[Church Bells]
Was then where the son of the Lord said
I told you, that ye believed not.
The works I do and my father's name
are testament to me that you believe not
because you are not of thy sheep.
They hear my voice I know them
and they follow me.
it's for these reasons...
(inaudible)
[♪ ♪] [Music Swells]
CONNIE!
Order for Prasha.
Whoa!
I think she's calling your order.
Thank you, sorry.
Metaphysiology, huh?
Ha, Yea it's pretty bad.
And you draw too?
Well...
Me Too.
Thank you...
Esra.
Thank you Esra.
♪ ♪ [Music]
♪ ♪ [Relaxing Piano Music]
So I saw him again.
Noel? He broke your heart Prasha, forget about him.
What, No I meant Connie.
So you saw her then?
But now she's him.
So if she's him then, Who's Connie?
You know the guy I met the cafe
Esra, Connie is now Esra.
If Esra is now Connie, that means all those dreams and memories your getting.
Are real. Totally Real!
Ok but how do you know, did you see the birthmark?
Yeah I looked up at him and he turned into Connie.
I'm pretty sure.
Ok but how do you know this is the same person?
What does he have in common with the queen or the fortune teller. Is there like a vibe or something?
I can feel it okay. I've loved this person for
literal centuries and I've never had
these feelings hit me so hard before
I know it's him.
Okay what are we waiting for, Are you gonna text him?
(mockingly) I'm not gonna text him
Why? Ok, let me help you.
No, No, Hey, Hey.
No.
Why?
Because, I don't have his number.
You didn’t ask for his number?
You wouldn't understand.
I won't understand? you've been talking about
this person your entire life
what's stopping you?
A lot. - A lot? You're insane.
I'm not insane Melika!
Well tell me then.
♪ ♪ [Music Intensifies]
(Screaming)
He gets...
He get's killed because of me. Every time.
People just feel strongly about our kind of relationship.
So your cutting him off...?
...to break the cycle.
It doesn't have to be like that.
Now we can be together and still break the cycle right?
What?
Think about it. It doesn't have to be a secret anymore.
I don't know.
Can I get you guys anything? - Uh we'll take the bill.
The bill, yea sure.
I'm gonna go use the ladies room. Don't cover the bill while I'm gone.
It's my turn to pay.
Yea but this time is different.
Just remember what I said.
♪ ♪ [Pop Music]
As much as I shouldn't care about people opinion.
I fell you can't completely know yourself unless you have peoples input.
I don't think that makes any sense. - Yea But.
Ooh that guy is so hot.
No ok, no listen to me.
People we're social creatures.
So why wouldn't your public image
contribute to yourself in. - Okay I'll tell...
But again does that mean that your self
perspective changes.
What's with the philosophy? Are you that drunk
No I'm getting there. Guys you wanna take a shot?
Hey you again.
I would usually say this is a coincidence but.
But it's more like fate right?
I would say it's more like a curse but okay.
I'm hurt.
Sorry.
Make it up to me then. Let's chat.
Oh uh. I don't know.
I don't bite.
So...
No bite huh? - I don't.
That's good.
So how's Pathophysiology going?
Good...
Yeah, My dad makes me study a lot.
It's become second nature to me now.
Plus I'm not the most obedient. I had a boyfriend.
We broke up but .
At least I had fun out of it. Right?
Let me guess, your stressed out because you think everything has been decided for you.
You think you know me, huh?
Maybe, or maybe I'm trying to.
Maybe you don't want to know me. - Yeah?
Maybe I'm too dangerous. - Try me.
♪ ♪
How beetle-headed.
Remember, idle hands are the devil's worship.
How I look forward to the release of his grasp.
Do you... Do you care for company?
Yeah uhm.
Do you want to go out and grab a bite? There's a cafe open nearby.
I erm...
PRASHA, THIS IS OUR SONG! COME!
I should go.
Right right, totally sorry.
But can I get your number actually?
Are you sure? - Definitely yea.
Prasha!
Prasha?
I'll see you around?
Try not to miss me.
♪ ♪
I don't know. We still have a shot right?
(Melika on phone) Yeah, of course. Keep it positive he's been great.
But what about everything else?
(Melika on phone) Oh my god, Prasha, it's different this time.
And how do you know that?
(Melika on phone) We literally went to pride two weeks ago. It ain't stonewall!
That's true.
(Melika on phone) Speaking of movements, Why don't you take a chance tonight?
What do you mean?
(Melika on phone) Well, your a month in, your at his place, your having dinner.
Hey Melika, no.
(Melika on phone) What? I'm just saying.
Stop I gotta go.
Hey.
So what was that all about?
I was just, Melika was trying to get me to study.
Anatomy or something
I've been meaning to ask you something.
Look at all this.
Why are you taking science when you're so good at art?
I get good grades and...
Might as well use them to make my parents proud.
But they'd be proud regardless right?
(sigh) I don't know about that.
What do you mean?
Do they try to make you apologize about the note thing?
I'm so sorry.
I've been through that too. You don't have to study this to make it up to them.
I don't just do it for them.
I genuinely like helping people.
So, what is this all about?
