在轰炸中我失去了丈夫 Under the bombardments I lost my husband.
也失去了自我 I lost myself.
随着战争结束，我的人生也结束了 The war was over, and so was I.
我想尘封我的时光 I drew a curtain on my days.
可你却走进我的生活 Then you walked into my life.
你让我的声音再次充满生机 You brought breath back to my voice.
你的拥抱 Your caresses swept
扫去了我心灵上的尘土，让笑颜重驻 the ashes from my heart and revived my happiness.
我的双臂像一扇窗般被你打开 You flung open my arms like a window.
让迎接阳光和微风 You let the light in, the wind...
以及外界的声音 and all those voices.
喂。喂？ Hello. Hello?
不，女士，线路太忙了。挂了吧，我在等电话呢 No, lady, the line's overcrowded. Hang up. I'm expecting a call.
快挂了吧！ Just hang up!
接线员，我该怎么办？ Operator, what am I supposed to do?
让那女人别再占我的线！ Get that woman off my line!
我在等一个电话，这样根本打不进来！ I'm expecting a call, and I can't get through!
喂？是你吗？ Hello? Is that you?
没有... No...
不过我听不清你讲话 but I can barely hear you
线路上的声音太杂了 with these other voices on the line.
那就回话给我。好的 So call me back. All right.
太太，茄子片已经晾干了，我可以开始煎了吗？ Signora, the eggplant slices are dry. Should I start frying them?
您告诉我把茄子切成片，放太阳底下晒干 You told me to slice the eggplant and dry it in the sun
晚上用来招待那位先生 for your dinner with the signore.
不过您确定那位先生今晚能来吗？ But are you sure the signore is coming tonight?
今天礼拜几？ What day is today?
- 礼拜二 - 没错！ - Tuesday. - Exactly!
先生今晚8点到，每周二都是如此 The signore is coming at 8:00 p.m. like every Tuesday.
已经下午4点了 It's already 4:00 p.m.
去煎吧 Go start frying.
只有我们家才这样做帕尔马干酪茄子 No one makes a parmigiana like we do.
没错 That's for sure.
喂？ Hello?
总算能听到你讲话了 I can finally hear you.
你还好吗？ Are you all right?
对。你之前打给我的时候我才刚到家 Yes, I'd just gotten in when you called earlier.
你现在在家里？ Are you home?
昨晚我很早就上床了，可睡不着 Last night I went to bed early, but I couldn't sleep,
所以我吃了片药 so I took a pill.
嗯，差不多晚上9点的样子 Yes, around 9:00 p.m.
头有点痛，后来好些了 I had a headache, but it got better.
今天？我打扮好后，阿孙塔来接我的 Today? I got dressed, and Assunta picked me up.
我才从她那回来 I just got back from her place.
对，她真是个妙人 Yes, she was just wonderful.
你说得对，一向正确 You were right, as usual.
我身上穿的吗？ What am I wearing?
我的粉色连衣裙和黑色礼帽 My pink dress and my black hat.
其实，我现在头上还戴着呢 In fact, I still have the hat on.
你呢？你在做什么？ And you? What are you doing?
啊，你正在家工作。在做试验？ Ah, you're working at home. On a trial?
没有，亲爱的 No, darling.
我从不对你隐瞒什么 I don't hold anything against you.
正相反 On the contrary.
我们俩之间可从来没有秘密 We've always been open with each other.
你要是一声不吭就离开我，那太可怕了 It would've been terrible if you'd left me without warning.
至少我现在有时间来适应这个，来理解它 At least now I have time to get used to it, to understand.
不，不。坚强 No, no. Strong.
我很坚强 I'm very strong.
我在做戏？我？ I'm putting on a show? Me?
我干嘛要做戏？ Why would I put on a show?
你还不了解我吗？我怎么可能那样做 You know me better than that. I couldn't do such a thing.
为什么？ Why?
你觉得我是那种遮遮掩掩的人？ You think I'm the sort who hides things?
不... No...
我既然下决心勇敢起来，我就会做到 I decided to be brave, and so I will be.
我们的感情遇到了太多的阻碍 Our love ran up against too many obstacles.
我别无选择 I had to choose:
失去五年的幸福，或是决定不顾一切 Turn down five years of happiness, or decide to risk everything.
我无怨无悔 I have no regrets.
无怨无悔。一丝遗憾都没有 No regrets. Not one.
我也想爱到死心塌地 I wanted to fall head over heels,
一见倾心 be swept off my feet.
亲爱的，让我说完。这都是我的错 Darling, let me talk. It's all my fault.
