-你们好 -你们好 - Hello. - Hi.
贝特·波特 Bette Porter.
很高兴再见到你 Nice to see you again.
我也是 鲁道夫·努涅斯 这是我的女友 吉吉·格邦尼 Nice to see you, Rodolfo Nùñez. This is my girlfriend, Gigi Ghorbani.
-很高兴认识你 -我也是 - Nice to meet you. - Likewise.
非常感谢你帮我安排 Thank you so much for arranging this.
-应该的 -我经常听贝特说起你 - Of course. - I have heard so much about you from Bette.
我答应了她 会好好照顾你 I promised her I'd take good care of you.
吉吉是很优秀的房地产经纪人 Gigi is an amazing realtor.
你们放心 You're in very, very good hands.
可惜我得走了 回头再打给你 Unfortunately, I have to run, but I will call you later.
好 Yes, please.
我们上楼吧 Shall we go upstairs?
这衣服好看吗 Does my shirt look okay?
离开家前你问过我 You asked me when we left the house
停车的时候又问了一次 and then when we parked the car,
-现在你还问 -好吧 抱歉 - and now you're asking me again. - Right. Sorry.
那到底怎么样 What'd you say, though?
-抱歉 我太紧张了 -可不是吗 - I'm sorry. I'm-I'm nervous. - Yeah, no shit.
从读研我就一直在教治疗方法 I've been teaching therapeutic modalities since grad school,
现在真的要实践了 我... and now I actually get to apply them. I...
你说的我听不懂 不过... I don't know what you just said, but...
-这是我梦寐以求的工作 -大厅里有咖啡厅 - It's a dream job. - There's a coffee shop in the lobby.
有了这个经验 未来我就可以自己开诊室 This could put me on the path to having my own practice.
还是免费的 And it's free.
-迈卡 -好 谢谢 - Micah? - Yeah. Thanks.
很谢谢你今天能来 Look, I'm really grateful that you were able to come today.
家里真的很别扭 It's really weird at home.
小事而已 Yeah, totally fine.
我还巴不得能有借口 I, honestly, will take any excuse
-不按时去上班呢 所以... -是哦 - not to show up to work on time, so... - Of course.
我要去娜特的办公室找她 Okay, I have to go meet Nat in her office.
为我祈祷吧 Pray for me.
-玩得开心 -晚点联系你 - Have fun. - I'll call you after.
-迈卡 -怎么了 - Micah. - Yeah?
衣服好看 大家都在说 The shirt's great. Everyone's talking about it.
他们肯定在议论 They're definitely talking about it.
-好 -那家伙在说 - Okay. All right. - That guy's talking about it.
-再见 你回去吧 谢谢 -这家伙肯定也在说 - Bye. Just go. Thanks. - This guy'sdefinitely talking about it.
这些促销的酒 泰丝说要怎么来着 Tess said something about these promo bottles.
我记不太清了 你知道吗 I can't remember what it is. Do you know?
不知道 放那儿就行 I have no idea. But just leave them there.
也许她要用来做鸡尾酒 Maybe she can make a cocktail out of them.
-行 收到 -谢谢 - Okay. Copy that. - Thanks.
那我去收拾垃圾了 Then I'll do garbage duty.
去跟我的老鼠朋友打个招呼 Say hello to my little rat friends back there.
你最好是在开玩笑 That better be a joke.
-谢恩 -在 - Shane. - Yeah.
有事问你 Question for you.
我可以给你答案 I might have an answer for you.
为什么我上周的薪水是五千块 Why is my paycheck from last week for $5,000 dollars?
我不知道你是怎么想的 I don't know what the hell you were thinking,
我可不是来寻求施舍的 but I am not a charity case.
不是给你的 是给你妈的 Well, that's not for you. It's for your mom.
-行 可我得自己赚 -你会挣到的 - Okay, but I wanted to earn that. - You are gonna earn it.
抱歉 我刚才很心烦 Shit. Okay, I'm sorry. I, like, was upset,
还准备了一大段话 and I had this whole speech planned.
大概喝了四杯咖啡 And I drank, like, four espressos
就想说个痛快... so that I could get it all out, and...
我现在感觉整个人都在发抖 I actually feel like my bones are shaking a little bit.
-看得出来 -谢谢 - I can tell. - Okay, thank you.
-不客气 -等等 这些是什么 - Welcome. - Wait, no, what are those?
我跟芬利说了 别再拿促销的酒 I told Finley to stop accepting those promo bottles.
不是什么好酒 They're no good.
她人呢 Where is she?
我可不能告诉你 You know, I'm not gonna disclose that information.
我怕你把她杀了 万一你真杀了她 You know, 'cause you might kill her, and if you do,
我会良心不安的 I just can't have that on my conscience.
告诉我 她在哪儿 Tell me where she is.
妈呀 乔蒂 God. Jordi!
乔蒂 我有个妹妹 同父异母的妹妹 Jordi. I, I have a sister. I have a half sister.
-天啊 什么 -我... 对吧 - My God. What? - I got... Yes, I got... I know.
我今天收到结果了 I got my results back today,
他们会帮你匹配家庭成员 and they match you with family members,
-有个妹子给我发了消息 -妈呀 - and I got a DM from this girl. - Shit.
-我去 -她是我同父异母的妹妹 - Holy shit! - And she's my half sister.
-天啊 她多大 -是吧 - My God. How old is she? - I know.
她15岁 She's 15.
她住在哪儿 Where does she live?
-就在本地 -不是吧 - Here. - Shut up.
-对 她想见面 -天啊 - Yes. She wants to meet. - My God.
太酷了 你妈怎么说 This is so dope. What did your mom say?
她还不知道 Well, she doesn't know.
好吧 'Kay.
我们得去见她 Well, we still have to meet her.
-我们 -当然 - We? - Of course.
如果她用了假身份... I mean, it could be really dangerous if it's...
你会有危险的 If she's not who she says she is.
你可能会被塞进后备箱 You could end up in the trunk of a car.
-你想被带走吗 -你真愿意陪我去吗 - Hello. Taken? - No, you'd really come with me?
当然 Of course.
如果你想要我去 我就去 If you want me there, I'm there.
我想 I do.
-那我就去 -谢谢 乔蒂 - I'm there. - Thank you, Jordi.
大楼的屋顶有泳池 The building has a rooftop pool,
热水浴缸 和一个三百多平的健身中心 hot tub and a 3,000-square-foot fitness center,
但那些都算个屁 原谅我的粗鲁 but fuck all that. Pardon my French.
这才是真正的亮点 This is why we're really here.
我懂贝特的意思了 I see what Bette meant.
-你还真有一手 -谢谢 - You are amazing. - Well, thank you.
直走 主卧就在右手边 The master is straight down to the right.
我不... 我不太确定 Yeah, I don't... I don't know about this place.
一个人住真的太大了... It's really big for one person and...
我现在真的想买吗 I mean, do I even want to buy something right now?
拜托 这里多好 Por favor, it's perfect.
你需要有个自己的地方 You need a place that's yours, okay?
我爸妈也是这样 My parents are the same way.
