嗯 挺别致的 Yeah, it's, uh, quaint.
真的很热 It's really hot.
是的 Yeah.
刚刚遇到一些女士 Just had some lady
和我说个没完 talking my ear off the whole time.
你今天过得怎么样 How's your day?
哦 Oh.
好吧 Yeah. Uh-huh.
如果现在不方便 我稍后再给你打电话 If you're distracted I'll call you later.
我听着呢 I'm listening.
哦 天哪 我希望你们掉进湖里 Oh my God. I hope you guys fall in.
你不懂 You just don't know.
我告诉过你 当我见到朱迪法官时发生了什么 I told you what happened when I met Judge Judy.
这倒是真的 That's true.
唉 这些好莱坞情节 Oof, these Hollywood types.
加油 玛丽 Mary, come on!
朗达 Rhonda.
嗨 乔 Hey, Joe.
小心一点 Please be careful.
这是第二瓶了 That's two.
亲爱的 你能把盘子和杯子拿出去吗 他们在这 Honey, can you take the plates and the cups out? They're over here.
所有这些 拿好了 All of this. Take those, and...
- 如果你能一次拿完的话 这些也带上 - 嗯 - And these too, if you can get them all. - Mm-hmm.
我只要求她有点礼貌 All I ask is that she's polite.
你知道的 别像个电影明星一样一直戴着墨镜坐在那里 You know, not just sitting there with her big movie star sunglasses on.
高高在上的 Like, too good for everything.
如果她来了 我希望她参与进来 If she's here, I want her to participate.
我相信她会的 毕竟有这么好的天气 I'm sure she will. I mean, look at this beautiful day.
嘿等等 你要去哪 Hey, where you going?
呃 屋顶 Uh, the roof.
听着 我可不愿意给别的家长打电话说有人摔断了脖子 I'm not calling anybody's mother to say someone broke their neck and died.
我们会注意安全的 We'll be so safe.
- 走吧 - 查理 - Come on. - Charlie.
- 我们走 - 查理！ - Come on. - Charlie.
注意台阶 跟上 There's steps. Oh my God. Let's go.
替我注意着孩子们 好吗 Keep an eye on things for me, okay?
拜托 Honestly.
我觉得我们的热狗不太够了 I don't think we have enough hot dogs.
我看过她演的一部电影 I saw a movie she was in.
非常奇怪的一部 她在里面脱光了 A pretty weird one where she gets naked.
然后进行了… And does, like a...
血祭一样的仪式 我不太能理解 blood ritual. I couldn't really follow it.
你在哪里看的 Where'd you see it?
就在电视上 Just on TV.
好吧 我上网搜了“伊丽莎白·贝瑞 裸戏” All right, I looked up "Elizabeth Berry naked."
交给你了 I think that's you.
-你好 - 稍等一下 - Hi. - Just one little second.
很荣幸见到你 It's such a pleasure to meet you.
你真可爱 You are so sweet.
我们很高兴能招待你 We're so happy to have you.
-欢迎 -谢谢 - Welcome. - Thank you.
我还以为你会更高点高呢 你看起来 I thought you were taller. You look...
你在电视上看起来更高 但我们基本差不多高度 You look taller on television, but we're basically the same size.
基本一样 We're basically the same.
我非常感谢你这样做 太慷慨了 I can't thank you enough for doing this. It's so generous.
天哪 我也希望你把这个故事讲好 不是吗 My gosh, well, I want you to tell the story right, don't I?
那是我想达成的 我希望你能被看到和被了解 That's... That's all I want. I want you to feel seen and known.
那些是我的宠物狗 宙斯 和 荷兰人 Those are my dogs. That's Zeus, and that's Dutch.
还有 呃 忽略那个池子 And, uh, ignore that pool.
- 还在建设当中 -我想也是 - It's a work in progress. - Always.
对了 这是放在你大门口的 Oh. This was on your front steps.
乔 Joe!
你敢信吗 You're not gonna believe this.
-你好 见到你很高兴 -你好 - Hi. Nice to meet you. - Hi.
我去拿个垃圾袋 I'll get a garbage bag.
我的第六感告诉我… 我的天 我就知道 I have a sixth sense about these things. God, I knew it.
-什么东西 - 呃 这是一盒【Sh i】 - What is it? - Uh, it's a box of S-H-I-T.
我们已经很久没收到过了 但已经见怪不怪了 We haven't had one in a while but it's just par for the course.
别那么震惊 Don't look so shocked.
你们知道是谁送来的吗 Do you know who sent it?
一些不被我们欢迎的神经病 Some sicko who probably wasn't invited to any barbecues.
-来一点？ -当然 - You want? - Sure.
- 哦 索菲亚 我来帮你 -不用担心 - Oh, Sofia, let me help you with that. - Don't worry.
好吧 和在自己家一样 到处走走 和别人说说话 Okay, so make yourself at home, look around, talk to people,
做你需要做的事 然后享用一根热狗 do what you have to do, and get yourself a hot dog.
好 Great.
这里这里 Right here!
触地得分 Touchdown!
- 干得好 伙计 -查理 - Nice, dude. - Charlie!
好吧 好吧 Okay, okay, okay, okay.
- 我们支持你 - 我知道 只是…好吧 - Well, we'll just support you. - I know, just... Okay.
-嗨 - 哦 你好 - Hi. - Oh, hi.
你就是玛丽吧 You're Mary, aren't you?
是的 Yeah.
- 你是双胞胎之一吗 -是的 - You're one of the twins? - Yeah.
我的同胞兄弟就在附近 My brother's around here somewhere.
我们的姐姐去上大学了 Our older sister's at college.
嗨 Hi.
我以前从未见过任何上过电视的人 I've never met anyone who's on TV before.
你的父母 Well, your parents.
确实 但是 我的意思是…真正意义上 Yeah, but, like... for real.
你住在卡拉巴萨斯吗 Do you live in Calabasas?
不 No.
伙计 哟 看看这个 Dude, yo, look at this.
他们感情真好 不是吗 They're sweet, aren't they?
非常好 Very.
他们是我们社区中非常受欢迎的一对 They're a very beloved part of this community.
能看出来 I can see that.
所以 So...
你最喜欢格雷西的什么 What is it you love most about Gracie?
她总是知道自己想要什么 She always knows what she wants.
她从不感到抱歉 She's unapologetic.
我儿子已经离开家一段时间了 家里很安静 但是… My son's been out of the house for a while now and it's quiet, but...
我总是可以打电话给格雷西说 我们今天要去做什么 而且… I can always call up Gracie and say, "What are we doing today?" And...
她总会有事可做 there's always an answer.
真的感觉事情刚刚安定下来 然后… It really feels like things just settled down, and...
现在你们又在拍电影了 now y'all are making a movie.
这是… It's...
这是一个非常… It's a very...
复杂而…和充满人性的故事 complex and... and human story.
只是… Just...
友好一点 be kind.
圆眼 尖眸 Eyes round, pointy.
睁开时也像是闭着的 Closed when they're open.
粉红色口红 Pink lipstick.
微微噘着嘴 Slight pout.
像鸟一样 但很刚毅 Bird-like, but steely.
机械式的 Mechanical.
或者只是麻木 Or just removed.
获奖者是 伊丽莎白·贝瑞 The award goes to Elizabeth Berry!
我要感谢所有给我投票的人 I'd like to thank everyone who voted for me.
这意味着应该归功于你们 谢谢 谢谢 It means the most coming from you. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
干净 Clean.
新鲜 Fresh.
你 You.
洁净 Clean.
新鲜 Fresh.
你也可以 You.
洁净 Clean.
新鲜 Fresh.
你也可以 You.
你闻起来像木炭 You smell like charcoal.
烟味 Smoke.
什么？ Excuse me?
我们刚进行过烧烤 所以你闻到的是烟味 We have a gas grill, so you just must be smelling smoke.
是的 好吧 床单都沾上味道了 Yeah, well, it's stinking up the sheets.
你想让我去洗个澡吗 Do you want me to shower?
我想要的是让你在钻进来之前先洗个澡 What I want is for you to have showered before you get in.
还是一股烟味 Still smokey.
抱歉 Sorry.
好了吗 Okay?
好吧 Okay.
一切都很好 Everything's fine.
好吧 Okay.
*看起来就像…*
*就像它们想给我发信息一样*
*天哪 太有趣了*
*我还从来没见过虫卵能排列成这么直的一条线*
*对啊 太神奇了 不是吗*
你从绿植开始作为基底 You start with your greens as a base,
然后你选择你的主枝 and then you choose your focus flower.
-这朵怎么样 -你喜欢这个？ - How's that? - Like that?
-是的 -好的 - Yes. - Yes.
我不喜欢这部分 I don't like this part.
我的兄弟斯科特是海军少将 So, my brother, Scott, is a Rear Admiral in the Navy,
他说 秩序本身就是收获 and he says that order is its own reward.
- 太漂亮了 -是吗 - Well, that is so pretty. - Oh.
谢谢你 Thank you. Yeah.
你定好日期了吗 You set a date?
还没有 我们最近太忙了 No, we've been so busy.
感觉合适了我们会确定时间的 We'll figure it out down the line when it feels right.
嗯嗯 Mm-hmm.
明白了 I see.
很漂亮 女士们 Beautiful, ladies.
哦 谢谢你 莉迪亚 这是伊丽莎白 Oh. Thank you, Lydia. This is Elizabeth.
她会在电影中扮演我 所以我试图向她展示一段美好的时光 She's playing me in a movie, so I'm trying to show her a good time.
我豪不怀疑 That I don't doubt.
你为什么想扮演我 Why do you want to play me?
呃 Uh...
当他们把剧本发给我时 我想着… When they sent me the script, I just thought...
这是一个女人 now here is a woman
有着更多的故事 with a lot more to her than
超出小报报道的和我们的… I remember from the tabloids and our...
文化记忆中的 cultural memory.
呃… Um...
我真的从没想过这些 I don't really think about all that.
你从来不恋旧吗 You don't ever dwell on the past?
我现在的生活很充实了 I have my plate pretty full.
嗯 Mm.
我的意思是 对我来说 I mean, I know that for me, personally,
往事影响着我 the past weighs on me.
比如 我做过的决定 或者人际关系 You know, decisions I've made, or relationships.
所以你就坐在那里 想着你的过去和你的行为 So you just sit there and you think about your history and your behavior.
是的 有时会这样 Yeah, sometimes.
非常感谢你们邀请我来家里吃晚饭 Thank you so much for having me here for dinner in your home.
真的… 对我意义重大 It really... It means a lot.
哦 应该的 Oh. 'Course.
很遗憾玛丽今晚不能和我们一起 她去她朋友家了 It's a shame that Mary couldn't join us tonight, but she's at her friend's.
我不想喝牛奶 I don't want this.
这是给你的 There you are.
- 妈妈-- -查理 坐下 - Mama-- - Charlie, sit.
他有严重的缺钙症 不是吗 He's got a severe calcium deficiency, don't you?
哇哦 Mm.
这太好吃了 This is delicious.
- 这是我们家的特色菜 -嗯 - It's an Atherton-Yoo specialty. - Mm.