你还记得那个在卡波迪蒙特的星期天吗？ Don't you remember that Sunday at Capodimonte?
是我坚持要去的 So I was the one who insisted on coming.
是我不让你说话 I was the one who didn't let you talk...
是我告诉你无论如何对我也是一样 who told you it was the same for me either way.
是我在那个周二给你打的电话 I was the one who called you that Tuesday.
27号，周二 Tuesday the 27th.
我们的每一天都牢牢记在我心里 I know all our dates by heart.
为什么？ Why?
我不知道会这么急 I didn't know there was such a rush.
那就等一下，我在今晚前把你的行李箱准备好 So then wait, I'll have your suitcase ready by this evening.
你过来，我们一起吃晚饭... You come over, we have our dinner together...
今天是周二 Today is Tuesday.
我正在准备帕尔马干酪茄子，和平时一样 I'm preparing the parmigiana, as usual.
什么手套？ What gloves?
哦，开车用的皮手套 Oh, the leather ones for driving.
我不知道。我没见过 I don't know. I haven't seen them.
要是能找到，我就今晚给你，好吗？喂？ If I find them, I'll give them to you tonight, okay? Hello?
听不见吗？怎么可能啊？我都在吼了！ You can't hear me? How's that possible? I'm yelling!
听不见吗？ Can't you hear me?
我听你讲话就像站在我旁边一样！ I hear you like you were right here next to me!
我都能听见 I hear her.
连街坊邻居全都能听到 So does the whole neighborhood.
除了那位先生，所有人都能听到 Everyone can hear her except the signore.
这下只有我听不见你了 Now I'm the one who can't hear you.
现在能听见我讲话了吗？ You can hear me now?
很好，我们轮流讲 Great, we're taking turns.
你那边有奇怪的回音 There's a strange echo on your line.
听着不像是你家里的电话 It doesn't sound like your home phone.
我明白了 I see you.
哪块手帕？ Which handkerchief?
红色的 The red one.
你已经把袖子卷起来了 And you've got your sleeves rolled up.
你的左手？拿着听筒呢 Your left hand? It's holding the receiver.
右手嘛，是你的钢笔 And the right, your fountain pen.
你正在乱写乱画：数字啊、心啊、星星啊 And you're doodling: figures, hearts, stars.
你在笑吗？ You're laughing?
我的眼睛能代替耳朵 I have eyes in place of ears.
不，亲爱的，请别看我 No, darling, please don't look at me.
害怕？ Frightened?
没，我没害怕 No, I'm not frightened.
更糟糕 It's worse.
我试着不去照镜子 I try not to look at myself in the mirror.
我去卫生间都不开灯了 In the bathroom I've stopped turning on the light.
你能怎么办？ What can you do?
时间一晃而过 The years pass.
哦，没错。我有一张精致的面孔 Oh, sure. I have an exquisite face.
嘴上像抹了蜜 What a sweet-talker.
这种恭维只能用在诗人身上，对一般人没用 That kind of compliment is good for a poem, not a person.
我宁可你说的是“瞧那张滑稽的脸” I preferred it when you'd say, "Look out for that funny face."
我懂，我懂 I know, I know.
“木桶”？什么“木桶”？ "Piano"? What "piano"?
不，亲爱的 No, darling.
我说的是“我懂” I said "I know."
你一直不习惯听我讲那不勒斯话 You never got used to my speaking Neapolitan.
你每次把一句话错听成另外一个意思真是笑死人 What laughs when you'd mistake one word for another.
还记得那个街头小贩子吗？ Remember that street vendor
卖小牛蹄和牛鼻子的 selling calf's feet and nose?
我问你“想不想尝尝蹄子和鼻子？” I asked you, "Wanna try the feet and nose?"
可你以为我问的是“想不想尝尝滴水管子？” And you thought I said, "Wanna try the feeding hose?"
当时你脸上的表情真是太精彩了 And you made such a face.
你在哪呢？喂？ Where are you? Hello?
接线员，我断线了。请帮我重接一下 Operator, I got disconnected. Place the call again, please.
喂？是我 Hello? Yes.
不，接线员，刚才是断线 No, operator, the line got disconnected.
线路很忙吗？ Is it busy?
我不明白 I don't understand.
有人打给我吗？ Someone's trying to call me?
好吧 All right.
啊，是你啊，阿梅利奥？ Ah, it's you, Amelio?
对，是我打的...给先生 Yes, it's me... the signora.