我爸常说 "房子能让人自由 My dad always used to say, "Four walls make a man free,
前提是自己的房子" but only if he owns them."
-你爸妈是哪里人 -伊朗 - Where are your parents from? - Iran.
你肯定能把这里变成个温馨的家 丹妮 I'm pretty sure you'll make this a lovely place, Dani.
慢慢看 不着急 Take your time. There's no rush.
不用了 她要了 No. No, she'll take it.
你可以开始准备合同了 吉吉 You can start drawing up the contract, Gigi.
我只听你的 I'll do whatever you say.
开始准备文件吧 You can start the paperwork.
你忙吗 You busy?
-我的球队要争冠军 -看来你很忙 - My team's in the championship! - So you're swamped.
赢了 Yes!
我跟你没完 This is not over.
"拼车卡拉秀"[综艺节目]的单元 我有个疑问 I had a question about the Carpool Karaoke segment.
打住 我们别这么叫 Okay, I have to stop you there. We have to stop calling it that,
因为这种话詹姆斯·柯登会听到 because somehow it got back to James Corden
[英国演员 歌手 主持人"拼车卡拉秀"的主持人]
我们正在推特上吵架呢 and now we're in a huge Twitter fight.
是吗 Really?
和英国人吵架是会这样 他说我"厚脸皮" I mean, as much as you can be in a fight with a British person. He called me "cheeky."
我要不要还击 说他是英国烂牙 Should I get him back with, like, a British teeth dig?
-行 -行 - Yeah. - Okay.
对 你知道所有深夜脱口秀节目 Yeah. So you know how all late night talk shows
都有素人版吧 have their version of man on the street, right?
我一直在想 也许我们的节目也该这样 I keep wondering. Maybe that's what our segment needs to be.
让同性恋的素人上节目 Like, man on the street, but-but gay.
那不就是比利·艾希纳吗 Isn't that just Billy Eichner?
[代表节目"比利闯大街" 走上街头 向行人询问有关流行文化问题的节目]
对 就是这个意思 Yep. That's exactly what that is. Okay.
那我继续想 然后向你汇报 So I'm gonna keep thinking about it, and I'll get back to you.
别的事还好吗 You good otherwise?
我在担心下次和汤姆的合作 Yeah, I'm just dreading my next work sesh with Tom.
好吧 你和娜特还好吧 Okay. And-and things with Nat are okay?
当然 我们很好 Yeah, they're good.
她刚跟玛丽莎睡了一晚 I mean, she had her first sleepover with Marissa.
你都可以接受吗 And you're just fine with that?
是啊 挺好的 Yeah, I'm great.
娜特 天 我肯定不骗你 一点不骗你 晚安 爱你 我也爱你 我明晚再去见玛丽莎可以吗
有什么事吗 Everything okay?
没事 都挺好的 Yeah. So good. So good.
我... 那我就继续想馊主意了 I'll, I'll keep thinking of more bad ideas, too.
娜特 天 我肯定不骗你 一点不骗你 晚安 爱你 我也爱你 我明晚再去见玛丽莎可以吗 没问题
我主要教的是家庭系统理论 Mostly I taught family systems theory,
聚焦于悲伤对家庭成员的作用 with a focus on how grief impacts the family unit.
那挺好啊 Good for you.
我很小的时候爸爸就去世了 Yeah, my dad died when I was pretty young,
所以我对"家庭如何面对伤痛"很感兴趣 so I've just always been drawn to how families deal with grief.
那很棒 不是你爸去世的部分... That's great. I mean, not about your dad...
-那部分... 挺糟糕的 -没错 - That's awful... the other part. - Right.
索菲说你想找份临时工 God, when Sophie said you might be interested in the gig,
我就马上联系你了 I just jumped at the chance,
因为我们非常需要像你这样的人才 because we have been desperately looking for someone like you.
- 真的吗 太... -没错 - Really? That's... - Yeah.
现在有十几个跨性别青少年正在接受治疗 We have about a dozen trans youth receiving therapy,
你的加入会对我们有很大的帮助 so having you on staff will just make such a big difference.
这里是零食区 Now, here is the snack room.
我们在这里庆祝大家的生日 We celebrate everybody's birthday,
所以里面通常都会放有一块大蛋糕 so there's usually a sheet cake in there.
不过... 友情提醒... 基于经验 However... hot tip... Based on experience,
一定要让寿星 也就是琳达 make sure the birthday person, aka Linda,
看到蛋糕之后再切 has at least seen the cake before you cut into it.
-了解了 -这是无性别卫生间 - Noted. - Okay. And here's the gender-neutral bathrooms,
你可能用得到 这就是你的办公室了 should you need them, and up here is your office.
虽然不大 但是你独享的 Now, it's not much, but it's all yours.
太好了 谢谢你 This-this is great. No, thank you.
不用客气 Yeah, of course.
有事的话再联系我 Okay, well, let me know if you need anything.
-好的 -那先这样 - Okay. Yeah. - All right.
祝你第一天工作愉快 Have a great first day.
-谢谢 -不客气 - Thanks. - Yeah.
在这里和这里签名 Just sign here. And here.
我第一间公寓花了三万块 I bought my first apartment for $30,000 dollars.
我当时还和你妈吐槽说上班太远了 I remember telling your mother it was too far from the office.
-好吧 -她就看着我说 - All right. - And she looked at me and said,
"你想我们住得离你上班近点 "Do you want us to live close to your office,
还是离我们女儿要读的学校近点" or close to the school where our daughter will go?"
她就是这样告诉我 她怀上了你 And this is how she told me she was pregnant with you.
给你 Here.
敬新的可能 多亏了你朋友 她叫什么名字 To new possibilities, thanks to your friend. What's her name?
-吉吉 -好 我挺喜欢她的 - Gigi. - Yeah. I liked her.
我总想你会和她这样的人在一起 And I always imagined you'd end up with someone like her.
波斯人吗 Someone, Persian?
是热爱冒险又勇敢的人 No. Someone adventurous, gutsy.
像妈一样 Someone like Mom?
再在这儿签个字 And just a couple more signatures here.
还有最后一页这里 And then this last page here.
那就这样了 So, this is it.
新的邮编 新的生活 New zip code, new life, just like that.
-妈的 -怎么了 丹妮 - Shit. - What's wrong, Dani?
我还得去旧公寓搬东西 I have to get my stuff from the old apartment.
这儿有你需要的吗 这个沙发 你挺喜欢的 You need anything here? I mean, this couch. You love this couch.
你可以搬走 你想要什么都行 You can have it. You can have anything you want here.
好了 那就先这样了 Okay, so that is about it.
阿里 趁着你在 还有件事 Ari, just one more thing, since you're here.
这还有一些文件 There's another set of documents here.
只微调了些内容 I mean, just some minor changes.
这些要签 I need these signed.
你的遗嘱 Your will?
授权委托书 Power of attorney?
你要尊严死 This is a DNR.
[拒绝心肺复苏 指在无法做出医疗指令之前签下的预嘱 告知医生在心脏停跳或呼吸停止时不进行急救]
你怎么了 What's going on?