- 是鸽子肉吗 - 不 是鹌鹑 我亲自带回家的 - Is it squab? - No, quail. I brought them home myself.
你去打猎了 然后… You shot and, um...
- 自己炸的鹌鹑？ - 嗯嗯 - fried the quail yourself? - Mm-hmm.
格雷西经常去打猎 Gracie hunts all the time.
我爸爸教过我 My daddy taught me.
我从小就开始和他和我的兄弟们一起打猎 大概四五岁的时候 I started going with him and my brothers when I was young, like four or five.
太棒了 在弗吉尼亚州吗 Amazing. This was in Virginia?
呃 在田纳西州 Um, Tennessee.
田纳西州 然后是伊利诺伊州 然后是蒙大拿州 然后是弗吉尼亚州 Tennessee, and then Illinois, and then Montana, and then Virginia.
查理 吃一点 Charlie, eat.
我真的不饿 我午饭吃得很晚 I'm really not hungry. I had a late lunch.
什么 你那些小零食吗 What, your little gushy treats?
你还把我当小孩吗 How old do you think I am?
我只是希望你在去上大学时看起来强壮点 I want you to look strong when you go to college.
你需要补充营养 不然他们还以为你跳级了 You need your nutrients. They're gonna think you skipped a grade or something.
我可以先走了吗 Can I be excused?
男孩子很难管教吧 Boys are hard.
所以 一直搬家是什么感受 不得不连根拔起你的生活 以及… So what was it like moving all the time, having to uproot your life, and...
这就是我的生活 我已经习惯了 It was just my life. I was used to it.
不管我走到哪里 我都能交到朋友 我和我的兄弟们也非常亲密 I made friends wherever I went, I was very close to my brothers.
嗯 Hmm.
我觉得我的童年是与众不同的 I think my childhood was exceptional.
我有很多问题想问你们 但请… I have a lot of questions for both of you, but please...
请告诉我如果现在不合适的话 Please tell me if this is not the best time.
随时欢迎你提问 It's as good a time as any.
好吧 Great.
谢谢 Thank you.
我想问你关于盒子的事情 那个包裹 I wanted to ask you about the box. The package.
怎么了 What about it?
我是说 这经常发生吗 I mean, is that a routine occurrence?
- 比以前少了很多 -嗯 - It's a lot less than it used to be. - Mm.
你们有没有考虑过离开这里 Did you ever consider leaving town?
为什么我们要离开 Why should we be the ones that leave?
我们一大家子都在这里 包括我爸爸和格雷西的孩子们 Yeah, our whole family's here. My dad. Gracie's kids.
嗯 Mm.
你们还记得你们的第一次相遇吗 Do you remember when you first met?
我不太记得了 I don't really.
我不知道 让我想想 I don't know. Let me see.
我遇见乔的时候... I met Joe...
呃… Um...
我记得我知道他的家人 Well, I remember knowing of his family.
他们是附近唯一的韩国家庭 They were the only Korean family in the neighborhood.
-半韩国 -是的 - Half. - Yes.
我的儿子乔治和乔在学校同一年级 And my son Georgie was in the same year as Joe at school,
所以严格来说 我会在学校里见到他 但我对此没有任何印象 so technically I would have met him there, but I don't have any memory of that.
-好的 - 嗯… - Right. - Um...
这里… 岛上的每个人都联系紧密 The... Everyone's pretty close-knit here on the island,
你基本能认识每个人 and you kind of recognize everyone.
有一段时间 他和乔治关系不错 There was a point when he was friendlier with Georgie,
但直到他来宠物店找兼职 我才真正见到他 but I didn't really meet him until he came to the pet store looking for a job.
那是六年级的暑假吗 That was summer after sixth grade?
七年级 Seventh.
后来他放学后和周末会在那兼职 And then he started working there after school and on the weekends.
那么 And...
你和乔治的友谊怎么样了 what's it like with Georgie, your friendship?
从那时开始 我就没怎么和乔治说过话了 I haven't really talked to Georgie much since then.
乔治非常敏感 他总是非常非常敏感 Georgie's very sensitive. He always was very, very sensitive.
你和他还有其他孩子们关系如何 What's your relationship like with him and your other kids?
这有什么所谓 How is that relevant?
呃… Um...
据我所知 这部电影拍的是1992 年至 1994 年之间的事 不是吗 It's my understanding that the movie takes place between 1992 and 1994, am I wrong?
那么 你为什么要知道之后发生的事情呢 So why would you need to know anything that happened after that?
嗯 因为… Well, um...
有些东西是存在于 There are things that exist
人们的内心深处 inside people that don't necessarily
事后才慢慢显现出来 我试着寻找这些蛛丝马迹 come to head until later and I try and look for the seeds of those things.
呃… Um...
嗯嗯 Mm-hmm.
我当然和乔治交流过 Of course I talk to Georgie.
- 还有比利 还有卡西迪 我是他们的妈妈 - 卡西迪才来过… - And to Billy. And Cassidy. I'm their mom. - Cassidy was just here last...
什么时候来着？ 我们将会在毕业典礼上见到每个人 What was it? And we'll see everyone at graduation.
我的双胞胎与卡西迪的儿子彼得 我的孙子 同年级 The twins are in the same grade as Cassidy's son Peter, my grandson.
所以我们都会一起参加毕业典礼 也欢迎你来 So we'll all be at graduation together, which you're welcome to come to,
如果你还在这里的话 if you're still here.
谢谢 Thank you.
我希望你能为甜点留点胃口 I hope that you are saving some room for dessert,
因为我做了一些非常特别的甜品 对吧 because I did make something very special, right?
晚安 Goodnight.
再见 Yeah, see you.
其实 我想问 嗯… Actually, I wanted to ask, um...
这几天我去你上班的地方看看 你觉得怎么样 How would you feel about me coming to visit you at work one of these days?
-好啊 -太好了 - Fine. Yeah. - Great.
真棒 谢谢 That's great. Thank you.
没关系 It's no problem.
我才意识到我们基本上是同龄人 I just realized we're basically the same age.
-是吗 - 是的 我今年36 岁 - Yeah? - Yeah, I'm 36.
- 还真是 我们… -很奇怪… - Yeah, we-- - Funny, I...
我才开始考虑生孩子 I'm just now starting to think about having kids,
你却都要把孩子送去上大学了 and you're almost sending yours off to college.
-是啊 - 我真无法想象 - Yeah. - I can't imagine.
我想基本上 呃… I think it was almost, uh...
我想我… I think I...
在某种程度上 我之前没意识到这件事的重要性 因为 你知道… I didn't know what a big deal it was, in a way, because, you know...
呃 但是 话说回来… Um, but, anyway...
我到时候给你发短信 约一个时间去你工作的地方 I'll text you, and we can schedule a time for me to drop by.
也许 呃 给格雷西发短信吧… 她更擅长安排这些东西 Maybe, uh, write Gracie about... She's better at that stuff.
- 好了 呃 一路顺风- 嗯 你也是 - All right, well, yeah, get home safe. - Yeah, you too.
嗯嗯 Mm-hmm.
我是说... I mean...
奇怪的是 即使在她所做的一切之后… It's strange, even after everything she did...
嗯哼 Uh-huh.
…考虑到那件事的公开程度 ...and how public it was,
她似乎没有任何的羞耻或内疚 she doesn't seem to carry around any shame or guilt.
是的 这可能是一种人格障碍 Yeah, that's probably a personality disorder.
好吧 算了 All right, forget it.
我不是想乱说话 这是你给我看的电影说的 I'm not trying to be glib. It's in the TV movie you showed me.
你不觉得这观点有点激进吗 But isn't it kind of radical?
我是说 每天都要清洁门前的石板 I mean, clean slate every day.
没顾虑也不后悔 No doubts. No regrets.
什么意思 Meaning what?
现在你产生了这些顾忌了吗 Now you have all these doubts?
不 No.
哦 天哪 有人从公司线路给我打电话 我得接这个 Oh God, someone's calling me from the network, I should probably take this.
-爱你 - 我也爱… - Love you. - I love--
…由寻求财富、政治权力、名声的人… ...by someone who was seeking wealth, political power, fame...
在当时的英国 如果有人欠钱而付不起账单… In England in those days, if someone owed money and could not pay bills...
嘿 这里 Hey!
你好 Hi.
我是汤姆·阿瑟顿 -你好 我是伊丽莎白 - Tom Atherton. - Hi. Elizabeth.
非常感谢你这样做 Thank you so much for doing this.
别客气 我给你点了一杯咖啡 是普通口味 可以吗 My pleasure. I got you a coffee. It's regular drip. I hope that's okay.
谢谢 我非常感激这次机会 Oh, thank you. I appreciate it so much.
我知道这不是你喜欢的话题 I'm sure this isn't your favorite topic of conversation.
你知道吗 实际上 我并不介意 You know, actually, I don't mind.
有时说出来会感觉不错 I think sometimes talking can feel good.
太好了 That's great.
那我们就… 开门见山吧 So I guess we will just... dive in.
想吃点东西吗 Want something to eat?
- 不 我只喝咖啡就好了 谢谢 - 嘿 卡拉 - No, I'm fine with just coffee, thank you. - Hey, Carla!
嗨 汤姆 Hi, Tom!
哦 那是我的牙科医师 抱歉 Yeah, that's my dental hygienist. Anyway, sorry.
-是的 - 所以 也许我们先谈谈… - Yeah. - So, maybe we can start with...
你告诉我你们第一次见面时格雷西是什么样子的 you telling me about what Gracie was like when you first met.
呃 Uh...
她很漂亮 你懂吗 She was beautiful. You know?
她那时… She was...
我们在一个聚会上认识的 And we met at a party.
我当时喝醉了 And I was drunk.
酩酊大醉 Like blotto drunk.
她照顾了我 And she took care of me.
然后 And...
在那之后 我们开始约会 We started dating after that.
她还在上高中 我在上大学 She was in high school, I was in college.
我们先后毕业 She graduated, I graduated.
我向她求婚了… I proposed and...
就是这样 按部就班 that was it. A, B, C, D.
你当时开心吗 You were happy?
是的 Yeah.
我非常高兴 I felt very happy.
我知道她后来说我们的婚姻没能奏效 I know later she said that things weren't working,
但我必须告诉你 当时 我觉得一切都很正常 呃… but I gotta tell you, at the time, I felt like everything was normal. Um...
我的意思是 听着 夫妻有时会吵架 但我们的生活感觉很好 I mean, look, couples fight sometimes, but our lives felt good.
呃 我们有一个…我们有一个很棒的家庭 我认为 Yeah, we had a... We had a great family, I thought.
嗯 你知道的 所以对我来说… Mm. You know, so it was a...
我当时很震惊 I was shocked.
惊呆了 Shocked.
- 然后当我发现她的出轨对象是… -那一定很难接受 - And then when I found out with who-- - That must have been really hard.
那种感觉太… 太奇怪了 It was just so, uh... weird.
就像… It was like...
就像我从不了解格雷西一样 Like I didn't even know Gracie.