不，我刚才在跟先生讲话的，后来断线了 No, I was speaking with the signore, and the line got cut off.
他不在家？ He's not home?
哦，对，他今晚不回家。说得对 Oh, right, he's not going home tonight. That's right.
我居然忘了。真笨 I completely forgot. How silly of me.
不，他刚才从饭店打给我的 No, he was calling me from a restaurant.
我们断线了。我想再拨下那个号码 We got cut off. I'll try that number again.
对不起，打扰了。谢谢。祝你晚上愉快 Sorry to bother you. Thank you. Have a good evening.
喂 Hello.
啊，是你 Ah, it's you.
不，我一直在等 No, I was waiting.
我打到你家里 I called your house,
可没人接 but no one answered.
不，没什么事，真得没事 No, nothing's wrong. Absolutely nothing.
我保证 I promise.
我们只是...聊聊 It's just that... we talk and talk.
听着，亲爱的：我跟你撒谎了 Listen, my love: I lied to you.
刚才，在电话里，我一直在说谎 Here, on the phone, I've been lying to you.
身上穿着什么都是我瞎编的 I lied about how I'm dressed,
还有在阿孙塔家吃饭 about having lunch at Assunta's.
我什么也没吃，我也没穿什么粉色连衣裙 I've eaten nothing, and I'm not wearing that pink dress.
我还穿着袍子呢 I'm still in my robe,
一直盯着话机，等你电话 waiting for you to call, staring at this phone.
我知道你不太懂那不勒斯话，但我的声音你听不出来吗？ I know you don't understand Neapolitan, but don't you understand my voice?
你没听出里面的悲伤吗？ Don't you hear the pain in it?
在屋里绕来绕去已经快把我逼疯了！ Pacing around the house is driving me crazy!
所以前几天我去了你家 So the other day I went to your place
在前门外等着 and waited at the front door.
说得对，我在那等着 That's right, I waited.
等什么？ Waited for what?
我知道等你等不出什么好结果 I know nothing good will come if I wait for you.
就算撒谎也没用 And not even lying helps.
此外，我也装不下去了。我不想再装了 Besides, I can't pretend anymore. I won't.
对，你说得对 Yes, you're right.
我在听 I'm listening.
我必须放手了 I have to let go.
我一定要找到安宁。什么安宁？ I have to find peace. What peace?
“安宁”这个词已经失去了原来的意义 The word "peace" has lost its meaning.
只有你的拥抱才能让我感到安宁 My peace only existed in your arms.
好，说吧。说点什么，随便什么 Yes, talk. Say something. Anything.
只想听你讲话... Just hearing you talk...
这能让我觉得好过一些 makes me feel much better.
有时，我们躺在床上 Sometimes, in bed together,
我喜欢把头枕在你的胸口，那是我最喜欢的地方 I'd rest my head on your chest, on that favorite spot of mine.
喜欢听你跟我讲话，就像现在，在电话里 And I'd hear you speak to me, almost like now, on the phone.
你的心脏会剧烈地跳动 Your heart would be going thump,
就在我耳边，轰响 just outside my head, knocking.
你？胆小鬼？我才是胆小鬼 You, a coward? I'm the coward.
昨晚我靠吃药来入睡 Last night I took a pill to help me sleep,
而且我想... and I thought...
“如果多吃几片，我能睡得更香” "If I take more, I'll sleep better.
“要是全都吃了，我就会长眠不醒” And if I take all of them, I'll sleep without waking.
“我会死掉，一了百了” I'll die and that'll be it."
我吃了12片。对，12片 I took 12 pills. Yes, 12.
一次性 All at once.
我梦见了一个事实： And I dreamed the truth:
你已经不在这里了 that you weren't here anymore.
我刚醒的时候还挺高兴... And I woke up so happy...
因为我觉得那只是场梦 because I thought it was just a dream.
可当我意识到这都是真的，我只是孤单一人... But when I realized it was all true, that I was alone...
我并没有枕在你的肩头时 that my head wasn't still resting on your shoulder,
我真活不下去了 I couldn't live anymore.
我感觉头晕发冷。甚至感觉不到自己的心跳 I felt light-headed and cold. I couldn't feel my heart beating.
但死亡并没有到来。我是那么伤心，以至于全身发颤 But death wouldn't come. I felt so sad, it made me shiver.
一小时以后，我打给阿孙塔 After an hour I called Assunta.
我没有勇气孤独地死去 I didn't have the courage to die alone.
她带了医生过来 She came with a doctor.
我发了40度的高烧 I had a temperature of 104.
40度！ 104!