听起来可能会很蠢 但是... Okay, I'm probably gonna sound really ignorant, but...
你怎么判断一个作品好不好 how do you know if it's any good?
这一点都不蠢 That's not ignorant at all.
我会问 它有没有触动你 Well, I might ask, does it move you?
有没有改变你的 Does it change you in any kind of,
比如说 存在的方式 you know, existential way?
因为好的作品就是发问 'Cause good art asks questions.
把你连接到你曾经 And-and it connects you to worlds
不知道存在的世界和想法 and ideas that you didn't even know existed,
至少不是有意识的 at least not consciously.
随着时间推移 I mean, certainly, you know, over time,
你会有自己的评价体系 you can develop a critical framework,
不过这是最基本的要素 but that's basically what it boils down to.
我来 就是要看看新兴艺术家和他们的作品 And I come here to see emerging artists and their work.
如果有吸引我的 我就可能展出他们的作品 And if someone catches my eye, then, then I might show them.
你现在就非常吸引我 Well, you catch my eye.
要来点红酒吗 Would you like some wine?
不用了 谢谢 I'm good. Thank you.
你想喝就喝吧 But have at it.
-好 -好 - Okay. - Okay.
你还好吗 You okay?
我很好 非常好 Yes. Yes. Yes.
这是皮帕·帕斯卡的作品 This is the work of Pippa Pascal.
我一看就知道 I know it is.
我回来了 What's up?
-披萨 -谢天谢地 - Za! - Thank God.
今天过得怎么样 How did your day go?
-对哦 第一天上班 -我... - Yeah. Big first day! - I...
有人想要加橄榄吗 没有吗 Does anybody want olives on theirs, by the way? No?
我真的很讨厌人类 I really, really fucking hate people.
谁不讨厌呢 Who doesn't?
我现在没资格去评价别人 所以... Well, I'm not in a place, personally, to judge others, so...
我很高兴终于能在有人能懂我的地方工作 I was really excited to finally work somewhere that understood me
毫无保留地接受我 and accepted me implicitly,
但我还是被限制在跨性别的框框里 but I'm just still checking these trans boxes,
真的很烦 and I'm sick of it.
世界对你不好是吗 Did the world treat you bad?
别逗我了 Don't fuck with me.
有一次 我叫我妈给我买一匹小马 One time, I asked my mom for this pony I saw.
浅棕色的 深色的鬃毛被编成了辫子 It was light brown with a dark braided mane.
我求她给我买 但最后她也没买给我 I begged her for it. You know what? She didn't get it for me.
-是个悲伤的故事 -对 有时候生活就是很糟糕 - It's a sad story. - Yeah, sometimes life sucks.
这和你的马不一样 This isn't a pony situation.
我主管觉得我帮不了别人 My-my supervisor doesn't think I can help anyone
只能帮跨性别客户 这太郁闷了 except trans clients, and it's fucking demoralizing.
-这不叫郁闷 -就是 - That's not demoralizing. - Yeah, it is.
今天有个白人女 想把我从椅子上抱起来 No. A white lady tried to lift me up from my chair today.
-什么 -她觉得可以像婴儿一样抱着我 - Wait. What? - She thought it would be okay to hold me like a baby.
我们好烂啊 We're the worst.
-天啊 -拜托 - Goddamn it. - Please.
我总是会遇到这种破事 Shit like that happens to me all the time.
总要教别人做个体面人 这样真的很烦 I'm just really tired of teaching everyone how to be decent fucking humans.
-这就像... -人都很傻 - You know, it's... - Look, people are dumb.
也看不穿你的想法 They can't read your mind.
你想要别的东西 就说出来嘛 So use your damn voice if you want something different.
说真的 我很同情你要帮助跨性别孩子 And seriously, I am sorry you have to help trans kids.
听着就觉得很难 It must be a real burden.
得了吧你 滚远点 All right. Fuck off.
-你真是圣徒和殉道者 -你真烦人 - You're a saint and a martyr. - You're a pain in the ass.
吃你们的披萨吧 All right? Eat the pizza I brought.
我代表全体白人女性 I do just want to say, on behalf of all white women,
向你们... 道个歉 I apologize... to both of you.
-谢了 -谢谢 - Thanks. - Thanks.
我第一次见到她的作品 So the first time that I saw her work was
是在巴德大学毕业展上 her senior thesis show at Bard.
真是太不可思议了 And it was fucking unbelievable.
要知道 那时候 And you have to remember, back then,
主流艺术家的作品从来不涉及种族 nobody in the mainstream was making art about race
压迫和性暴力 and oppression and sexual violence.
太震撼了 It was incredibly powerful.
你和她合作过吗 So did you ever work with her?
天啊 没有 我... My God, no. When I...
90年代 我第一次开美术馆时 When I the opened my first gallery back in the '90s,
她已经声名远扬了 she was already a superstar.
我根本够不到她 She was way out of my league.
后来 业内就盛传 And then, of course, she was given this reputation
她很难相处 as being a difficult artist.
难相处 是委婉地说她是女性吧 Difficult being a euphemism for female.
-还是黑人 -当然 - And Black. - Of course.
之后 在2000年 And then, in 2000,
她在时代周刊上开了专栏 she published an op-ed in The New York Times
说艺术世界是 calling the art world
"公开大搞种族歧视 有组织地反对黑人" "openly racist and systematically anti-Black."
然后呢 What-what happened?
她急流勇退 She disappeared.
不再创作 也不在公众场合露面 She stopped working and stopped showing.
-直到现在 -直到现在 - Until now. - Until now.
到现在 现在 Until now. Until now.
-你想回去吗 -回去吧 - You want to go back? - Let's fucking go back.
-走吧 -走 - Yes! Come on. - Go, go, go.
你和娜特是两年半前在同性恋中心认识的吗 So you and Nat met at the LGBT Center two and a half years ago?
是的 我们彻夜畅谈 Yes, and, you know, we talked all night.
基本上是我讲故事 她在笑 I mean, mostly, she was just laughing at my stories, but
但她的笑... 完全... 融化了我 her laugh, though... it just... I don't know. It melted me.
真是令人羡慕 我前任说她喜欢我 That's very endearing, 'cause my ex told me she loved
是因为派对上只有我一个人胖乎乎 that I was the only guy at the party with a dad body.
那你还和她约会 And you dated her anyway?
我这人很会放低身段 I had really low self-esteem.
反正我不知道 Yeah, anyway, I don't know.
她说只有我才让她笑成那样 She said no one ever made her laugh like that,
我也很喜欢 所以我第二天约她出来... and I really liked that, so I asked her out the next day, and...
从那时起我们就在一起了 We've been together ever since.
那你们和吉吉的关系又是怎么开始的 So, why'd you guys open a relationship up with Gigi?
是因为... 龙舌兰 I think it was... tequila.
不 不对 不对 Yeah. No. No, no, no.
是伏特加 It was vodka.
-艾丽丝 别呀 -什么 - Alice. Come on. - What?
你得说得再深入一点 You got to give me more than that.
你想要那种深刻的回答 我不... 就... What? You want some big, deep answer. I don't... It...