就像是 什么情况下 Like, what would make
一个36岁的女人会和一个七年级学生有染 a 36-year-old woman have an affair with a seventh grader?
我想不明白 Beats me.
你是怎么发现的 How'd you find out?
我和其他人一样是一样发现的 I found out the way everybody found out,
当他们在宠物店那个愚蠢的储藏室里被抓到时 when they got busted in that stupid stockroom at the pet store,
然后她被捕了 and she got arrested.
后来 家里来了很多警察 Then, here comes the cops at the house!
“告诉我们你都知道些什么” 我的反应是“什么？！” "Tell me what's going on." And I'm like, "What?"
哦 我对此深表遗憾 Oh, I'm so, so sorry.
像是 你知道吗 没关系 Yeah, it's... Like, you know what? It's okay.
并且 And...
我现在很开心 I'm happy now.
我很少见到他们 但她和那个男孩 I don't see them very much, but her and the boy,
他们看起来很幸福 所以… you know, they seem happy, so...
我又知道些什么呢？ what do I know?
悄悄从左侧击出安打 Sneaks down the left side for a base hit.
他反其道而行之 跑了一圈… He goes the opposite way with it, one run comes around.
哦 这件难道不完美吗 Oh, isn't that perfect!
哦 真是太漂亮了 Oh, that's really pretty.
- 我觉得自己像个新娘 - 你看起来很年轻 - I feel like a bride. - You look youthful.
就像春天的清晨 Like the first day of spring.
我只是觉得其他人都会穿得更像… I just feel like everyone else is gonna be wearing more, like,
- 夏天的裙装 - 谁在乎其他人怎么穿 - summery dresses. - Who cares about everyone else?
-我在乎 我是说我不喜欢这件 - 哦 好吧 好吧 - Me. I am saying I don't like it. - Oh, okay. Okay. Okay.
-那就 试试别的 -好 - Just... Then try on the others. - Okay.
- 他们不穿毕业长袍吗 - 是的 他们会穿长袍 - Will they not be wearing robes? - Yes, they'll be wearing robes.
- 这是在试长袍下面的衣服 -这样啊 - This is for under the robe. - Ah.
我听说你去见过汤姆了 I heard you saw Tom.
是的 我们一起喝了咖啡 Yes, for coffee.
他怎么样 How was he?
- 他挺帅气的 - 哦 是的 他很帅 - He's handsome. - Oh yes, he's very handsome.
我能明白和他的婚姻为什么 I could see how being in a relationship with him, in a marriage,
会是疏离的 would be isolating.
正是 Precisely.
你为什么要嫁给一个像汤姆这样的男人 Why'd you marry a man like Tom?
我当时还年轻 他当时是… I was young and he was...
他看起来很完美 He seemed perfect on paper.
那是一个不同的年代 It was a different time.
我父亲常说 “你要么…” My father used to say, "You're eith..."
“你要么戴上面纱走进婚姻 要么备好棺材孤独终老” "You're either leaving this house in a veil, or in a box."
不会吧 No!
- 不觉得很好笑吗 - 这太疯狂了 - Isn't that funny? - That's wild.
哦 Oh!
真可爱 So cute!
哦 太可爱了 Oh, it's lovely!
- 我喜欢这种面料 -我喜欢 - I love the fabric. - I love it.
我喜欢它的线条 I love how it flows.
哦 玛丽 我像赞美你的勇敢 那样展示你的手臂 Oh Mary, I wanna commend you for being so brave and showing your arms like that.
我像你这么大的时候一直希望能这样 That's something I always wished I could do when I was your age.
能根本不在乎这些不切实际的审美标准 Just not care about these unrealistic beauty standards.
你和我不同 You're different than me.
你是一个现代女性 You're a modern woman.
我要去试穿其它一些衣服 我真的很喜欢这件 但… I'm gonna go try on some of the other dresses. I really like this one. Um...
这件和莫莉的有点撞衫了 I think it's just too similar to the one Molly has.
-好 你说了算 -好的 - Okay. Whatever you want. - Okay.
所以 你和谁说话不关我的事 So, it's not my business who you talk to,
我的意思是 你可以联系每一个我在乎的人 我只是希望… I mean, you can go through the phone book for all I care, but I just, um...
你能提前告诉我 这样我就不必对邻居撒谎了 Just let me know ahead of time so I don't have to lie to my neighbors.
知道了 Understood.
我 嗯… I, um...
给你带来了一些东西… brought you something. Um...
希望能有所帮助… It's... If it's helpful...
只是借给你看看 It's just a loan.
哦 Oh!
哇 这太棒了 Wow, these are great.
那是我们婚礼上拍的 That was from our wedding,
《内幕报》拍下来的 which The Insider did.
- 它们真的在房子的事上帮了我们很多 -太美了 - Which really helped us with the house. - Gorgeous.
啊 这件也太甜美了 Ah, how sweet is that!
- 真的很甜美 - 你喜欢它吗 - Really sweet. - You like it?
-我喜欢 - 非常合身 - I love it. - Very in.
你当这里的老板多久了 How long have you owned this place?
之前是我母亲的店 It was my mother's.
- 她1972 年开业的 - 嗯 - She opened it in 1972. - Hm.
- 我们运营得很好 - 是的 漂亮的店面 - So we had a good run. - Yeah, beautiful store.
那么 是她雇用格雷西的吗 So, was she the one that hired Gracie?
嗯 当时我妈妈的健康状况每况愈下 Oh. Well, my mother's health was in decline,
格雷西在拐角处开了那家大商场后 一直是我们的忠实客户 and Gracie had been a loyal customer after they opened that Kmart around the corner.
这是哪一年的事 This was what year?
呃 Uh...
那是在我母亲摔倒之后 It was after my mother's fall.
应该是1990年的十月 Mm. 1990. October.
起初 她只是在照看店面 At first, she was just watching the store,
然后她承担了越来越多的责任 then she took on more and more responsibilities.
平账、下订单 Balancing the books, orders.
非常有条理 我会这么形容她 Very organized. I'll give her that much.
你是雇用乔的人吗 Were you the one who hired Joe?
哦不 不 不 不 Oh no. No, no, no.
格雷西问我母亲是否可以以最低工资雇用一名兼职帮手 Gracie asked if she could hire a part-time helper at minimum wage.
那是92年的夏天 我母亲答应了 That was summer, '92, and mother said yes.
我们真的很惊讶 We were really surprised,
至少可以说 没想到会成为…这一切的一部分 to say the least, to be a part of... what all happened.
这 基本总结了这些事 This... pretty much sums it up.
哦 哇 Oh, wow.
话说回来 我应该回去工作了 Anyway, I should probably get back to work.
还有一件事 One more thing.
我很想看看那间储藏室 I'd love to see the stockroom.
只 不要碰任何饲料 Just... don't touch any of the bait.
明白 Will do.
大家好 我是鲍勃·维拉 欢迎收看《老房子》 Hi, I'm Bob Vila. Welcome to This Old House.
如您所见 工作正在进行中 As you can see, work is underway.
在这个节目中 我们将进行一些必要的 In this program, we'll be looking at some exterior repairs
外部维修 that have to be made,
也会参照能源审计 进行一些内部拆除 as well as listening to an energy audit, looking at some interior demolition,
并讨论我们尚未制定的厨房改造计划 and discussing our kitchen plans, which we haven't made yet.
首先 让我们上去和诺姆·亚伯兰谈谈… First, let's go up and talk with Norm Abram...
*你今天过得怎么样*
…他在解决我们之前看到的一些问题 ...who's already tackling some of the problems we looked at earlier,
那些腐烂 rot.
*挺糟的 -- 又失去了三颗虫卵，再加上工作的糟心事*
- 嗨 诺姆 - 嗨 鲍勃 - Hi, Norm. - Hi, Bob.
想知道你有没有空和我们谈谈 Wonder if you could talk for just a minute.
*发生什么事了？*
- 我们想仔细看看屋檐 -没问题 - Wanna get a closer look at the eaves. - Sure.
让我们看看事情有多糟糕 Let's see how bad things are.
*就是压力很大*
*基本上一天都在照顾我老板的情绪*
到目前为止 你发现了什么 What have you found so far?
我们发现了很多腐烂 We found a lot of rot.
*我知道那有多不好受*
是的 大多数问题由此引发 Yes, and that's caused the majority of the problems.
*随便吧 我还好 已经回家了*
你已经取下了排水沟和挡板 You've taken the gutter and fascia board off.
对 我解决了板子和所有这些砖块 Right. I got your boards and all these blocks.
*准备休息 洗澡了*
我们发现排水沟的安装方式 它… And we found that the way the gutter was installed, that it...
- 乔 踏脚凳在哪里 - 马上来 - Joe, where's the step stool? - One sec.
谢谢 Thank you.
你有没有问过你父亲他打算怎么去毕业典礼 Did you ask your father how he's getting to graduation?
这周我打算去给他送点生活用品 I was gonna drop some groceries off this week.
我会问问他的 I'll ask.
你打算如何处置你的小虫子们 What are you gonna do with your bugs?
呃… Um...
我会想办法的 I'll figure it out.
- 别再放在卧室里了 好吗 -好 - Just not in the bedroom again, okay? - Okay.
好 Okay.
嗨 大家好 我叫泰勒·柯NHi, everyone. I'm Tyler Ko.
我身高一米七 今年13 岁 出生于 2002 年 4 月 20 日 I'm 5'6", I'm 13 years old, I was born on April 20th, 2002.
2002年？ 我的天 2002? Jesus Christ.
您需要帮助吗 Do you need any help?
是的 乔 谢谢你 That'd be great, Joe. Thank you.
我该怎么做 What should I do?
你想去后面拿一盒“小拇指”吗？ You wanna get the box of pinkies in the back?
- 用于喂蛇的 - 你是说活小鼠吗 - For feeding the snakes. - Live mice?
它们一直在冰箱里冻着 所以我不觉得它们还有知觉 They've been in the freezer, so I don't think they'll feel anything.
我叫贝尼·金 身高一米五二 今年13岁 我在来自海岸经纪公司 Benny Kim, five foot, 13 years old, and I'm with Coast to Coast.
他是怎么搞得 How'd he do it?
滑滑板从屋顶摔下来了 Skateboarding off the roof.
在生日派对上 Birthday party.
有照片吗 Are there any pictures?
有的 Yeah.
噢 Oh.
才13岁 Only 13.
好小 So small.
-是的 -嗯 - Yeah. - Mm.
啊 这里很静谧 Ah. It's peaceful in here.
嗯 Mm.
应该和电影片场有很大不同吧 A lot different than a movie set, I would think.
确实 True.
剧场演出的后台 Backstage during a play,
有点像这个感觉 it's kinda like this.
你还表演戏剧？ You act in plays?
偶尔 我应该更多地参演戏剧 Sometimes. I should do it more often.
我是从剧院出道的 Got my start in the theater.
我只看过你的电视节目 I've seen your TV show.
天啊 Oh God.
气氛很紧张 Very intense.
很荣幸参加那个节目 但我有点希望没人看过它 I've been very lucky to have it, but I kinda wish no one ever watched it.