Things from past just kind of speak to me
It's crazy how our past can shape us.
Speaking of which, we have a weird history on our hands.
Do we? - Yea we like.
We kept running into each other at the cafe then at the party.
We were supposed to go back like a long time ago and we still haven't done that.
Maybe we should get to that?
We have plenty of time on our hands.
♪ ♪
How do you fare dear?
HOW DO I FARE?
Pray pardon me Mary.
You were speaking with the maid.
Am I not to speak with her?
Do not run thy mouth woman. Do you understand me?
I hear you say "Good morrow" "Good day to thee".
That is enough and no more.
Is not thy duty clear?
I'm sorry my husband.
Mary...
I command thee, to refrain contact from that wicked woman.
Dare you deny my demand. You could be wearing her petticoat.
You could be doing the devil's dance God Forbid!
Do you pray for your persecution?
Don't look so sullen Mary. You know I love you.
I only wish to save your soul.
Prasha?
Umm, I just need a minute okay.
Yeah sure.
(Melika on phone) Hey what's up?
It happened again everything was going
just fine and then he said something that triggered it.
(Melika on phone) How are you feeling?
I'm a little worried.
(Melika on phone) Worried about what?
I don't know yet ok.
(Melika on phone) Well if that's the case why don't you get back out there.
Ok I can't just do that. What if he...
(Melika on phone) Hey, don't fall for the false dilemma fallacy.
(Melika on phone) There's other ways to break the cycle together.
You got a point.
(Melika on phone) Yeah you got this. You can do it ok.
Everything alright?
Yeah actually I was thinking.
Maybe we should pay the bill and go back to your place?
Sounds good.
(Movie on the TV)
Esra?
Yeah?
Try not to hurt yourself okay?
Yeah, sure. But you too.
I can't be the hero all the time.
♪ ♪ [Music Swells]
♪ ♪ [Music]
(Shouting from outside)
We must go!
The men are standing watch. I forgot they've grounded arms.
(Shouting grows louder)
THERE THEY ARE!
(sobbing)
You must go! - No there's no way.
You okay?
Yeah, Yeah.
I'm sorry just go back to bed.
I'm just head to the washroom.
(heart beats)
(heart beat increases)
CONNIE!
NO!
CONNIE!
NO! NO NO NO!
(gunshot)
NO! NO!
GET OFF ME!
(softly) I love you.
(Prasha's voice) I'm sorry.
I just can't do this anymore.
Goodbye Esra.
I know your sure that something's gonna happen to him. But it's not like he knew.
You never told him anything anyway.
He just thinks that his boyfriend dumped him.
Do you remember how that felt like.
Yeah, Yeah I do, It hurt but.
I got over it eventually.
It's been a long time now so he's
better off without me.
But are you?
Hey I'm sorry do you want to grab a drink?
I'm alright - No let's go grab shots.
♪ ♪ [Music Swells]
Thank you for setting this up Malika. - No worries.
Esra.
We need to talk.
Okay you want to go outside and talk
can't talk out in the open like this.
Alright fine.
I'm sorry but I've tried to contact you.
Look I just want to try and make sense of everything.
It's ok if you change your mind or whatever.
But I think you owed me a little more than a sketch and a note.
I don't know what to say.
You just tell me Prasha that's how it works.
You tell me we were falling out. That's it.
But that's not what happened.
But what is it then?
I can't tell you.
Why not?
Because you won't understand.
You said that before. What does that mean?
I don't think you can take it.
You do this to me. Every time.
Every single fucking life time.
Why can't you just tell me?
You remember too?
I keep seeing these memories.
Flashbacks from the past. Like from the cold war.
We were together.
You were my souvenir from Italy.
And in Santiago.
At the beach, After we fought for independence.
And Salem.
Yeah.
But everytime.
Something like this happens
you grow distant, and then you leave me.
I just want to know why?
So then you don't remember everything.
What do you mean?
Everythime we're together. You die.
I know.
The Russians found out we were together and they thought I had betrayed them.
My father though we ran away together so he got you killed.
They thought you were a witch and you got shot. - I know Prasha.
I know.
You see in all these cases.
I was the only thing that didin't change.
I'm not gonna do that again, I'm not gonna...
Everyone dies.
Your crazy.
Is that your medical opinion?
Stop trying to lighten things up.
Look Prasha.
I don't care how many times I've died.
Or when I have died or how I have died.
You are worth it.
I, Esra I...
I've had to mourn over you. Every single time.
I can't do this to myself anymore.
I'm just not gonna. I can't okay.
It doesn't have to be this way now.
Sure it might not be perfect. But look how far we've come
We can do so much more together then we could ever have imagined.
We don't even have to be a secret anymore.
I have loved you for a thousand years.
And I'm not gonna give up on you now.
Look, I know you want to protect me.
But whether or not I want to do this. That's on me.
Sure something can happen down the road. But nothing can be more painful then.
50 years from now, Looking back, alone.
Thinking about what could have happened if I had actually taken the chance.
But Prasha.
Would you take a chance?
What a time to be alive.
It always is.
♪ ♪ [Music]
Closed Captioning by Spencer Chilwell