就很自然而然 That's what it was.
她的前妻很美 我们很有激情 再加上... She has a hot ex-wife, we had chemistry, and...
伏特加 vodka.
我不知道我能不能这样 See, I don't know if I could do that.
也可能你们比我要高级得多吧 You know, maybe it's because you guys are way more evolved than I am,
我和一个女人在一起 眼里就只有她 but when I'm with a woman, I only see her, you know?
是 Yeah. Yeah.
所以... 吉吉 Okay, so, Gigi.
这段关系为什么又结束了呢 Why did you guys end that relationship?
她们是前妻 Well, they're ex-wives.
所以就很复杂 So that was complicated.
你知道吗 But you know what?
娜特和我... 又回到了开放式关系 Nat and I... we are back into the open thing.
-主要是娜特 -你... - Yeah. Well, Nat is. - You...
她进入开放式关系 我乐于接受 It's more her thing, but I'm along for the ride.
等等 她... 在约别人 Wait. So she's... she's dating?
对 就一个 Yeah. Well, one person.
你见过吗 And you've met her?
见过一面 Like, briefly. Yeah.
换做是我 肯定接受不了 Yeah, that's gonna be a no from me, dawg.
你懂我的意思吧 根本不可能 You know what I mean? There's no way.
只要见过这个人 After seeing the person,
我就只会想象他们做爱 在咖啡厅里约会 all I would do is picture them having sex, going on coffee dates,
共进早餐 eating breakfast together.
早饭后再来一次 Fucking after breakfast together.
-或者... -剪刀式 - Or... - Pumpkin-patching.
我... 说得太过了 抱歉 I've... said way too much. I'm sorry.
这... 我... 今天... 就这样吧 It's... I-I just... Let's... today.
我... Yeah. I'm...
写作和头脑风暴有点累了 好吗 With the writing and the brainstorming. Is that okay?
当然 It's totally fine.
-抱歉 我多嘴了 -没事 - I'm s-I'm sorry. I got a big mouth. I'm sorry.- Okay. Yeah.
没事 No, it's fine.
-我能问你个问题吗 -说吧 - Can I ask you a question? - Yeah.
你愿意晚点继续吗 Would you be up for doing this maybe later?
比如晚饭 Perhaps dinner?
今晚 Tonight?
可以 Yes.
好 好 Yeah. Yeah.
真的吗 Really? For real?
-当然 -好 - Yeah. - Okay.
我叫助理给你发有件 I'm gonna have my assistant, you know, email.
我很期待你的邮件 Yeah, yeah. I'll-I'll be looking for the email.
好 Okay.
你怎么回来了 What are you doing here?
回来换个衣服 I came home to change.
你现在不该在戏剧社吗 Wait, aren't you supposed to be in drama club?
活动结束得早 It let out early.
你这是什么 What have you got here?
我做了网上基因检测 Okay. I did that DNA website thing.
-我... -蒂娜和我明确说过 不要去网上查基因 And I... Mama T and I specifically told you not to do the DNA website thing.
我知道 I know.
我有个同父异母的妹妹 But I have a half sister.
-你没有妹妹 -然后... - Okay, you don't have a sister. - And...
-你没有 -我有 - You don't have a sister. - I do.
-说了你没有 -我想去见见她 - No, you don't. - And I'm supposed to meet her.
-你已经说好要去见她了 -对 - You made plans to meet her? - Yes, I did.
还瞒着我 Behind my back.
安吉莉卡 我最担心的就是你的安全 Angelica, my number-one concern is for your safety.
我们不知道这个女孩是谁 Okay, we don't know who this young girl is.
-这不是我想说的 -她还不一定是个女孩 - That's not what I'm saying. - Or even if it is a young girl.
网上的东西 谁他妈说得清楚 I mean, it's the fucking Internet, for fuck's sake.
行 Fine.
-安吉... -我的天啊 - Angie... - Dear-dear God!
-靠 -我也很高兴见到你 - Shit. - Nice to see you, too.
-你来了 -他们没有覆盆子味的 - Yeah. Hi. - They didn't have raspberry,
所以我买了草莓味 so I subbed for strawberry.
对不起 我现在有点事 I'm sorry. I'm just in the middle of something.
-是安吉的事 -怎么了 - I-it's Angie. - What-what happened?
-她还好吗 -她背着我 - Is she okay? - She went behind my back
上了个什么破基因检测网查捐赠人 and she went on some fucking DNA website to find the identity of her donor.
天啊 Okay.
你很难接受吗 Is that a huge problem for you?
娜特和我... 没有对孩子隐瞒他们的捐赠人 Nat and I... we're open with the kids about their donor.
好吧 这不一样 Okay, well, this is different. All right?
安吉的捐赠人不是在精子库里找的 We didn't find Angie's donor at a sperm bank.
他是我们认识的艺术家 He was an artist that we knew,
我们也答应过他 不会泄露他的信息 and we promised him that he would be able to stay anonymous.
我真的... 不知道该怎么办了 I really... I don't know what to do right now.
也许我可以帮忙 Maybe I can help.
我们的孩子是娜特怀的 不是我 Nat carried our kids. I didn't.
就像你一样 Just like you didn't.
如果你觉得紧张 我也能理解 So I can understand if you feel threatened.
-就像... -我来吧 - Like, maybe... - I got it.
好吧 也许你会感觉 Okay. Maybe you feel like, I don't know,
-你作为母亲的地位会动摇 -天啊 不是 - it diminishes your role as a mom. - God, no.
-不是这样的... -好吧 可能是我代入了自己 - That's not it. That's not it. I... - Okay. Maybe I'm projecting.
-大概是的 -可这是我的经验 - Yeah, maybe you are. - But that was my experience.
我有时会害怕 我的孩子不再属于我 I just get scared sometimes that my kids aren't really mine.
但孩子当然是我的 只是... 有点吓人 But of course they're mine. It's just... threatening.
不 不是这样 我没有感觉害怕 No. Well, that's not it. I don't feel threatened.
妈 谁来了 Mom, who's here?
没谁 No one!
昨天我还是你女朋友 今天就谁也不是了 So, yesterday, I was your girlfriend, and today I'm no one?
天啊 我不是这个意思 Jesus. That's not what I meant.
我只是觉得... All I meant was it-it is...
现在不是见她的好时机 It's really not a good time to meet her.
是吗 你是这个意思 Really? That's all you meant?
我感觉还有别的意思 'Cause that felt like a lot more.
好吧 我现在没法解析你的感受 Okay, I can't deconstruct your feelings right now.
我从没让你解析我的任何事情 I've never asked you to deconstruct anything of mine,
-更别说我的感受了 -好吧 - let alone my feelings. - Okay.
祝你愉快 You have a great day.
是我 能打给我吗 It's me. Can you call me?
收到留言之后 能尽快打给我吗 Can you call me as soon as you get this?
安吉 Angie?
在 Yeah.
我带你去见她 I'll take you to meet her.
什么 What?
我带你去见你妹妹 I'll take you to meet your half sister.
真的吗 Really?
-对不起 -对不起 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
治疗室3
好了 我们下周四见 All right, I'll see you next Thursday.