是的 我呃… 我看到一个片段 Yeah, I, um... I saw one where you
你不得不在大象身上行动 had to operate on an elephant.
天啊 现在我有点尴尬了 Oh God. Now I'm really embarrassed.
我得像那帮小男孩一样跳下屋顶了 Now I'm gonna have to jump off the roof with those boys.
谢谢你邀请我 Thank you for having me.
- 嗯 你认为这会有所帮助吗 -当然 - Yeah, you think it'll help? - Yeah.
我… 我已经知道那是什么感觉了 I... I already have an idea of what it must've felt like.
什么什么感觉 What what felt like?
和你偷情的感觉 Sneaking around with you.
我大概不该这么说的 I probably shouldn't have said that.
你不会告诉任何人 对吧 You won't tell anyone, will you?
不用担心 No worries.
嗯 差不多到… 午餐时间了 所以... Well, it's, um, kind of lunch time now, so...
♪影子在我眼前拉长♪ ♪ Shadows grow so long before my eyes ♪
♪它们缓缓移动♪ ♪ And they're moving ♪
哦 天哪 Oh my God.
♪纵横交错♪ ♪ Across the page ♪
♪昼夜顷刻间交替♪ ♪ Suddenly the day turns into night ♪
我必须说你唤醒了她 I must say you evoke her.
- 真的 - 哦 谢谢 - You really do. - Oh. Thanks.
具体怎么说 What specifically?
你有一种…一种可爱 或者说…明艳 A... You just have a... a loveliness, a... a brightness.
就像你的身体里没有一根骨头是愤怒的 Like there isn't an angry bone in your body.
这说法太好了 That's very sweet.
好吧 所以… All right, so...
你是什么时候认识格雷西的 When did you meet Gracie?
当时我和我的妻子孩子刚从纽约搬过来 Well, my wife and kids and I had just moved down from New York.
我一直在代理很多非常引人注目的案件 I'd been doing a lot of very high-profile cases,
可以说 为一些非常卑鄙的人辩护 defending some pretty despicable men, as it were.
而且 呃 莎朗终于受够了 And, um, Sharon finally had had it.
她说 我要搬到萨凡纳去 你可以选择和我一起 She said, "I'm moving down to Savannah. Feel free to come with."
所以 So...
真的让我觉得有趣的是 因为 And it's funny, really, because
代理所有的强奸犯、杀人犯、诈骗团伙、杀手 for all the rapists, murderers, frauds, hitmen,
我从来没有登上过《纽约时报》的头版 never did I end up on the front page of the New York Times.
但代理格雷西 我最终登上了《纽约时报》的头版 But for Gracie, I ended up on the front page of the New York Times.
哇 Wow.
- 标题是《走进萨“慢”纳》 -谢谢 - Down in Slow-vannah. - Thank you.
话说回来 那是一天晚饭过后 我接到一个电话 Anyway, I get a call one night after dinner
我去了警察局 to go down to the station.
格雷西穿着她的碎花衬衫坐在那里 And sitting there in her floral blouse is Gracie.
我说 我们好像见过 And what I said was, "I think I know you."
她说 我是格雷西·阿瑟顿 我是你的邻居 She said, "I'm Gracie Atherton, I'm your neighbor."
我给你带了一个蓝莓英式蛋糕 "I brought you a blueberry pound cake."
当然是 And of course it was.
所以 我说 我能帮到你什么呢 So, I said, "What can I help you with?"
她就是在那时告诉我来龙去脉的 And that's when she told me.
她具体说了什么 What did she say exactly?
她说 我被抓到有婚外情 She said, "I got caught having an affair."
我说 格雷西 原谅我这么说 但这在这个国家并不违法 And I said, "Gracie, forgive me, but that's not illegal in this country,
如果违法的话 会有很多人陷入麻烦 and if it were, there'd be a lot of people in serious trouble."
然后 呃… And, um...
她开始哭泣 then she started to cry.
她说 呃 我们是相爱的 She said, uh, "We're in love."
我不是故意的 但我们坠入了爱河 "I didn't mean for it to happen, but we fell in love."
所以你的意思是 她那时在否认 So she was in denial, you would say?
哦 绝对是 Oh, absolutely.
她 呃… 她不觉得自己做错了什么 She, uh... She didn't think she did anything wrong.
她一头雾水 She was head over heels.
那是一个帅气的男孩 It was a good-looking kid.
但她对这事没有概念 我是说 坐牢？ 唉 But she had no conception. I mean, prison? Pshh.
她以为她向法官解释一通就行了 仅此而已 She thought she could just explain it all to the judge and that'd be that.
这事有点…像罗密欧与朱丽叶 It was a little... A little Romeo and Juliet.
有点太天真了 A little bit starry-eyed.
这事什么时候才被她充分理解了？ When did it sink in?
它被充分理解过吗？ Has it sunk in yet?
天杀的 我们能不能再慢一点呢 Jesus Christ, can we play this any slower?
我向大家道歉这是这首歌有史以来最慢的版本 I apologize for this being the slowest version of this song ever.
这是鼓手的错 It's the drummer's fault.
-什么鬼 -操你妈 - What the hell? - Fuck you.
- 你见过乔治吗 - 去你妈的 乔治 - Have you met Georgie yet? - Fuck you, Georgie.
- 那是 那是乔治？ - 是的 - That's... That's Georgie? - Yeah.
我本希望这事对他来说有更好的结果 I'd hoped things would work out better for him.
- 我靠 - 他曾是一个非常可爱的男孩 - Holy shit. - He was a very sweet boy.
非常敏感 Very sensitive.
- 好吧 嘿 看看是谁来了 -是的 - Well, hey, look what the cat dragged in. - Yeah.
- 最近好吗 乔治 - 你好 - How you doing, Georgie? - Hey.
这是伊丽莎白·贝瑞 This is Elizabeth Berry.
哦 我知道你是谁 Oh, I know who this is.
我可太知道了 I know perfectly well.
电影里的女演员 The actress.
故事中的儿子 The son.
他们为这部电影付了你多少钱 很多吗 How much they paying you for this? Is it a lot?
他们付钱给她吗 Are they paying her?
不吗 No?
这是一部独立电影 It's an independent movie.
我们无意打断您的表演 We don't mean to interrupt your show.
- 乔治 你… - 你为什么不… - Georgie, you... - Why don't you...
看着我的眼睛 look me in the eye
告诉我我有多自私 and tell me how selfish I am.
- 我会告诉你说得对吗 -好吧 我们买单吧 - I'll tell you if it's a match. - All right. Let's get the check.
我很高兴在这见到你 我真的很想见见你 I'm glad this happened. I really wanted to meet you.
-真的吗 -是的 - Oh, really? - Yeah.
你听说什么了 What have you heard?
我听说你真的很有创意 I've heard you're really creative.
而且敏感 可爱 And sensitive and sweet.
好吧 他们是会这么说的 Well, they would say that.
那么 那你到底是什么 Well, what are you then?
我是一只从灰烬中涅槃的凤凰 I'm a phoenix rising from the ashes.
我只是个幽灵 I'm just a ghost.
因为那件事吗 'Cause of what happened?
当然 呃 它毁了我的生活 Well, uh, it ruined my life.
当然 Of course.
那么 嗯… And, um...
你还记得你第一次得知此事的时候吗 do you remember the first time you found out?
是的 Yes.
是的 比利让我在我的房间里坐下 告诉了我 Yeah, Billy sat me down in my room and told me.
嗯 我以为他只是想让我难过 And, um, I just thought he was trying to make me upset.
于是我去找我爸爸 他告诉我这是真的 So I went and found my dad, and he said it was true.
他用拳头狠狠地砸在桌子上 以至于 And he'd slammed his fist down on his desk so hard that
他的手都裂开了 到处都是血 he'd split his hand open. It was bleeding everywhere.
所有这一切都刚好发生在我生日之前 And all this happened, like, right before my birthday.
所以大家都忘了取消我的派对 So everyone forgot to cancel my party.
但话说回来其实只有一个人来了 But only one guy showed up anyway,
我们只是 嗯 在我的房间里一起玩 and we just, um, hung out in my room,
我吃了很多弹头糖 吃到吐了 and I ate so many Warheads that I threw up.
然后 嗯… And, um...
我们看电视看到快要天明 we just watched TV until the sun was almost up,
最后我用手给他手淫 从那之后他再也没有和我说话 then I gave him a hand job, and then he never spoke to me again.
约翰 你他妈的不能唱这个 Jonah, you can't fucking sing this!
哦 天啊 我得走了 Oh my God. I gotta go.
- 很高兴见到你 - 是的 你也一样 - It was really nice to meet you. - Yeah, you too.
回见 Later.
- 让开 婊子 - 一切都很好 别担心 - Step away, bitches. - It's all good. Don't worry.
哦呼 Ooh.
如您所见 这件事并不是没有人受伤害 As you can see, the situation is not without its casualties.
据我所知 她在附近似乎很受欢迎 From what I've seen, she seems to be pretty well-liked in the neighborhood,
她忙着烘焙 而且… and she's busy with her baking, and...
您最好检查这些订单上的名字 You might want to check the names on those orders.
只有几个人买 一遍又一遍重复 It's a handful that keep repeating over and over.
我妻子就是其中之一 My wife's one of them.
所以人们只是为了让她忙碌而订购那些烘焙？ So people are just ordering things to keep her busy?
是的 一种善意 你懂的 Yeah. It's a kindness, you know.
但是 呃 一个家庭又能吃多少个菠萝倒挂蛋糕呢 But, uh, how many pineapple upside down cakes can a family eat?
♪也许你被遮蔽了双目♪ ♪ Well maybe you're just Too blind to see ♪
♪我正在…♪ ♪ I'm up on the tight... ♪
有人吗 Hello?
你好 爸爸 Hey, Dad.
你好 Hi.
格雷西想知道你打算怎么去毕业典礼 Gracie wanted to know how you're planning on getting to the graduation.
我会自己开车 I'll drive myself.
距离很近 It's close.
我简直不敢相信孩子们秋天就要上大学了 I can't believe the kids are gonna be at college in the fall.
只剩个空巢 An empty nest.
你将有更多时间专注于其他事情 You're gonna have more time to focus on other things.
是的 Yeah.
我们很高兴您来到这里 好了 静一静 We're glad you're here. Okay, settle.
卡梅伦 Cameron.
我在这里工作了 20 年 这是第一次 This is the first time in my experience, I've worked here 20 years,
一位受过茱莉亚音乐学院教育的演员来到这个校园剧院里 that a Juilliard-educated actor has sat in this theater.
卡梅伦 别闹了 Cameron, quit it.
这是一个难以置信的机会 所以让我们问一些很棒的问题 好吗 It's an incredible opportunity, so let's ask some great questions, shall we?
那位 Yes?
你演过激情戏吗 Have you acted in sex scenes?
- 你被罚留堂了 - 是的 我演过 - You are staying late. - Yes, I have.
- 你不必回答… -不 没关系 我演过 - You don't have to answer-- - No, it's fine. I have.
这是表演中的一个奇怪的部分 And it's a strange part of acting.