我知道你打这个电话不容易 I know this call is difficult for you,
但是想想我！ but think of me!
失去了我此生最后的爱情 Losing the last love of my life.
我俩之间最后剩下的只有这根电话线 The only thing left between us is this telephone wire.
能让我听见最后的结局 And I can hear the end.
前天晚上？我努力让自己睡着 Two nights ago? I managed to fall asleep.
抱着电话躺在那儿 Lying there with the phone.
不，在床上 No, in bed.
床上 In bed.
对，万一你打来了我可以更快听见你的声音 Yes, to stay close to your voice in case you called.
五年来我都是为你活着 For five years I've lived for you,
而现在我的时间都花在对你的等待上 and now I spend my days waiting for you,
害怕再也见不到你 terrified that I'll never see you again.
对，我最后还是睡着了 Yes, I ended up sleeping.
那是你不在的第一个夜晚 It was the first night without you.
第二晚才是让人难以忍受的。而第三晚...明天 It's the second night that's unbearable. And the third one... tomorrow.
整天在干什么？我的天！ Entire days doing what? My God!
要是我睡着了，我就会做梦 If I sleep, I'll dream,
然后起床，吃东西，出去 then get up, eat, go out,
我该去什么鬼地方呢？ and where the hell will I go?
亲爱的，只有你的存在才能让我的生活圆满 Darling, my life was only full when you were in it.
阿孙塔有她自己的生活。她不需要知道我的问题 Assunta has her own life. She doesn't need my problems.
我失去了我的生活 I've lost it.
我不知不觉地撕碎了一整摞照片 I tore up a whole stack of photos without realizing it.
喂？喂！ Hello? Hello!
别管闲事，女士！这对话与你无关 Lady, butt out! This conversation doesn't concern you.
啊，我们还不够有趣吗？不够滑稽吗？ Ah, we're not interesting enough? Downright comical?
那就把该死的电话放下，滚一边去！ So put the damn phone down and go screw yourself!
别，别激动 No, don't get worked up.
那女的说了些恶毒话后 That lady hung up
就把电话挂了 after she said those awful things.
她伤到你的感情了？ She hurt your feelings?
我知道这整件事很让人痛苦 I know this whole story is painful.
你更难受？真的吗？ More so for you? Really?
这可不是在比谁最痛苦 It's not a competition for who suffers most.
继续，你赢了... Go ahead, you win it...
你就像个小孩 You're such a child.
知道吗，前几天我碰到了你的邻居 You know, the other day I ran into your neighbor.
他告诉我说你跟她在一起 He told me he saw you with her.
你能知道我当时的感觉吗？ How do you think it made me feel?
不，我没在那闲荡。我跟他说我有客人 No, I didn't stick around. I told him I had guests over.
人们都不喜欢断绝来往 People don't like it when you cut ties,
可是一点点地，我已经和所有人断绝了往来 but little by little I've cut ties with everyone.
我不愿意轻易浪费我们在一起的每一分钟 I didn't want to waste a single minute of our time together.
我不在乎别人怎么说 I couldn't care less what people say.
我们之间的事对谁都解释不清楚 What we have can't be spelled out to anyone.
对大多数人来说，去爱还是去恨是个问题 For most people, it's a question of either love or hate.
分手成为永远 Break-ups are forever.
要像我这样做： Do like me:
别管他们怎么说，他们怎么想 Forget what they say, what they think.
他们怎么理解的我，理解的你 What can they understand about me, about you...
理解的我们！ about us!
不。没什么 No, it's nothing.
感觉就像我们正跟过去那样交谈时... It feels like we're talking like old times...
接着事实就像成吨的砖块一样向我飞来 but then the truth hits me like a ton of bricks.
以前，我们之间一个眼神就能解决很多事情 Before, a single look between us would solve everything.
可是现在，在电话里，过去的都成为了过去 But now, with this phone, what's past is past.
我亲爱的... My love...
我知道理应如此... I know it has to be like this...
可我的心正在破碎 but my heart is breaking into pieces.
喂？ Hello?
不！ No!
我再也不想见到你了！ I never want to see you again!
这样更好！亲爱的，我很坚强 It's much better this way! Darling, I'm strong.
挂了吧！我很坚强 Hang up! I'm strong.
快点，把电话放下！ Hurry, put the phone down!
快点，把电话放下。放下来！ Come on, put the phone down. Put it down!
我爱你 I love you.
夫人，已经八点一刻了 Signora, it's 8:15.
我该走了 I'll be leaving now.
献给我的母亲... for my mother...