治疗室3
非常高兴能认识你 It was nice to meet you.
生活愉快 Have a good day.
与华金进展如何 How'd it go with, Joaquin?
很顺利 事实上我们的对话很有成效 It went well. We had a really productive session, actually.
那太好了 上帝保佑你 That's so great. God bless you.
我问了他 You know, I just actually asked him
有没有坦率地跟父母谈过 if he'd ever flat-out talked to his parents
去做化学变性的问题 about making a chemical transition,
我看到了他眼中的光 and I watched this light go on in his eyes
那时他发现他在我们自己想要什么 when he realized that he asked us for what he wants.
我就喜欢这种觉悟 I live for those realizations.
真是难以想象的感觉 It was an incredible feeling.
这些孩子人生重要的转折点 It's going to be life-changing for these kids
就是有个像你这样理解他们经历的跨性别治疗师 to have a trans therapist like you to know their experiences.
说到这个 能在这里工作我真的很高兴 About that, like, I'm-I'm really happy to be working here,
能和华金这样的客户交流 and-and to be working with clients like Joaquin.
我知道你肯定适合这里 I knew it would be a great match.
可我的客户 Yeah, it's just, my client list
好像全是跨性别客户 seems to be exclusively trans clients.
我... 我很抱歉 Right. I am... I'm so sorry.
天哪 我... 真古板 God, I feel... old.
还很笨 我简直又老又笨 And dumb. I feel old and dumb.
-很抱歉 -我明白 - And so sorry. - I get it.
我知道你的考量 I know your intention.
这很难办 但我有能力应对 It's tricky. You know, I'm-I'm capable of
每种类型的顾客 dealing with all sorts of clients.
-我只是... 不想被定性 -好吧 - You know, I just... I don't want to be pigeonholed. - Right.
我不是这个目的 That was not my intention at all.
我只是以为... 我怎么以为不重要 I-I just thought... It doesn't even matter what I thought.
给我一个周末 我会扩宽你的候选名单 Just give me the weekend, and I will diversify your roster.
那就太好了 That would be great.
-谢谢你 -不 谢谢你能告诉我 - Thank you. - No, thank you for telling me that.
你好 琳达 Hi, Linda.
-那就是... -3月19日 - I take it that's... - March 19. Yeah.
让她看到自己的蛋糕 否则就等她发火吧 Let her see her own cake or face the wrath.
可怕的蛋糕 That damn cake.
-你好 -你好啊 - Hey. - Hey, Lady.
你爸没跟你一起吗 Your dad's not with you?
没 但你的问候会让他非常开心 No. But he'll be thrilled you asked for him.
办公室真不错 Nice office.
谢谢你... 恭喜 Thank you. And... congratulations.
这... 完全不是我计划中的生活 I mean... it's definitely not the life I was planning, you know.
你的事 我听贝特说了 Yeah. Bette told me what happened.
要不我带你在新家附近转转吧 Why don't you let me show you around your new neighborhood.
你不用这么做 No, you really don't have to do that.
等我发完邮件... 接下来都陪你 Just gonna finish this email... and I'm all yours.
你别误会 Don't take this the wrong way,
但你看起来很需要出去玩一晚 but you look like you could use a night out.
这么明显 That obvious?
是 Yeah.
以前的呢 You got old ones?
钥匙 Keys.
对 Yeah.
你完全可以... 都扔了 Well, you're more than welcome to... throw them out.
怎么回事 What the fuck?
搬家的人带走了丹妮的东西 Well, movers came for Dani's stuff.
她都带走了 She took everything.
我把周围的东西移了移 Yeah, I tried to move some stuff around,
想维持这里的风水 maintain the feng shui in here.
没剩什么东西了 所以... Didn't have a ton to work with, so...
我连放钥匙的地方都没了 I don't even have a place to put my keys.
是 但我可以解决 那个很简单 Right, I-I can fix that, though. That's an easy one.
连沙发也没了 And the goddamn sofa is missing!
是 沙发 显然没了 Right, yeah, the sofa. Obvious void.
但还可以买新的 But we can get a new sofa.
放了一天的披萨吃吗 You want some day-old pizza?
吃 Yeah.
-会没事的 -应该吧 - Yeah. It's gonna be fine. - Okay.
-别直接看向前面... -天啊 - So, maybe don't look directly in front of you... - My God.
真的吗 桌子也搬 Really? The table?
那张桌子... 没人喜欢它 The table, though... Everybody hated that table.
还有小植物 我喜欢那张桌子 And the tiny plants? I liked that table.
好吧 Okay.
至少还有披萨 We got pizza, though.
-好吧 -还是有好事的 - All right. - There's an upside.
能把那瓶红椒酱递给我吗 Okay, can you pass me the red pepper, please?
她带走了 She took the red pepper.
-你开玩笑吧 -没有 - You're fucking kidding. - No.
-真的吗 -是 - Really? - Yeah.
我的天 Jesus Christ.
这就是我的生活 糟糕透顶 This is my life. This is my fucking life.
除了你 什么都没了 Empty, except for you.
你没必要这样跟我说话 You know, you don't have to talk to me like that.
哪样 Like what?
把我当混蛋 Like I'm an asshole.
你不是吗 You kind of are.
-我确实是犯了错 -行 - I made a mistake. - All right.
你这说得有点太轻了吧 Okay, now you're just underselling it.
是吗 你犯了个错 Really? You made a mistake?
我以为我是在解救你 I thought I was saving you, dude.
确实 You did.
你说什么 Excuse me?
没什么 Nothing.
-什么 -你刚说什么 - What? - What did you just say?
-什么都没说 -不 不 不 - Nothing. What? - No, no, no, no, no.
-真的没说 -你绝对说了 - No. Nothing. - You said something.
-我什么都没说 -不 我听到了 - I didn't say anything. - No, I heard it.
-你说了什么 -我一个字都没说 - What did you say? - I didn't say anything at all.
-你说了什么 告诉我 -行 你救了我 - What did you say? Tell me. - Okay, fine! You saved me, okay?
你确实解救了我 You fucking saved me.
行 所以你是在说好话 只是语气很冲 Okay, so you're saying something nice, but in a mean way.
是 Yeah.
把我搞糊涂了 It's confusing.
我也被搞糊涂了 Well, I'm confused.
你... 你能原谅我吗 Okay, wha... Will you just forgive me?
求你了 Please.
我不知道怎么原谅 I don't know how.
是 我不该伸手 也不该碰你 Okay, yeah, the hand was too much, the touching was too far.
我承认 我有错的时候会承认 I-I admit it. I can admit when I'm wrong here.
这是哪儿 Where are we?
-马上就知道了 -你该不会 - You'll see. - You're not gonna try to,
-要在这儿杀了我吧 -不 - like, murder me out here? - No.
因为我从没想过这样出门 Because really, I ain't trying to go out like that.
不是 我只是想感谢你 No, God, I'm just trying to thank you. Okay?
谢什么 For what?
今天我跟娜特说了 她也听到了我的话 I stood up to Nat today, and, she really heard me.
是我让你这么做的吗 Did I tell you to do that?