-为什么 - 嗯… - Like what? - Hm. Well...
有时它真的很机械化 就像编排好的舞蹈 sometimes it's really mechanical, like a choreographed dance,
你唯一需要关注的只是 you know, where the only thing you can focus on is
位置和时机 where you're supposed to be, and when.
但是 And then
有时两个演员之间有真正的化学反应 你会开始 sometimes there's real chemistry between two people and you start
感觉这是真实的 feeling like it's real.
以一种奇怪的方式 尽管永远不会向彼此承认 In a strange way. You'd never admit it to one another,
但你几乎赤身裸体 彼此互相摩擦着身体… but you're wearing practically nothing and you're rubbing up against each other...
…汗液交融… ...and sweating...
…一连几个小时 ...and it's for hours,
你会开始失去界限 就像是 and you start losing the line of, like,
我是在假装我体验到了欢愉 还是我… am I pretending that I'm experiencing pleasure, or am I...
是在假装我没有体验到欢愉 Am I pretending that I'm not experiencing pleasure?
而整个剧组成员 几乎都是男人 And the whole crew, they're almost always all men.
你感觉到他们在观察 You feel them watching.
- 你感觉到他们 在…屏气凝神 - And you feel them, like... - ...holding their breath.
连吞咽的声音都试图隐藏 And they try and hide it when they swallow.
你屈服于内心的节奏 你懂的 往往如此 You give in to the rhythm, you know, every time.
张力永不停歇 Tension never breaks.
吉米 你问吧 Kimme, yeah.
- 呃 你是… 你是如何选择你的角色的 -嗯 - Uh, how... How do you choose your roles? - Hmm.
当我有幸能选择角色时 我… Well, when I'm lucky enough to choose my roles, I...
我想找到... I wanna find...
一个… a character that's...
很难…从表面上去理解的角色 That's difficult to... to, on the surface, understand.
我想要…我想变成那个人 我想弄清楚为什么会这样 I want... I want to take the person, I want to figure out why are they like this.
是天生的 还是后天的 Were they born, or were they made?
这其中既有声名狼藉的角色 也有… And that can run the gamut from the more notorious to the...
普通人 Just anyone.
你为什么要扮演一个你认为是坏人的人 Why would you want to play someone who you think is a bad person?
开什么玩笑 我是说 任何伟大的角色 Are you kidding? I mean, pick any great role.
希腊悲剧中的美狄亚女巫 或赫达·盖布勒 或者… Medea or Hedda Gabler, or...
《黑道家族》里的托尼 Tony Soprano.
说得好 卡梅伦 Precisely... Cameron.
正是人物的复杂性 道德灰色地带让一切变得有趣 不是吗 It's the complexity. It's the moral grey areas that are interesting, right?
嗯 Hm.
真遗憾你身体不舒服了 I'm so sorry you're not feeling well.
这太愚蠢了 Now this is silly.
实际上这是一件非常严肃的事 This is actually very serious business.
你说是就是吧 If you say so.
呃… Um...
好吧 这个是… Okay, um, so this is, um...
这是我用的粉底 呃… This is the foundation that I use. Um...
我现在脸上已经有一些了 所以我不打算…我不会再涂了 I have... I have some on now, so I'm not gonna... I'm not going to put on anymore.
我可以试试吗 Can I, uh...?
谢谢 Thank you.
呃… Um...
然后 And...
这是我喜欢的腮红 this is the blush that I like.
我用一个 嗯… And I use a, um...
化妆棉来涂它 然后… Use a sponge to put it on, and...
这是我最喜欢的口红颜色 here's my favorite lip color.
看上去是这样的 呃… It looks like that. Um...
我就… I'll just...
稍微涂一点 put a little of this on.
你知道吗 我觉得我直接给你化妆效果会更好 You know, I think that it would be better if I just did this to you.
好吧 Okay.
我猜你已经习惯这样了 Bet you're used to this.
那么 你从小就想当演员吗 So did you always want to be an actress?
是的 Always.
我梦想去百老汇 I wanted to be on Broadway.
我九岁或十岁时 我告诉了我的父母 And when I told my parents, I was nine or ten,
他们非常失望 they were so disappointed.
他们说 亲爱的 你比那聪明多了 They said, "Honey, you're so much smarter than that."
你怎么回复的 What did you say?
你比那更聪明吗 Are you smarter than that?
我不知道 I don't know.
你的父母是做什么的 What do your parents do?
他们都是学者 They're academics.
我妈妈写了一本被推崇的书 关于… My mother wrote a pretty respected book on, uh...
…相对主义下的认识论 ...epistemic relativism.
而我妈妈 My mother
写过一个关于蓝莓酥皮馅饼的很棒的食谱 wrote a great recipe for blueberry cobbler.
你妈妈你是什么样的人 What was your mother like?
她很漂亮 She was beautiful.
咚咚咚 Knock-knock.
亲爱的 我希望你能把你的小虫子们从客厅里拿出去 Sweetie, I was hoping you could clear your bugs out of the living room.
我想在霍纳尔回家之前把房子收拾好 I wanna get the house ready before Honor gets home.
还有 你今晚有空去买点外卖当晚饭吗 And, um, could you pick up some takeout for dinner tonight?
- 我忙得不可开交 -没问题 - I'm swamped. - Sure.
我可以帮忙 I can help.
好吧 Okay.
哦 我喜欢它们 Oh, I love them.
嗯 他们今年挨饿了 Hm. They're hungry this year.
你做这个多久了 How long have you been doing this?
几年 A few years.
我读了篇关于君主斑蝶数量在减少的文章 I read this article about how the monarch population is dwindling,
里面提到有的人帮助抚养他们 and they mentioned that people help raise them.
哦 Oh.
我不是唯一这样做的人 格雷西让人以为是这样 但是… I'm not the only one who does this. Gracie makes it seem that way, but...
你是怎么养它们的 How do you do it?
- 就是注意观察 - 嗯嗯 - You just keep your eyes open. - Mm-hmm.
然后寻找虫卵 And look for the eggs.
把他们放进培养箱 Take them inside.
保护他们 让他们有机会长大 Protect them so they have a chance to grow.
我们已经产生了实际的影响 君主斑蝶数量正在上升 而且… We've had an actual impact. The numbers are way up and...
-哼 - …我是这个 呃 脸书小组的一员 - Huh. - ...I'm a part of this, uh, Facebook group.
嗯 Hm.
- 话说回来 我知道这听上去很呆 -一点也不 - Anyway, I know it sounds really dorky. - Not at all.
我一个小组的朋友米歇拉 她住在达勒姆… My friend Michela, who's in the group, she lives in Durham...
人们把乳草放在笼子里 让它们能附在上面 People put milkweed in the cages for them to attach to,
但她同时也把这些棍子放进去 让他们能攀爬 but she also puts these sticks in for them to climb
因为有些虫子在形成蛹时附着在最顶部 'cause some of them attach to the top part of the mesh when they form the chrysalis,
并倒挂下来 and hang upside-down.
太迷人了 That's fascinating.
所以 嗯… So, um...
- 我们必须从底部抓住 - 嗯嗯 - we have to grab these from the bottom. - Mm-hmm.
要非常小心 为了这些蛹 Be very careful because of the chrysalises.
-好吧 -是的 - All right. - Yeah.
你试试 Here you go.
这里真是很美的居住地 This is a beautiful place to live.
是的 这地方很不错 Yeah. It's been really nice.
你没事吧 You okay?
没事 谢谢 Yes. Thank you.
其实 很难看出你对这一切的真实想法 So, it's hard to tell what you actually think about all this.
嗯… Well...
我认为你们组成了一个非常好的家庭 I think you have a very nice family.
你们俩都是有趣的人 And you're both interesting people.
好吧 Okay.
我也不知道了 你是怎么想的 I don't know. What do you think?
我认为很难让人信服 你知道吗 I think it's hard to trust that. You know?
你会在电影里展现事情的本来面目 That you're going to represent things as they were.
- 或者说… -我会试试 - Or-- - I'm gonna try.
我不知道 很难有什么感受 I don't know. It's hard to feel.
人们… 把我看作是受害者 或者什么 People... they, like, see me as, like, a victim, or something.
我的意思是 我们已经在一起将近24年了 就是说 I mean, we've been together for almost 24 years now. Like...
- 如果我们不幸福 又为什么要这样做 -对啊 - Why would we do that if we weren't happy? - Right.
我一直和其他孩子不一样 I was different than the other kids.
- 和我周围的人相比 -嗯 - The people around me. - Mm.
而女孩们从来都不… And girls were never...
但她是如此… But she was so...
她能看到我 She saw me.
是的 Yeah.
我想要这一切发生 I wanted it.
我也不知道 I don't know.
你父母是怎么说的 What did your parents say?
我们从未真正谈论过这件事 We never really talked about it.
我爸爸总是专注于工作 My dad was always so focused on his work,
我妈妈在我20岁时就去世了 所以我们从没真正回顾过它 and my mom passed away when I was 20, so we never got to really look back on it.
- 好吧 很遗憾… - 不 其实… - Well, I'm sorry. - No, it's...
老实说 其实很难想象谈话可能会怎么进行下去 It's hard to imagine what that conversation would have been, honestly.
我是说 你当时太年轻了 I mean, you were so young
承受了那么多的关注 to have so many eyes on you.
妈的 Fuck.
格雷西 Gracie?
发生什么了 What happened?
美世公司的乔伊斯给我打了电话 Joyce in Mercer called
并取消了她的订单 and cancelled her order,
所有未来的订单 and all future orders.
太遗憾了 I'm sorry.
我告诉她我已经做好了 她说她会付钱的 And I told her that I'd already made it, and she said that she would pay for it,
但她不需要蛋糕了 她们要出城了 but that she didn't need it. They were leaving town.
- 她们要去哪里 - 去看生病的姐姐 之类的 - Where are they going? - Her sister is sick or something.
这不重要 我浪费了我本可以利用的时间 It doesn't matter. I wasted hours that I could have used.
你当时又不知道 格雷西 You couldn't have known, Gracie.
我只是… 我讨厌这样的事情 I just... I hate things like that.
现在我有了一个要被扔进垃圾桶的蛋糕 And now I have this cake that's going to go right in the garbage.
你不必把它扔进垃圾桶 You don't have to throw it in the garbage.
你去哪了 Where were you?
我去散了散步 I took a walk.
带伊丽莎白在附近走了走 Showed Elizabeth the neighborhood.
呃啊 Ugh.
又是伊丽莎白 Elizabeth.
她触动着我紧绷的神经 She's getting on my last nerve.
为什么 Why?
我目之所及 她无处不在 She's just everywhere I look.
- 又为了什么呢 - 为了那部电影 - And for what? - For the movie.
这样人们就能看到 并了解更多 So people can see it, and understand more.
这对你来说这一切也会更容易 And maybe it's more easier for you?
对我来说？ For me?
对我们 For us.
我们俩 The both of us.
好吗 Okay?
我不知道 I don't know.
她很快就会走了 She'll be gone soon.
嗯 Mmm.
太好吃了 So good.
我想告诉你 进展非常顺利 这真的很有帮助 I'm telling you, it's going great. It's really, really helpful.
我很高兴听到这个消息 这非常好 I'm very happy to hear this. I think it's very good.
但我想提醒 你花的时间已经超出了我们的预算 But I wanted to ask because you're over the number of days that we budgeted for.
好吧 我想这意味着杀青纪念衫要降级成纪念杯子了 Well, I guess that means the crew-wrap sweatshirts have become crew-wrap mugs.
听着 我知道你信任我 Look, I know you trust me.
当然 Of course I do.
我觉得我离一些真实的东西越来越近了 And I feel like I'm getting really close to something true.
一些诚恳的东西 Something honest.
好吧 最晚到周五 Okay. To Friday.
谢谢 Thank you.
但到此为止了 我是认真的 But that's it. I'm serious.
哇哦 有人认真了 Uh-oh, he's serious.
是的 I am.
你老婆怎么样 How's your wife?
伊丽莎白 Elizabeth...
怎么了 What?
你太鲁莽了 You're reckless.
难道她在家吗 Is she home?
不在 但你又不知道 No, but you had no idea.
她在罗马的一个电视剧片场 所以… She got hired in a televisions series back in Rome, so...
- 她不会在我们这 -好 - she won't be on set. - Good.
- 你看过那些试镜录像了吗 -看了 - Did you watch the tapes? - I did.
听着 我知道 我知道它们已经筛选过很多人了 但是... Look, I know, I'm sure they've seen lots of people, but...
只是在洛杉矶选角吗 ...has it just been LA?
因为这些孩子们 虽然很可爱 Because the kids, they're cute,
但实在不够… 性感 but not, like, sexy enough.
你看过他 我是说 他有点 恬然自信 You've seen him. I mean, he's got this, like, quiet confidence.
我很确定 从小就如此 Even as a kid, I'm sure.
我觉得 I think...
你得尽快回家了 you need to come home.
我的天 见到你真是太好了 My God, it's so good to see you.
- 天啊 你现在和我一样高了 - 你看起来很棒 - My God, you're as tall as me now. - You look great.
我来拿这个 Let me grab this.
哦 我想你了 Oh, I missed you.
你的室友怎么样 How's the roommate?
- 都好 我们解决了矛盾 -那就好 - It's all good. We got over it. - Good.
我就知道你可以的 I knew you would.
妈妈怎么样 How's Mom?
挺好 挺忙 Great. Busy.
那个女演员怎么样 How's the actress?
怎么了 这么好笑吗 What's so funny?
乔伊 Joey?
*怎么样？*
*凑合吧 工作上的琐事 你呢？ *
*还行就是累 想去度假*
*哈哈 我也想去*
你在里面吗 Are you in there?
你吓到我了 You scared me.
*也许我们应该去这里*
*终于能去看看这些蝴蝶最后都去哪了*
*你不是结婚了吗？*
在我看来 你可没害怕 You don't look scared to me.
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi. - Hey.
没关系 你可以出来 It's okay. You can come out.
- 怎么样了 -挺好的 - How's it going? - Fine.
你对明天感到兴奋吗 Are you excited about tomorrow?
是的 Sure.
我不敢相信你和妹妹就要走了 I can't believe you and your sister are leaving.
我试着想象它会是什么样子 但… 我想象不了 Yeah, I try to picture what it'll be like, but... I can't.
好吧 Yeah.
你紧张吗 Are you nervous?
- 关于什么 -大学 - About what? - College.
离开家 Leaving home.
我等不及离开家了 I can't wait to leave home.
很好 That's good.
是的 我认为这很好 Yeah, I think that's good.
那个 你还要在这里待一阵 还是说… So, you gonna be out here a while, or...
我不该待在这么 Should I not be?
呃 Uh...
我只是想… I was just gonna...
哦 Oh...
你应该… 你继续吧 You should... Yeah, you should go ahead.
嗯嗯 Mm-hmm.
-你确定吗 - 嗯嗯 - You sure? - Mm-hmm.
是的 Yeah.
好 Okay.
-你想来一口吗 -不用了 谢谢 - You want? - No. Thanks.
呃 Uh...
我从来没有… I've never...
我从来没抽过 I've never done that.
什么？ What?
不会吧 爸爸 这太疯狂了 No, Dad, that's crazy.
呃…来吧 Um... Here.
你不是必须要抽这个 You definitely don't have to.
是的 Yeah.
不要吸进肺里… You don't...
我很好 I'm fine.
我好着呢 I'm fine.
这样很好 This is nice.
是的 Yeah.
很好 你看起来很棒 Well, don't you look nice.
谢谢 Thank you.
嗨 Hey.
你来早了 You're early.
- 是吗 - 你准备好烘焙了吗 - Am I? - You ready to bake?
这是我弟弟比尔最喜欢的蛋糕 This is my brother Bill's favorite cake.
这是给他的吗 Is this for him?
不 他在明尼阿波利斯 他在双城工作 No, he's in Minneapolis. He works for the Twins.
什么双城 Which twins?
一支职业棒球队 It's a professional baseball team.
- 哦 当然了 - 嗯嗯 - Oh, of course. - Mm-hmm.
他在高中时是棒球队的队长 He was captain of the baseball team in high school,
然后打过大学联赛 现在他是一名职业投球教练 and then he played college ball, and now he's a professional pitching coach.
像这样把它铺在底部 I'm gonna spread it around in the bottom like this.
从小到大 他总是那么保护我 He was always so protective of me growing up,
尽管他年纪更小 even though he was younger.
每当有男孩接近我时 他都会把他们抵到储物柜上 Whenever boys would get near me, he'd throw them up against the locker,
问 你想干什么 and say, "What are your intentions?"
谁都知道他们想干什么 What were their intentions?
好了 现在 你要把樱桃放进去 Okay, now, you are going to put the cherries
放在锅底… at the bottom of the pan...
像这样 like this.
要铺得很好 因为蛋糕的外观真的很重要 And do it nicely, because it really does matter how it looks.
- 真不错 -谢谢 - That's very nice. - Thank you.
你知道吗 乔和女人交往的次数比我和男人交往的次数要多 You know, Joe's been with more women than I have men.
是吗 Is that right?
似乎没有人记得这一点 Nobody seems to remember that.
我只和汤姆在一起过 I'd only been with Tom.
但是在我之前 乔已经和两个女孩在一起了 But Joe'd been with two girls before me.
他还在上七年级的时候？ When he was in the seventh grade?
他过着与我截然不同的生活 He led a very different life than me.
他的父亲一直在工作 所以他才是家里的男人 His father was always working, so he was the man of the house,
他几乎独自照顾他的妹妹们 and he took care of his little sisters pretty much on his own.
其中一个还患有严重的哮喘 One of them had terrible asthma.
他很快就长大当家了 He grew up very quickly.
而我被家里人保护着 And I was very sheltered.
我想给你看一些东西 I wanna show you something.
呃… Um...
乔当时把这个给了我 Joe gave this to me back then.
我觉得这很可爱 I think it's lovely.
“宁静是在酷暑的湖畔旁坐着” "Peace is sitting on a lake in the summertime."
“宁静是炎炎夏日的可口可乐 ” "Peace is a Coca-Cola on a hot summer day."
“宁静是和你一起的每时每刻” "Peace is being with you."
题目是 宁静是什么 The assignment was "What is peace?"
你真是个特别的人 You're such a special person.
爸爸 别这么说 这太怪了 Dad, please, stop. This is so weird.
我是认真的 I really mean it.
你们爷俩在上面吗 Are you boys up there?
是的 Yeah.
加里波第说他们在7点带我们去 怎么样 Garibaldi's said they can take us at 7:00. How does that sound?
听起来很棒 谢谢妈妈 That sounds great. Thanks, Mom.
乔 Joe!
-你没事吧 -我没事 - Are you all right? - I'm okay.
我只是在想 如果… I was just thinking, what if...
- 我能… - 亲爱的 我听不见 - I had... - Honey, I.. I can't hear you.
- …能拍摄我自己的X光片 - 我听不到你在说什么 - ...to take my own X-rays. - I can't hear what you're saying.
一切都好 我们马上下来和你们汇合 Everything's fine. We'll meet you down there in a second.
也许这不是个好主意 Maybe this wasn't the best idea.
我觉得我把一切都搞砸了 I feel like everything's so fucked up.
不是的 爸爸 没关系 It's not, Dad. It's all right.
- 我只想让你过上好的生活 -我会的 - I just want you to have a good life. - I will.
因为 Because...
…坏事 会发生 ...bad things, they happen.
我们也会做出坏事 And we do bad things also.
我们必须考虑到这些事情 And we have to think about those things.
如果我们试着不去想它 就会有… If we try not to think about it, there's this...
- 你明白我的意思吗 - 是的 我知道 爸爸 - Do you know what I mean? - Yeah, I know, Dad.
天哪 我不知道我们有没有产生共鸣 God, I can't tell if we're connecting
或者说 我是否在现实中为你创造了一个不好的回忆 但我却无能为力 or if I'm creating a bad memory for you in real time, but I can't help it.
不 我们有共鸣 爸爸 没关系 No, we're connecting, Dad. It's okay.
没关系 It's okay.
别担心我 Don't worry about me.
全都是因为我做的事 It's all I do.
我很高兴霍纳尔能够及时考完期末考试 I'm so glad that Honor was able to finish her finals in time
能回家见证咱们美丽的玛丽 to come home to watch our beautiful Mary,
和咱们温柔的查理在明天走过那个毕业典礼 and our gentle Charlie walk across that stage tomorrow.
我为你们俩感到无比自豪 I couldn't be prouder of both of you.
致乔 我生命中的男人 And to Joe, the man of my life,
致我们一起走进下一阶段 here's to entering this next phase together.
当我们的小家伙飞离巢穴时 他们知道他们总是可以回家 As our little ones fly away from the nest, they know they can always come home.
干杯 Cheers.
你忘了某个人 You forgot someone.
致伊丽莎白 我们很高兴你能在这个非常特殊的时刻和我们在一起 Elizabeth, we're so happy you could be with us at this very special time.
谢谢 Thank you.
干杯 Cheers.
-嗯 这很美味 -嗯 - Mm. This is delicious. - Mm.
霍纳尔 等我们回到家 我会给你看看我们给你妹妹准备的毕业典礼 Honor, when we get home, I'll show you what we got your sister for graduation.
是秤吗 Is it a scale?
你说什么 Excuse me?
当我毕业时 你给我买了一台秤 When I graduated, you got me a scale.
那只是让你在新地方安顿下来的一部分 That was just part of setting you up at your new place.
你很清楚那不是你的毕业礼物 You know perfectly well that wasn't your graduation present.
它装在绑着蝴蝶结的包裹里 It came wrapped in a bow.
我们给她买了一条项链 上面有她的诞生石 We got her a necklace with her birthstone in it.
就像我们给你妹妹准备的一样 但我发现你没戴你的项链 Just like we got your sister. But I see you're not wearing yours.
你什么时候开始拍这部电影 When do you start shooting this movie?
大约三周后 In about three weeks.