对 你吼我 说我还像个孩子 Yeah. Yeah, you actually kind of yelled at me for being a baby.
这听着确实像我 Yeah, that sounds more like me.
所以 我就... 想给你点别人给不了你的东西 Yeah, so, I just... I wanted to get you something that no one else has.
什么 What?
-这是什么 -托妮 - What the fuck is that? - That's Toni.
是匹小马 就是马 She's a pony. I mean, she's a horse,
但今晚可以当它是小马 but we can call her a pony tonight.
我知道你妈妈没买给你 所以... You know, I know your mom never came through, so...
天啊 当时我只是想表达 My God, I was just trying to make a point
人生有时很艰难 天啊 that sometimes life is hard, fuck!
抱歉 Man, I'm sorry.
我只是觉得 小马 马... Look, I-I just thought, you know, pony, horse...
不 没事 谢谢你 No, it's okay. Thank you.
早知道 我就该给你讲 我想要劳力士却得不到的故事 I mean, honestly, I really should have told you the story about wanting a Rolex.
-对 -但是 谢谢你 - Right. Yeah. - But thank you.
谢谢你认为我能骑上它 And thanks for assuming I could ride it.
对 所以你... 你要试试吗 Yeah. So, you gonna... you gonna do it?
托妮 来玩一场吧 宝贝 Well, Toni, I mean, let's do this, girl.
你手机带了吗 All right, do you have your phone?
带了 Yes, I have my phone.
-充满电了吗 -满了 - And it's charged? - And it's charged.
不用进来了 Well, please don't come in.
我没事的 I'll be fine.
这... 不然也太尴尬了 It's... I just... I'll just die.
我得确认跟你见面的不是个恋童癖 I mean, I need to see that you're not meeting a pedophile.
我明白 但你能从外面确认吗 I hear that, but can you just check from outside?
你可能会想让我进去 I think you're gonna want me in there.
我今天很好看 I look pretty cute today.
-图案叠穿 很潮 -去教会的也这么穿 - Pattern on pattern is in. - Says the church lady.
行吧 Okay.
安吉拉 如果你有任何需要 Angela, blink twice or scream at the top of your lungs,
眨眼两次或者大声喊我们 whatever, in case you need anything.
谢谢 Thank you.
我们 我们就等在这里 We'll be, we'll be right here.
-好 我爱你 -我爱你 - Okay. I love you. - I love you.
好了 好了 Okay. Okay.
-你能行的 去吧 -我们就在这儿 - You got this. Go. - We're right here.
-我们都在 -嗯 - We're right here. - Yeah.
你是凯拉 对吧 You're Kayla, right?
-对 -我是安吉 - Yeah. - I'm Angie.
-有点尴尬 -确实 - Is this weird? - This is weird.
-我能... 坐下吗 -坐吧 - Can I... Can I sit? - Yeah, sit, sit.
-抱歉 -没事 -Sorry, - No, it's okay.
-谢谢你来... 见我 -没事 -Thanks for meeting... me. - Yeah.
那是我的家人 她们有点紧张 Hi. That's my family. They're kind of nervous.
-你还好吗 -还行 - You okay? - Yeah.
我应该在她包里偷偷藏个 I should have just concealed a listening device
-录音笔什么的 -确实 - in her bag or something. - We could have.
她是个聪明孩子 她没事的 She's a smart kid. She's gonna be fine.
安吉知道谁是她的家人 Angie knows who her family is.
-你知道的 -谢谢你 - You know that. - Thank you.
真的很感谢你们都能过来 I really appreciate you both being here.
-不然我们要去哪儿 -当然 - Where else would we be? - Of course.
真希望蒂娜在这里 I wish Tina were here.
是啊 Yeah.
这件事她的反应特别平静优雅 Of course, she's handling this whole thing with total grace
不像我 还对吉吉发火 while I'm biting Gigi's head off,
她明明提了非常合理的建议 you know, for offering very reasonable advice.
娜特还想继续和玛丽莎上床 所以 Well, Nat wants to keep fucking Marissa, so, I mean,
可能会更糟 it could be worse.
你可以阻止这些事 艾丽丝 You can shut all of that down, Al.
我不行 Actually, I can't.
对她来说 这事也不能就那么过去 It's not like it's something that's just gonna go away for her.
就算不是玛丽莎 也会是别人 I mean, if it's not Marissa, it's gonna be someone. You know?
她们是不是还挺像的 Do you think they look alike?
-确实 -绝对是 - Yeah, I kinda do. - Definitely.
太美了 This is so beautiful.
你还好吗 You okay back there?
我还行 Yeah. Yeah, no, I'm-I'm good.
你... 开心吗 Are you... you glad you came?
真庆幸我来了 I am so glad I came.
那我们下次再来 We should do this again sometime.
好 下次再来 Yeah, let's do this again sometime.
今晚有私人活动 不营业了 We're closed tonight for a private event.
开始吧 Let's do this.
好 这是我出的部分 All right, here's my end.
进来吧 Come in.
她在酒吧那头 She's at the end of the bar.
她叫泰丝 把钱给她 Her name is Tess. Give her your money.
非常感谢 Thank you so much.
-泰丝 谢谢你 干杯 -干杯 - Tess, thank you. Cheers. - Cheers.
我把这些拿到后面去 I'm gonna go take these into the back.
你给了她一拳 You punched her?
是 I did.
天 真不错 My, good for you.
这是不花钱就能看的吗 I would have paid money to see that.
不过现在 我和朋友的关系 Yeah, except now things are pretty awkward
就有点尴尬了 with me and my friends.
至少你爸还站在你这边 Well, at least you have your dad on your side.
他以前不这样 He wasn't always.
是最近情况才有所好转 But things have gotten better recently.
但这... 也让我觉得事情变得更糟了 Which, which makes me think that something's gotten worse.
为什么这么说 Okay, why? Say more.
我觉得... 我爸可能病了 I think... I think my-my dad might be sick.
-什么 你为什么会这么想 -我也不知道 - What? Why would you think that? - I don't know.
我知道这话听着很蠢 但他对我太好了 I know this sounds crazy, but he's been, like, too nice to me.
可能是因为他爱你 知道你很受伤 Maybe he loves you, and he knows you're hurting.
他其实不怎么喜欢我前任 Yeah, well, he wasn't the biggest fan of my ex.
我本以为他会幸灾乐祸 但… I would have expected him to gloat, but...
你和家里人关系好吗 Are you close with your family?
说来好笑 小时候 我爸是我最好的朋友 It's funny, my dad was my best friend growing up,
但我出柜后 他就不理解我了 but when I came out, he just stopped understanding me.
我妈很了不起 是个狠角色 But my mom was terrific. She's a hard-ass.
也是那种被惹火绝对要打回来的人 She would definitely have punched someone, too.
我们现在比以往都要亲近 And we're closer than we've ever been.
我和兄弟们 关系时好时坏 但... And my brothers and I, we've had our ups and downs, but...
我们都一直互相关心 互相爱护 we've always loved the shit out of each other.
治愈我爸... 我曾经很生气 But yeah, my dad... I used to be so angry,
但现在我只是替他遗憾 but now I just feel sorry for him.
因为他错过了这一切 I mean, he's missing out on all of this.
那我能说什么呢 What can I say?
你有几个兄弟 How many brothers do you have?
-七个 除了我全是男孩 -七个兄弟 - Seven. All boys and me. - Seven brothers.
-和他们生活肯定一股味儿 -臭得要死 - That must have been so smelly. - Fucking smelly.
还一团乱 And hectic.
我夹在他们中间 所以童年都是做不完的家务 I was right in the middle, so my childhood was just one long chore wheel.
但是... 他们教我打架 But... they taught me how to fight,
为我挺身而出 and they always stood up for me.
而且总是有人陪着我 And there was always someone around,
特别是我遇到困难的时候 especially when things were hard.
但你像是那种肩上担子很沉的人 But it sounds like you had to shoulder a lot on your own.
我确实是 Yeah. Yeah, I have.
特别是我妈妈去世后 Especially since my mom died.
家里安静得可怕 It was just so quiet.
我就会去朋友家里玩 在那里过夜 I would actually go over to friends' houses and sleep over there
这样醒来就能和他们的父母一起吃早餐 just to wake up and eat breakfast with their parents.
就喜欢热闹一点 You know, just to be around people.
-再来点酒吗 -一点就好 - Maybe more wine? - A little more.
谢谢 Thank you.
老天啊 Jesus Christ.
好吧 那我... 能加入你们吗 Okay. Okay. Can I... Can I join you?
抱歉 我知道这不是约会 Sorry. I know this isn't a date,
但这样能最快摆脱他们 but it's the fastest way to get rid of them.
是啊 确实够快的 Yeah. Yeah, that-that was fast.
我真的... 为你和贝特感到高兴 You know, I'm really... I'm really happy for you and Bette.
她很了不起 She is an amazing woman,
我很高兴 她能找到这么善良有趣的人... and I am glad that she found someone who is kind and funny and just...
抱歉 我说错话了吗 Sorry, did I say something wrong?
没有的事 只是... No, not at all, it's just...
我不确定 我和她会不会有结果 I'm just not sure it's gonna work out with us.
靠 Shit.
不好意思 我不该说那些的 Sorry, I shouldn't have said anything.
算了 No, forget it.
我想多了解你一些 I want to know more about you.
我弃牌 I'm out.
-你还好吗 -我没事 - You okay? - Yeah.
你在骗我吗 Are you lying to me?
没有 我真没事 No. I'm good.
我再来杯马提尼 I'll take another martini.
-没问题 -谢谢 - You got it. - Thanks.
这儿真是好莱坞 This place is Hollywood, y'all.
真的 太完美了 Straight up, which is crazy.
在墨西哥餐厅吃工作晚餐 I mean, a work dinner at a Mexican place
作为英语文学专业的人 when you're an English Lit major.
-肯定想不到 -那你会想什么 - You don't picture this. - What do you picture?
债务 Debt.
我发现你身上有很有趣的事... So, something I find very interesting about you...
我们可以谈也可以不谈 We can talk about or not talk about.
你是个双性恋 对吗 You are a bisexual person. Right?
-对 -好的 - Yeah. - Yeah. Okay.
-那你呢 -我吗 不 - What about you? - Me? No.
我... 我年轻的时候踢过足球 You know, I... I did play soccer when I was younger,
球队里有很多体贴的男人 and there were a lot of thoughtful men.
但是信不信由你 我是百分之百的异性恋 But no, I am, believe it or not, a hundred percent hetero.
我以前足球队的兄弟 Actually, one of my old soccer mates
跟我的前女友订婚了 is engaged to marry my ex-girlfriend.
我还要做他的伴郎 I'm gonna be the best man at their wedding.
我会和我哥们站在圣坛边 I'll be at the altar with my buddy
看着她走下红毯 走向他 而不是我 watching her walk down the aisle to him, and not me.
我有一分替他们高兴 九分嫉妒他们 I'm ten percent happy for them, 90 percent jealous,
我相信你也能理解 which I'm sure you can understand,
鉴于你们的情况和约定 given your circumstance and arrangement.
我才不嫉妒 I'm not jealous.
娜特爱我 Nat loves me.
她不爱玛丽莎 Nat doesn't love Marissa.
她只想和她上床 She just, you know, wants to fuck her.
好吧 这对我来说就很难 Well, that would be difficult for me.
我... 我很难把性和情感分开 I... I have a hard time disconnecting sex and emotion.
要做也行 I mean, I can do it,
但很难 比男人嘴上说的要难多了 but it's hard; I mean, it's way harder than guys let on, you know?
-是吧 -是 - Yeah. - Yeah.
我觉得跟自信心有关 I think it's a confidence thing, though.
我的前女友... 她叫米拉 My ex-girlfriend... Her name is Meera.
-就叫这名字 -米拉 - That's her name. Yeah. - Meera?
很漂亮... 是 简直了... Piece of work... yeah, that'd be fucked up...
我非常嫉妒 like, I'd be just so jealous.
因为如果是我 我得看到... 'Cause if it were me, and I had to see it...
实际上 matter of fact, matter of fact,
我也不知道该怎么处理这些破事 I don't know how I would be able to handle that shit.
你是觉得她的笑话比我的笑话有意思吗 You gonna to laugh at her jokes and not my jokes?
我可能需要... I might, I might need to...
我感觉有点... 行了 I might, I feel a little... Yeah.
- 我得... 我不能走那边... -艾丽丝 等等 - I got to... I can't go that way... - Alice, wait!
艾丽丝 艾丽丝 Alice. Alice! Alice!
别进去 这里是厨房 No, no, no, no, no, no! This is the kitchen!
你不该进来的 You're not supposed to be in here, girl!
-汤姆 汤姆 -我来了 - Tom! Tom! - I'm coming!
我能把她弄出去 I'm gonna get that mole to go, I think.
-汤姆 -我在呢 就在你旁边 - Tom. - Yeah, I'm I'm here. I'm with you!
靠 Shit.
妈的 Shit.
-操 -你还好吗 - Fuck. - You okay?
艾丽丝 艾丽丝 Alice. Alice?
是因为焗烤起司吗 Was it the queso fundido?
有时候焗烤起司是不怎么好吃 'Cause sometimes ain't nothing fun about that dido.
娜特也在这儿约会 Nat's here with her date.
真是可怕的巧合 What a horrible coincidence.
汤姆 Tom.
-是你安排的 -我... - You totally set this up. - I...
天啊 都是你安排的 Holy cow. You totally set this up!
所以我们才坐在厨房旁边 That's why we were sitting by the kitchen.
我得看着 I had to see it.
我得看看她们 才能感受到 I had to see them, okay? In order to feel it.
感受到什么 In order to feel what?
不是... Well, well, it wasn't...
-不是嫉妒 -好 - It's not jealousy, okay? - Okay.
-你就别... 不是... -我不会说你嫉妒 - So don't try to... it's not... - I'm not gonna say it's jealousy,
希望你是生气 but I hope you're pissed.