很快就到了 嗯 It's soon. Hm.
- 真希望你没有这么做 -霍纳尔 - Wish you weren't doing that. - Honor.
我能理解 当然 I can understand that. Of course.
我希望最后你会觉得它内容 I hope in the end that you'll feel it had something to say,
并且捕捉到了一些真实的东西 and that we captured something true.
就像你出现在这个晚宴上一点也不别扭一样真实吗？ True like how it isn't awkward at all that you're at this graduation dinner?
- 乔 你能… -什么 - Joe, can you-- - What?
- 你能做点什么吗 -比如呢 - Can you do something? - Like what?
你可真是帮大忙了 Thanks for your help.
呃 霍纳尔 我给你买了那个秤 正如我当时告诉你的 是一种传统 Um, Honor, I got you that scale, as I told you at the time, as a tradition,
因为我高中毕业时我妈妈也给了我 because that's what my mother got me when I graduated from high school.
你可以试试在没有体重秤的情况下生活 看看现在成什么样了 You try going through life without a scale. See how that goes.
妈妈 Mom.
-你好 -卡西迪 你好 - Hi. - Cassidy. Hi.
- 嗨 妈妈 - 嗨 奶奶 - Hi, Mom. - Hi, Grandma.
你好 哦 你好 你好 Hi. Oh, hello. Hi.
哦 嗨 亲爱的 哦 你看起来真漂亮 Oh, hi, sweetheart. Oh, you look so pretty.
哦 我的天啊 彼得 恭喜你 Oh my goodness. Peter, congratulations.
比利 泰勒 乔治 嗨 当然 每个人都来庆祝 Billie, Tyler, Georgie, hi. Everyone's celebrating of course.
是的 这样最好 Yeah, it's just the best.
- 很高兴再次见到你 - 是的 你也一样 - Very nice to see you again. - Yes, you as well.
汤姆 Tom.
好了 我想我们该去我们的桌子了 Okay, I think we'll head over to our table.
没错 我们原来的家庭坐在后面的桌子 Yeah, we're in the back with the old families.
-乔治 - 知道了 - Georgie. - Yeah.
- 毕业典礼见 - 好的 再见 - See you at graduation. - All right, bye.
呃 我是《诺拉方舟》的忠实粉丝 Uh, I'm a really big fan of Norah's Ark.
谢谢 这意义非凡 Thank you. That means the world.
空气都凝固了 Firmly frozen by now.
我的兄弟马克 他仍然住在里士满 My brother Mark, he still lives in Richmond.
他总是说 放低期望 你就永远不会失望 He always says, "Keep your expectations low, and you'll never be disappointed."
我总是忘记这一点 And I always forget that.
你有几个兄弟 How many brothers do you have?
四 Four.
两个哥哥 Two older.
两个弟弟 Two younger.
但我想你应该了解过了 But I think you know that.
所以 So...
你的期望是什么 what were your expectations?
呃 今晚会很顺利 Uh, that tonight would go well.
我的孩子们会爱我 That my children would love me.
我的生活会是完美的 And my life would be perfect.
这有点天真了 That was a little naive.
我就是很天真 I am naive.
一直如此 I always have been.
在某种程度上 这是种天赋 In a way, it's been a gift.
如果乔先送我们回家可以吗 Is it all right if Joe drops us off first?
我想女孩们需要休息一下 I think the girls need a minute.
- 我可以走回去 - 不用 他会开车送你的 - I can just walk from here. - Mm-mm. He'll drive you.
- 我可以再抽一支烟吗 -好的 - Could I bum another cigarette? - Yeah.
给你 There you go.
爱丽丝在这棵树上被吊死… Alice hung from this tree...
- 他们说他们在后面 - …在她去世前整整吊了3天 - They said they're in the back. - ...for three days, before she died.
这边走 我们将准确向您展示那棵树… Come this way. We'll show you the exact tree...
晚上好 Good evening.
他们去找她的尸体 They went to go find her body.
她已经把你的精神气击垮了吗 Has she broken your spirit yet?
不 我只是累了 No, just tired.
你破案了吗 Did you crack the case?
你介意把烟吹到另一个方向吗 谢谢 Do you mind blowing your smoke in the other direction, please? Thank you.
想知道我的理论吗 Wanna know my theory?
好啊 Sure.
童年创伤 Childhood trauma.
哪一个 Which one?
年长的那个 The big one.
你是说什么 What do you mean?
她的哥哥们… Her older brothers...
-什么？ -没错 - What? - Yeah.
从她12岁开始 Started when she was 12.
时断时续 On and off.
别向她提起 当然 她不谈论这事 Just don't mention it to her, obviously. She doesn't talk about it.
我在她的日记里读到的 但这是很久以前的事了 I read it in her diary, but this was, like, way before.
那确实… That's...
解释了很多事 Explains a lot.
为什么她还和他们有联系 Why does she still talk to them?
女士 她的脑子有问题 这就是我想告诉你的 Lady, she's messed up in the head. That's what I'm trying to tell you.
天啊 Oh, God.
听着 实际上 我有一个想法 Listen, actually, I had an idea.
- 我查了你们是怎么拍电影的 - 嗯 - I was looking up how y'all make movies. - Mm-hmm.
然后 And...
我了解到了这份工作 音乐总监 I read about this job of, um, music supervisor.
-所以呢 - 我可以做这份工作 - Yeah? - I could do this job.
为电影挑选歌曲 我很会选歌 Pick out songs for movies? I would pick great songs.
你在要求什么 What are you asking?
那么 如果… So, what if...
为了换取我的回忆 我的咨询 in exchange for my memories, my consultation,
我同意不去向媒体 my willingness not to go to the press
轻蔑地谈论这部电影 和你 和她 and talk disparagingly about it and you and her,
你许诺给我这个音乐总监的职位 you give me this position of music supervisor.
在这部电影制作中 On this movie.
呃… Um...
我会帮你问问的 I'll look into that for you.
谢谢 Thank you.
我想我在这里已经过了受欢迎的阶段 And I think I've outstayed my welcome here.
我姐姐的哮喘非常严重 My sister had really bad asthma.
是吗 Did she?
是的 她不得不一直使用那个呼吸机器＼NYeah, she was always having to do that breathing machine thing.
哦 雾化器 Yeah, nebulizer.
对的 Right.
实际上 I actually
我带了一个来 have one with me here.
一个新的 我不知道怎么才能 A new one, and I can't figure out how to get the,
你知道吗 把对嘴的东西 扣在上面 you know the mouthpiece thing, to snap on.
这太蠢了 It's so stupid.
我真的很想使用它 I'd really like to use it.
这太恼人了 That's irritating.
你只需要 You just sort of have to
- 拿着顶部 然后… -你能… - get the top, and-- - Could you...
你有空吗 Do you... Do you have a second?
自 80 年代以来 他们就没有改变过这种机器 They haven't changed this machine since the '80s.
谢谢 Thank you.
你真救了我的命 You saved my life.
好吧 Sure.
我 I...
想给你一些东西 wanted to give you something.
这是我唯一能保留下来的的 It's the only one I could save.
哦 天哪 Oh my God.
现在不要读 Don't read it now.
谢谢 Thank you.
你还非常年轻 You're so young.
相信我 Believe me.
你能够重新开始 You could start over.
去做什么呢 And do what?
什么都可以 Anything.
我去给我们拿条毛巾 I'll get us a towel.
谢谢 Thanks.
我们去床上吧 Let's get in bed.
哇 Wow.
这太疯狂了 That was crazy.
是的 Yeah.
你以前做过这事吗 Have you ever done that before?
好吧 当然了 Right. 'Course.
-你呢 -没有 - What about you? - No.
我的意思是 我对别人也动心过 I mean, I've had crushes on people.
我认为这是被允许的 I think that's allowed.
我不知道 I don't know.
嗯 任何一点 Um, any of it.
都会 呃 击垮她 It would, uh, kill her.
你知道的 她非常忠贞 You know, she's very loyal.
和我在一起时 With me.
听好了 Listen...
无论发生什么 她都会没事的 whatever happens, she's gonna be okay,
- 像格雷西这样的人… -不 她不会的 - People like Gracie-- - No, she won't.
-不 你真的不了解她 -好吧 - No. You really don't know her. - Okay.
让我告诉你一些事 Let me tell you something.
归根结底 你是对自己负责 Your responsibility, ultimately, is to yourself.
格雷西 Grace...
伊丽莎白 我觉得这要更复杂一些 Elizabeth, I think it's a little more complicated than that.
你该做什么就做什么 但是… You're gonna do what you're gonna do, but...
- …像这样的故事… -故事？ - ...stories like these-- - Stories?
- 你说故事？ - 你知道我什么意思 - Stories? - You know what I mean.
- 事例 - 这太… - Instances. - This is--
严重受创的开局—— Severely traumatic beginnings--
这不是故事 这就是我他妈的生活 This isn't a story! This is my fucking life!
-上帝啊 - 没有必要这么苦恼 - Jesus. - No need to get so worked up about it.
我以为你… I thought you...
其实是喜欢我 而且我们有某种联系 actually liked me, and that we had a connection.
我是喜欢你 I like you.
那这又是怎么回事 Then what was this about?
这只是成年人会做的事情 This is just what grown-ups do.
你很幸运 我不是个神经质 You're lucky I'm not jumpy.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你为什么坐在那里 Why are you sitting there?
我只是在思考 I've just been thinking.
好吧 Okay.
我觉得为有很多事情我们之间已经很久没有谈论过了 I think there are a lot of things we haven't talked about in a long time.
也许从来没谈过 Maybe ever.
什么样的事 What kind of things?
关于我们感情的事情 Things about our relationship.
好吧 我又不会审问你 想说什么就说吧 Well, I'm not gonna cross-examine you, say what you wanna say.
我只是在回忆一些事情 I've just been remembering things.
是什么导致了你这样 What brought this on?
这有什么关系吗 What does it matter?
是那个女演员吗 Is it the actress?
或许吧 Maybe.
我不知道 我不明白这又有什么所谓 I don't know. I don't see what difference it makes.
我只是想… 我自己的感受 It's how... What I'm feeling.
过来坐在我身边 Come and sit by me.
好吗 Okay?
来吧 宝贝 Come on, baby.
是什么让你难过了 What's making you feel bad?
不是… It's not...
我不觉得难过 像是… I don't feel bad, like...
我只是想说… I'm just trying to say...
如果我当时并没有 What if I wasn't
准备好做出这样的决定呢 ready to be making those kinds of decisions.
然… 然后呢 Then... Then what?
因为孩子们 Because the kids.
那又意味着什么 What would that mean?
我不明白你在说什么 I don't understand what you're saying.
我是说 如果我当时还太年轻呢 I'm saying, what if I was too young?
好吧 Well...
是你勾引的我 You seduced me.
- 但我当时才13岁 - 别给我说这个 - But I was 13 years old. - Don't give me that.
- 但我确实是 - 我不在乎你多大了 - But I was. - I don't care how old you were.
谁说了算？ Who was in charge?
-什么 - 谁是那个说了算的 - What? - Who was the boss?