换做是我 早气坏了 'Cause I'd be pissed the fuck off.
想知道是什么感觉吗 You want to know what it feels like?
-想 -感觉像有个人 - Yeah. - It feels like someone took a,
拿着把生锈的刀 like, a rusty knife,
-捅在我心上 然后还 -妈呀 - and they just jabbed it in my heart and they just, - Shit.
-往下一划刀 -天啊 - Like, slicing it down, okay? - God!
把我的内脏往外掏 And then they're just taking my insides out.
-就这样... -行了 - And they're just, like... - Shit!
好了别说了 不是因为你 Stop, stop, stop. And that's not you.
是垃圾的味道 再加上这个画面 It's the smell of the trash, and that image was way more
-太血腥了 -对不起 我... - visceral than I expected. No! - I'm sorry, I just...
不 没事 你别担心 Don't, don't, don't, don't worry about it.
写进书里吧 Let's put it in the book, though.
我没想到看到她们 会让我这么伤心 I didn't, I didn't think seeing them was gonna hurt this bad.
就... And, it's...
天啊 God.
完了 It's over.
完蛋了 对不对 It's over, isn't it?
对不起 I'm sorry.
操 我没拿包 还有... Fuck. I left my purse. I left my...
我不能进去 不能再看到她们 I can't go in there. I can't see them.
没事 我去拿 我马上回来 等我 Don't worry, I'll go get it. I'll be right back. Stay here.
好 Okay.
-门锁了 锁了 -妈的 - It's locked. It's locked. - Fuck me!
-没事 -干 - No. - Fuck.
不敢相信 我都快输了 Couldn't believe it. I was down,
结果来了个8到J的顺子 就这样了 and then I came back with that jack-high straight and it was over.
这牌就是这么容易让人上瘾啊 It is a trip how this game gets in your head, don't you think?
是啊 Sure.
-怎么了 -没事 - What's wrong? - Nothing.
泰丝 怎么了 Tess, what happened?
告诉我 Come on, talk to me.
之前那个男的 That guy, from earlier.
跟着我到了办公室 把手放在我身上 He followed me to the office and he put his hands on me.
我笑了 因为一般都会教我们这样 And I laughed, because that's what we're taught to do.
我就一直等着他摸腻了... And I just waited for him to get tired, and...
受不了我一直不答应 sick of me not saying yes,
最后他终于走了 就是这样 and he did, eventually, and he left and that's it.
没什么事 Nothing happened.
你要干什么 What are you doing?
我要查他的住址 Well, I'm gonna figure out where he lives.
-别 所以我刚刚才不想告诉你 -我好去宰了他 - No. Look, that's why I didn't tell you. - So I can go and fucking kill him.
我不希望你有这种反应 I don't want you to do anything like that, okay?
你怎么受得了这种事 How do you work this fucking thing?
-你听我说好不好 -好 -Will you just listen to me, please? - Okay.
-我处理好了 -怎么处理的 - I took care of it. - How?
我拿了抽成 I took a rake.
很好 什么叫抽成 All right, great. What's a rake?
台面注额的一部分 几个百分点 A portion of the winning pot, like, a small percentage.
不合法但也算约定俗成 It's illegal, but it's actually customary.
如果有人赢得太多 或牌品太差 If a player's winning too much or if they're a prick,
今天这人就占了这两种情况 and, in this case, both those things are true.
拿了多少 How much?
四千... 你两千 我两千 Four grand... Two for you, two for me.
对不起 Look, I'm sorry, okay?
就这么一次 以后不会了 It was a one-time thing. It will never happen again.
我不想让我们的牌局受影响 I didn't mean to jeopardize the game.
拜托别生我的气 Please don't be mad at me.
真的对不起 Okay, I'm sorry.
我反而希望你多拿点 I kind of wish you took more.
我... 你没事就好 I'm... I'm just glad you're okay.
你确定没事吧 You are okay, right?
是 Yeah.
好 Good.
谢谢 Thanks.
我以为你肯定早睡了 I thought for sure you'd be asleep.
不 我没睡 No. Not asleep.
都好吧 Is everything okay?
孩子都睡了吧 Did the kids go down okay?
我回来的时候他们就睡了 Yeah, they were asleep when I got here.
保姆也睡了 So was the babysitter.
她又穿了你的毛衣 She had your sweater on again.
好 我跟她说了 如果冷可以穿 Well, yeah, I told her she could wear it if she got cold.
还穿了你的牛仔裤 不过这个你们俩商量吧 She had your jeans on, too, but I'll let you two work that out.
娜特... Nat...
怎么了 What?
我做不到 I can't do it.
好 那我们不这样了 Okay, we don't have to.
不用这样子 We don't have to.
我不想改变你 真的 Look, I don't want to change you, I don't.
我也... 做不到 And I... I can't.
我爱你 艾丽丝 I love you, Alice.
我知道 I know.
我们还在一起 I mean, it's me and you.
你应该找个能陪你这样的人 You deserve someone who can do this with you.
不 No.
艾丽丝 相信我 我想要的不是那样 No, Alice, believe me, that's not what I want.
-我想要你 -我要走了 - I w-want you. - I'm gonna go.
等等 走 艾... 等等 Wait. Wait, go? A... Wait.
-艾丽丝 什么意思 -会没事的 - Alice. What do you mean? - It's gonna be okay.
-我们可以想办法 -没关系 - We can figure this out. - It's gonna be okay.
我们可以想... 艾丽丝 We can figure this... Alice.
艾丽丝 你别走 Alice, please don't go.
艾丽丝 Alice.
七 八 九 十 Seven, eight, nine, ten.
没错 That's right.
皮帕·帕斯卡
皮帕·帕斯卡怎么了
她完全脱离了
艺术行业
她有种不可思议的
吸引力
她在托潘加的工作室
贝特·波特
好 Okay.
我有个阿姨 Okay, this is my auntie.
"哥娜... 开始的争吵 "Golnar... a fight in the beginning
也比最后的平和好" is better than peace at the end."
这... 这什么意思 Wh... What does that even mean?
我也不知道 I have no idea.
等等 Wait.
"哥娜" "Golnar"?
是我没错 That's me, baby.
"吉吉"是我妈编的名字 "Gigi" is just a nickname my mom invented
方便我小学那些"蠢美国人"叫我 for "stupid Americans" in grade school.
是我名字的缩写... 哥娜·格邦尼 It's my initials... Golnar Ghorbani.
吉吉 G.G.
他们不会念哥娜吗 They couldn't just say Golnar?
不会 太难了 No, too hard.
我们年级有三个哥娜 There were three Golnars in my grade.
-三个 -三个 - Th-ree? - Th-ree.
都开着奔驰 穿着普拉达 They all drove Mercedes and wore Prada.
这种"高级货"就是我非常... See, that's the part of "Tehrangeles" that I'm very...
我们太穷 体验不了的 that we were too poor to experience.
我今晚很开心 I had the best time tonight.
我也不知道为什么 And it really came out of nowhere.
再次谢谢你 做这么多 Thank you, again, for everything.
我也很高兴 Pleasure was all mine.
什么情况 The fuck is going on?
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