谁说了算？ Who was in charge?
- 我只是想谈谈一些事情… - 我认为这部电影在… - I'm just trying to talk about something... - I think that this movie is...
- …而你却根本不听 - …捞起所有这些事 - ...and you're not listening! - ...dredging up all this stuff.
开车送伊丽莎白四处闲逛 Driving Elizabeth around.
这与他妈的电影无关 It's not about the fucking movie!
-无关 - 我非常有同情心 - No! - I'm very sympathetic,
但你开始让我心烦意乱了 but you're starting to upset me.
你没有同情心 为什么我们不能谈论它 You have not been sympathetic. Why can't we talk about it?
如果我们真的像我们所说的那样相爱 If we're really as in love as we say we are,
如果我们有那么珍贵的… if we have that rare...
难道我不能和你谈谈吗 Shouldn't I be able to talk about this with you?
“如果我们真的像我们说的那样相爱”吗？ "If we're really as in love as we say we are?"
格雷西 你知道我的意思 我求求你了 Gracie, you know what I mean. I'm begging you.
不 “如果我们真的像我们说的那样相爱”吗？ No! "If we're really as in love as we say we are?"
我需要你帮助我 拜托 I need you to help me. Please.
“如果我们真的像我们说的那样相爱”… 我… 已经是毕业日了 "If we're really as in love as we say..." I... It's graduation.
我的爱人 My love...
你今晚离开后 after you left tonight,
我在想如果情况不同 我们可以过上怎样的生活 I thought about the kind of life we could have if things were different.
如果我出生得晚一点 或者你早就出生了 If I'd been born later, or you long ago.
但谁知道那样我们又会是什么样子 But who knows what we would have been like then.
或者在哪里 Or where.
一路上我们又会经历的怎样的悲剧 What tragedies we'd have to face along the way.
真是糟糕的运气 What bad luck.
这不是我曾会想要的 This is not what I ever would have wanted.
但我是如此…感激 But I'm so... grateful
我们殊途同归 that our paths led us to this road.
不计代价 No matter what the cost.
我在想你 I think about you
一直在想 all the time.
我在想那种感受 And the feeling I get when
当我们四目相对 we look each other in the eyes.
你也有这种感觉吗 Do you feel that too?
我知道你还没有什么可以对比的 但是… I know you don't have much to compare it to, but...
让我向你保证 let me assure you
这是珍稀的 it is rare.
我这辈子都不曾拥有过 I've gone my whole life without it.
而现在我找到了 我无法想象回到过去的生活并假装无事发生 And now that I've found it, I can't imagine going back and pretending.
有时我希望我们从未见过 Sometimes I wish we'd never met,
或者至少你没有在宠物店得到这份工作 or that you didn't get the job in the pet shop at least,
因为我知道 我们的生活将因此而永远改变 because I know that our lives will be forever changed because of this.
不管结果如何 No matter how it all turns out.
我知道我的丈夫和我的孩子… I know that my husband and my children...
我 I...
我知道那件事 I know that...
也会影响他们 this will affect them too.
我只希望我们能… My hope is that we can...
守护我们的秘密直到我们至少不会受到法律的威胁 keep our secrets long enough until at least we're in no danger from the law.
也许到那时我就能有足够的时间干净利落地解决我的事情 Maybe by then I'll have enough time to end things cleanly,
并确保我的孩子们知道我爱他们 and to make sure that the children know that I love them.
也许到那时我们会想到如何说出我们的故事 And maybe by then we'll have figured out what to say.
刚开始的时候… When this first started...
…我不知道该想什么 ...I didn't know what to think.
我知道我们已经越界了 I knew that we'd crossed a line,
但我打心底里知道我们还会再次越界 and I felt in my heart that we would cross it again.
但现在我想… But now I think...
我已经不清楚这条红线在哪了 I've lost track of where the line is.
甚至又是谁规定了这些红线 Who even draws these lines?
我只知道… All I know...
我爱你 你也爱我 is that I love you and you love me.
今晚你带给了我如此多的欢愉 And you gave me so much pleasure tonight.
我希望我也为你做了同样的事情 I hope I did the same for you.
我们周六再见 I'll see you Saturday.
请烧掉这个 你知道如果有人发现它会发生什么 Please burn this. You know what could happen to me if anyone ever found it.
你的… 格雷西 Your... Gracie.
这是萨凡纳市中心的河流大街 This is River Street, downtown Savannah.
雨水从西边慢慢侵袭全境 The rain is moving in from the west and taking over.
正如李所说的 我们希望雨下下来 And as Lee was talking about, we want the rain to come down.
它让环境降温 让大气降温 It cools off the environment, it cools off the atmosphere,
有助于带来更多的稳定性 and that helps to bring in more stability.
如此一来这些令人讨厌的强烈的雷暴 So that these thunderstorms that have been so nasty and so strong,
才会真正开始变弱 will actually start to get weaker.
让我们直接进入我们的雷达图 因为这是一个巨大的风暴系统… Let's go right to our radar because it's a huge storm system...
你好 Hey.
哦 你好 Oh, hi.
嗨 Hey!
哇 Wow.
你看起来真美 You look so great.
谢了 Thanks.
你饿了吗 Are you hungry?
不饿 No.
- 也许能喝杯咖啡？ -咖啡吗？ - Maybe a coffee? - Coffee?
这倒是新鲜 That's new.
毕业快乐 Happy graduation.
是啊 太令人兴奋了 Yes. So exciting.
-看看你 - 嗯 妈妈不会喜欢的 - Look at you. - Mm. Mom's gonna hate it.
不 她会喜欢的 No, she's gonna love it.
不 她会喜欢你这身 是她选的这身吗 No, she's gonna love this. Did she pick this one?
- 是她选的 - 重要的日子 - She did. - Big day.
是的 Yeah, it is.
现在几点了 What time is it?
呃 我们应该在 20-25 分钟内出发 Uh, we should leave in 20-25 minutes.
我会上去换身衣服 I'll go up and get changed.
嗯 妈妈在哪儿 Um, where's Mom?
老实说 我不知道 I don't know, honestly.
也许她约了美容院 Maybe she had a beauty parlor appointment.
好耶 Yeah!
好吧 我们到了 All right, this is it.
我去停车 找到你们妈妈 I'll park and find your mom.
- 好的 待会见 - 谢了 爸爸 - Okay, see you after. - Thanks, Dad.
嘿 你好吗 Hey! How are you?
嘿 你做到了 Hey, you made it!
致我 15 届的毕业生们 猛鲨队加油… To my fellow graduates of the class of '15, go Sharks...
…虽然并不总是一帆风顺 ...while it hasn't always been smooth sailing,
我知道我们的未来是光明的 I know that our futures are bright.
至此 我向大家介绍2015届毕业生 And with that, I present to you the 2015 graduating class
威尔逊-希利高中 of Wilson Healy High School.
克里斯托弗·罗伊·亚当斯 Christopher Roy Adams.
约翰·安德森 John Anderson.
莫里斯·詹姆斯·阿伯克龙比 Maurice James Abercrombie.
布雷登·威廉·阿特金斯 Braden William Atkins.
麦迪逊·黛安·奥尔德里奇 Madison Diane Aldrich.
查尔斯·布伦南·阿瑟顿-柳 Charles Brennan Atherton-Yoo.
- 加油 查理 - 玛丽·吉娜·阿瑟顿-柳 - Go Charlie! - Mary Jinae Atherton-Yoo.
加油 玛丽 Go Mary!
约书亚·瑞安·阿特金斯 Joshua Ryan Atkins.
奥兰多·麦金利·阿特金森 Orlando McKinley Atkinson.
祝贺2015届毕业生 Congratulations to the class of 2015.
猛鲨队加油 Go Sharks!
那真是太美了 不是吗 That was beautiful, wasn't it?
确实如此 It was.
好吧 现在准备去机场了 Well, heading to the airport now.
这可能是最好的做法 That's probably for the best.
我想知道这些天是否真对你的电影很重要 I wonder if any of this will have really mattered for your movie.
我认为是的 I think it will.
你了解我了吗 You understand me?
是的 I do.
我希望你没把那个让人恶心的兄弟传闻当真 I hope you didn't think that disgusting brother thing was real.
什么 What?
太恶心了 It's disgusting.
我不知道他为什么告诉你这些东西 I don't know what he's doing telling you these things.
他告诉你了吗 He told you?
我每天都和乔治交流 I talk to Georgie every day.
没有安全感的人非常危险 不是吗 Insecure people are very dangerous, aren't they?
我很有安全感 I'm secure.
确保你拍电影的时候记着这点 Make sure you put that in there.
安静下来 伙计们 来吧 关闭图片 Settle in, guys. Here we go. Pictures off.
- 打开摄像机 -来吧 - Cameras on! - Here we go.
拿好板子 Hold board.
稍微提高一点 有点暗 Just bring it up a little. It's a little dark.
谢谢 Thank you.
- 安静下来 伙计们 非常安静 非常安静 - 非常安静 拜托 - Settle in, guys. Very still. Very quiet. - Very still, please.
第四十二场 第一条 声音测试 速度测试 Forty-two, take one, sound, speed.
-好的 场记员 - 一号摄像机 打板 - Okay. Marker. - A-camera, mark.
然后把蛇拿进来 And bring in the snake.
- 然后准备好 -准备就绪 - And set. - Set.
我们准备好了 And we are set.
开始 And action.
- 你害怕吗 -不 - Are you scared? - No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我没有 I'm not.
她不咬人 She doesn't bite.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
她不是那种蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
好吧 我想我们再去一次 我们拍一个系列… Okay, I think we go again. We do a series...
我们会找到一些东西 We're gonna find something.
伙计们 让我们回到预设 Guys, let's go back to one.
请回到预设 Back to one. Places, please.
-知道了 - 准备好 - I got it. - Stepping in.
都好了吗 Is that all?
那么… And...
- 准备好 - 我们准备好了 - Get set. - We are set.
开始 And action.
你害怕吗 Are you scared?
不 No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我没有 I'm not.
她不会咬人 She won't bite.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
她不是那种蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
好 重置 Good. Reset.
回到预设 Back to one.
好吧 非常安静 请非常安静 Okay, very still. Very quiet, please.
马上就好 伙计们 清场 Very quickly, guys. Clearing.
- 准备好 - 我们准备好了 - And set. - We are set.
开始 And action.
你害怕吗 Are you scared?
不 No.
害怕也没关系 It's okay to be scared.
我没有 I'm not.
她不会咬人 She won't bite.
你怎么知道 How do you know?
她不是那种蛇 She's not that kind of snake.
出色 我想我们拍到了 Beautiful. I think we got it.
等等 我们能不能…请问我们能再拍一条吗 Wait, can we... Can we do it again, please?
-请 只为我 -丽兹 - Please? Just for me. - Lizzie...
拜托了 听着 它变得更真实了 Please. Wait, it's getting more real.
我们再拍一次 We're going again.
好 重置 Good. Reset.
回到预设 Back to one.
很快 伙计们 Very quickly, guys.
准备好 Set.
开始 And action.
字幕翻译：契约血